It all happnd wen i waz in class VIIIth.....i waz attracted to a guy hu waz in Xth, two yrs senior to me...hiz name waz SAHIB,which i think perfectly suited his personality......he waz tall,smart,handsum and a well built bright dude......i remeber at dat tym hafl of de galz from r skul wer eady to dis on him.....OH!!!!! gettin him waz like a dream cum true for me.....
1 day r skul organised a tour to somepur to sum stpid factory....it waz a long journey......well 1st toh i didnt had a plan to go but wen ma secret reporters informed me dat SAHIB waz also goin, den wat, i waz de 1st on in de class to raise up and pay de tour fee.....i knew it ...dis waz de right tym to start talkin to him or even not den take sum nice shots of him.....i waz so excited dat dat i didnt properly slept dat night.....
de oder day i got up early in de mornin and started dressin up .....i wanted to luk as bst as i culd so dat i can atleast attract him a bit.....finally de tym came and i reached ma skul......der i saw 5 buses from which ...1 waz 4 de teachers ...2 waz 4 de galz and 2 waz 4 de guyz......OH BOY!!!!.....dis waz ma bst chance to stick to hm....sudenly i saw him gettin up de red bus.....i cum not hv waited more.....i ran to de bus and got up behind him.....i knew he noticed me cumni behind him......well den kya...fortunately he went up to de last 2 seats and placed himself on 1 of dem.....meanwhile i jus kept standin der like an idiot and stared him.....for around 10 mins i kept lukin at him like a fool.....he saw me many tyms and at last he gave me a smile and wid his hand informed me to cum and sit wid him......dis waz de most ultimate moment ....i didnt even imagined of sittin besides him ....at dat tym sum wierd type fo feelin hapnd in ma stomach....hehehe....i wanted to shout out loud....bah but i didnt did it......i jus went up to him and sat der....de bus started and we started our journey......4 a while we both wer quiet....
mujhe toh samjh hi nahi aa rahi thi ki main kya bolu....but fortuntly he started de chat.....
SAHIB: toh fer kya naam hai janab ka???
ME: oh mera...well hello ma name is ARSH....aur aap hai SAHIB....isnt it....!!!
SAHIB: han but aapko kese pata chala....
ME: aji aapka naam toh sara skool janta hai toh fer humhe kese nahi pata chalta....anywayz aaj aap bade kewl lag rahe hai..!!!
SAHIB; oh really..thnks yarr...by de way ur lukin gorgious too....
ME: oH puhleez....i knw i m not lukin better den u .....chal yarr koi gal nahi....so wat do u think about de tour....will it be intrestin..????
SAHIB: han bhai, lagta toh hai...shuruwat toh achi ho gayi hai.....ha ha ha
ME: ha ha ha ha ....acha ji....chalo lets c....
[i knew dat i had started attractin him a bit and i also came to knw dat he also knew dat i m desprately runnin after him...]
SAHIB: so ur studin in 8th "B"....hena???
ME: yes but hw cum u knw???
SAHIB: ah ese hi...i'd sen u many tyms loiterin in de corridor and most of de tyms standin outside ur class.....wufff, u get punished often. hehehehe.....
[ i kept quiet 4 a while gettin embarrsed but still kinna of injyin it....it waz amazin to knw dat he also use to notice me....meanwhile he tought ki mujhe bura laga and so keepin his hands on ma shoulder he gave a cute smile......oh dat rascal ...he luked so sweet....i jus wanted to feel his touch , wanted to smell him....he smelld so gud....his hands wer cold ...makin me go horny.....i felt as if i waz de most lukiest person to be in his arms....if galz wuld had seen dis den dey wuld had definately killed me]
SAHIB: kya hua yarr, bura maan gaya, i waz jus kiddin yarr...!!!
ME: nahi nahi yarr its k....chalta hai doston mein..... i hope we r frnds now...
SAHIB: han han yarr ofcourse....but tell me truly...tujhe bura laga na.....den y wer u quiet and wat wer u thinkin right now...???
ME: arre yarr esa kuch bhi nahi hai....i waz jus thinkin dat u even sumtyms notice me in skul.....it feels gud wen u get noticed.....isnt it????
SAHIB: yea man....ur right....abh mujhe se jyada is chez ko aur kaun samjhe ga...hahahaha
ME: ya...hehehehe.....anywayz tell me hw many gfz u have???? mus be many. galz jus dis after u .....
SAHIB: honeslt tellin yarr i dnt have any of dem....i dnt like des galz...dey go after any handsum guy....i jus wanna simple , sweet and intelligent person to be ma partner....i luv simplicity....
[oh god hw can i guy like dis be so simple and sweet....abh toh main uski har baat par fida hone lagga tha]
ME: oh ho toh ur single. k . and u need a simple and intelligent and a sweet person..k.....so wat do u think about me..????? .... will i do gud.....(and den i started laughn out loud as to show hm dat i waz jus kiddin)
SAHIB: (he didnt laughed, infact wid a stunnin face he looked up itno ma eyes and said) dat wuld be a wonderful idea.....do u wanna be ma partner?????
[heavens!!! listenin to dis and lukin up in his eyez.....mere toh zameeen hi pera se gishak gayi....hehehe....even i stopped laughin....for a while i thought ki yeh itni jaldi kese ho gaya??? i felt dat wuld nearly faint wid happiness.....oh hiz lovely deep brown eyes wer askin me a question.....oh his rosy lips....abh kya bataun....i jus wanted to keep mine on his.....his sexy and well built body.....i jus wanted to jump on it and give him a cozy hug......but all ma feelings vanished wen sudenly he started laughin out loud...]
SAHIB: hahahaha.....arre yarr tu toh itna serious ho gaya....main toh sirf mazak kar raha tha jese tune abhi mere sath kiya....hahahahaa.....OH tu toh kitna darr gaya hai aur luk at ur face its sweatin.....oh hahaha...srry yarr srry....i waz jus kiddin......
[oh i didnt realised ki dat rascal waz playn a trik wid me.....4 a while i got so serious.....den even i gave a stupid smile....i jus wished ki yeh sach hota......oh yes dat was it...."yeh sach hota"....ma next wordings]
ME: ja yarr tune toh mujhe bilkul hi darra diya.....nice joke....tu toh bohat mazak karta hai....acha hai....but yarr.....kash yeh sach hota....
SAHIB: acha ji "kash yeh sah hota".....agar main sach mein tujhe purpose karta toh tu kya sach mein accpt kar leta.....nahi na ....mujhe pata hai...tu toh yahan se uth kar bhag jata.....esa hi karta na tu????
ME: (smilin) arre nahi dumbo , main toh tera purposal accpt kar leta.....aur tabhi tujhe ik pyaari si puppi bhi deta.....hahahaha.....(and i kept laughin)
SAHIB: (again getti a bit serious but still smilin) acha sach mein tu maan jata aur mujhe kiss bhi karta????
ME: haan yarr sach mein main maan jata....esa moka bar bar nahi ata....sachi...(smilin)
SAHIB: kasam kha meri....(he waz again serious and again givin dat devilish looks)
ME: i swear....mujhe teri kasam dear.....(dis tym even i waz serious...4 de 1st tym i told hi dear.....oh i really wanted to kiss him....)
[but den...
he turned away his face to de oder side and didnt spoke a word....i got suprised to c him do dis...den even i started lukin outside de window...thinkin ki pata nahi nahi woh kya soch raha hai....i got a bit nervous...bar bar reh reh kar yahi yahi khayal aa raha tha ki pata nahi uske dimag mein kya chal raha hai, y he jus turned away, pata nahi usse acha laga ki nahi, ik baar bhi himaat nahi hui mudkar uski taraf dekhne ki, bas intezar tha toh sirf uska, but he didnt spoke anythin, abh toh bas darr sa lagne laga tha, ek dum laga ki woh kahi seat chod kar agge apne bewakuf frnds ke pass na chala jaye, pelhe din hi usse naraz nahi karna chahta tha, bus esa lag raha tha ki puri bus mein sirf sanata cha gaya hai. sabhiagge bethe the peche tha toh sirf main woh aur humhare bich yeh tanhai, mujhe apne par bhi gussa aa raha tha..ki y i spoke like dat. y i took his swaerin. etc etc....half an hr we didnt spoke to each oder....he seems to be lost in his own thoughts and me in mine.......well sundenly i noticed him takin out a toffe from his poket and den puttin in his mouth...den he turned up to me and said.....
SAHIB: toffe khaye ga..?????
ME: (suprised) ha-ha-han .....
oh fuck fer kya tha ......eske bad toh bas jese sabh kuch achanak badal sa gaya.....i culd never forget dat moment in ma lyf....u knw ppl wat he did.....he came close to me and sudenly in a fraction of second he kissed me and popped out de toffe from his mouth to mine.....den he moved back...and said...
SAHIB: srry yarr ik hi thi....aur kya karta....hhehe....(and he gave a breath takin smile)
i waz toh completly blank ..... jus didnt expected dis ....OH dat sweet kiss ...it waz fuckin sweeter den dat toffeee.......for sum mins i waz not able to cum out of de shok....wid ma blank face i waz jus starin him....i didnt knew wat to say....and he ...jus sittin der wid a smilinn face and givin all dos flirt looks......oh hw culd it jus happnd.....de guy fter whom i wz runnin for 2 yrs ....dat guy jus kissed me.....but it waz true....and it happnd...
SAHIB: wat happnd love???? u said dat u wuld accpt ma purposal and kiss me ...i kept waitin 4 half an hour and u didnt .....so i had to do dis...u think dat i wnt cum to knw wats goin in ur mind....i knew dis from be4....many tyms i noticed u chekin me out and starin me like a fool....u jus kept loiterin in de corridor and pass by our class room several tyms ...jus to c me....i knew it....i waz not sure untill 2day wen u came runnin after me and boarded de same bus which i did....i noticed u....den watchin me dat wer i sit so dat u can sit near to me.....and now expressin ur feelings in joke.....fool u thought i wnt cum to knw and u took dat much tym jus 4 dis....OHHHHH......ur so sweet and it waz so nice of u to love ma dat honestly ....dis 1 thing i need in ma partner which i dnt find in des galz....u knw sumthin...????
ME: wa- wa- wat????
SAHIB: sumtyms u also used to turn me on...but den i jus forget everythin ....oh disturbin it mus had been 4 u runnin afetr me for...for ...fuck i dnt even knw from wen wer u behind me......actually i jus wanted a love like u....
ME: oh dear u knw wat????? u hav made me de most happiest person in de whole world......
[ i jus left maself on him , and hugged him tightly and kissed him.....dat mus had been de lovliest and de strongest kiss ever......dat "time"....i jus wanted to stop de "tym".....
hw eagerly i wished dat der mus had been no1 in de bus......we both wer like oput of dat rugged bus and in de heaven.....tears blinded ma eyes....from so many yrs i jus wanted dis....and it happnd like dis....it waz unbeliavble 4 me.....he is de most stunnin and lovliest person i hav ever cum across me lyf.....]
de whole day we both spend together.....i explained him everythin wat i did after him.....hw i got attracted to him...and hw i used to impress him at times.....but fail again and again....hw i kept spies after him to bring me all his enquires....all de information about him....and lots of more of ma experience.....i culd c dat shine in his eyez hearin me....his eys wer wet and mine to.....den he exclaimed dat he mus had been de lukiest 1 to have a love like me.......i can never forget dat day in ma whole lyf....
later we both kept datin ...at restauraunts...at cinemas....at his place and sumtyms at mine.....we had gr8 tym wid each oder.......both of us ate de fruit of youth 2gether...(ofcourse i meant sex .... but i will tell about dat later) .
2day hez in USA from de past 2 yrs and i m in a collg in *** .....i miss him a lot and he to....but every sunday either he calls me or sumtyms 1...and we both talk to each oder for hours......nxt yr he wil be back to india for around 2 mnths...from which 1 mnth hez gonna stay wid me.......OHH i m jus waitin for dat moment....wen again i will be in his lovely arms....and jus keep lukin in his eyez....he hav turned more sexier han....lolz.....i m jus waitin 4 dat hug of hiz....jab ki air bhi humhare bich mein se nahi gujarti....i LOVE him and wuld do so til ma last breath.....
Kabhi Kabhi pyarr ko Smjhna hi Bohat Mushkil hota hai.....Aur Aisay main Dosray ko apnay Pyarr ka Ehsaas Dilana Aur bhi Mushkil...........Yeh Aik Aisay hi Shaks ki Kahani hai Jiss nay kissi Say Itna Pyarr Kiya , k Woh Iss Pyarr main Sahi aur Ghalat Ka Farq Bhool gaya aur Phir Ussay Uss Ghalti ki woh Saza Milli Jiss ki Keemat Woh aaj tak Chuka Rha hai.....
Sajjad say mari pehli mulaqat , BBA ki Pehli class main hoie........Sab say alag , Poori class main dominant , Har baat main Aagay.........Uss main aik achi baat yeh thi k woh bohat jald kissi ko bhi Apna bana lata tha , Uss ki Batoon main aisa Jadoo tha k Na-Chah k bhi Dil uss ki taraf khencha chala jata tha...Kissi k Mood ko Theek krna uss k Liye Jaisay Left Hand ki baat ho.....Aur Personality aisii k koi bhi Aashiq ho jaye........
Waisay toh main uss ka Class fellow tha Lakin Hamari Dua Salam hi thi Kabhi Koi Ba-Qaida Baat na hoie thi ....... Mari Uss Say Dosti ka Aghaz aik Test say hoa.
Mujhe Abhi Bhi Yaad hai , Hamara 1st Semester chal rha tha , Bohat Din pehlay Hamary Stats1 k Teacher nay Surprise Class Test ka Kha tha...Yeh Test Bohat Important tha , kyonk Iss k Marks Finals main count hona thay....
Main nay apnii Prepration ussi k Hisab say Kr rkhi thi ... Aik din Achanak Sir nay Test ka Keh diya.... Uss din Sajjad maray Sath walay Desk pay tha.............Pata nhi Sajjad ki prepration nhi thi ya woh Bhool gaya tha , Uss nay aur Kuch aur Class k Students nay Insist toh Bohat kiya Lakin Sir Kaha Man-Nanay walay thay.... Test Start ho gaya.... Sajjad aur Maray Darmyan Sirf aik Chair ka Fasla tha.....Main apna Test kr rha tha , K Achanak Sajjad nay Mujhe Left Side say Hilaya , Main nay dartay hoay dekha toh woh Apnay Pen say Desk pay kuch Bana rha tha.... Jab Kuch Ghoor say Deekha toh Mujhe Realize hoa k woh Bar Bar "2" Likh rha hai....
Pata nhi kaisay Maray Mind main Achanak yeh Baat Aayee k Woh mujh say 2nd Question ka Answer Poch rha hai , Main nay Woh Question Solve kr liya tha.........Mujhe Cheating say bohat darr lagta hai , Aur Waisay bhi Uss waqat tak shaid hi main nay kabhi koi Serious Cheating ki ho ya Phir Krai ho........... Darrtay Darrtay main nay Apna 2nd Question ka Page Desk ki Side Pay Rkh Diya...Aur Uss aik Question Nay Hamain Dosti k relation main bandh diya....
Test Class k Baad Jab hum Next Class k liye Ja rhy thay toh Achanak Peechy say uss nay Mujhe Awaz di...
Sajjad : Falak ! Falak......Yaar Baat Suno Plz...
Main Ruka aur peechy murr k dekha
Me (Falak) : Ji..... Kya baat hai...
Sajjad : Woh Yaar......Woh..... Thanks
Hum nay Sath hi Ahista Ahista Chalna Shrooh kr diya....
Me (Falak) : Thanks kiss liye....Main nay Kabhi kissi Ko Cheating nhi krwai , Lakin Aaj....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Wohi toh.....Main nay bhi kabhi Kissi say Cheating nhi ki......
Me(Falak) : (Muskuratay hoay) Hoon..... Shaid..... Janta Hoon main....
Sajjad : (Sharminda sa) Pori baat toh Suno Yaar, Main keh rha tha..... K Aaj say Pehlay , Main nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki...Woh Yaar Bas , ... 2nd Question ki Weightage Zyada thi , Issi liye Socha k Passing Marks ka Test toh Ho .....
Me(Falak) : Koi Baat nhi......Hota hai kabhi kabhi.....
Hum ClassRoom main Enter hoay , Woh Phir say Mari Sath ki Seat pay beth gaya , Abhi Teacher Nhi aaye thay....Hum Thodi dair k liye Bahir aa gay.
Class k Sab Ladky , Ladkiyan Bahir hi Khaday hoay apas main Baatain kr rhy thay ,Taqreeban Har Koi Test hi Discuss kr rha tha......Sajjad nay Dobara Baat Shrooh ki....
Sajjad : Yaar Statistics toh Mujhe Zehar Lagti hai......Aur Phir Sir Faroq k Parhany ka Andaz.....Don't you think , His way of teaching is Horrible...
Me : hmmm.....Actually woh Apnay Level pay ja k Parhaty hain , aur Bohat si baatoon ko Assume kr latay hain k Students ko Pata Hai....Shaid issi liye Hamain aisa lagta hai....
Sajjad : Exactly.....Lakin tumhary Concepts kafi strong hain iss main.....
Me : Actually Stats Pehlay bhi mara subject reh chuka hai.........F.Sc Main...
Sajjad : (thoda Ghabratay hoay)Aik Baat Kahoon , Agar tum Thodi favour kr do toh....
Mujhe Laga Shaid woh yeh Khy ga k Next Time Bhi main ussay Iss main Cheating Krwaon....
Me (Falak) : Baat?..... Haan Bolo......(Muskuratay hoay)Lakin Sajjad , Main Har Baar Cheating nhi Krwaoon ga.....Aaj toh pata nhi kyon main nay.....Lakin....
Sajjad : Nhi nhi Falak...... Baat Woh Nhi... By God ! main Main Nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki.....Agar Tum Mujhe Stats ki Tuitions day sktay ho toh?....Yaar Plz......
Me : Main ?....... Lakin main Nay Kabhi....
Sajjad : Yaar Plz.....Man-na Mat krna.... I will pay for it....
Abhi woh yeh Baat kr hi rha tha k Sir Class main Aa gay aur Yeh Baat aisay Hi Adhori reh gaye ......Yeh Last Class thi , Class k Baad main Hostel ko Chal Pada , K Achanak Aik Bike maray Pass Aa kr Ruk gaye.... woh Sajjad Tha....
Sajjad : Hey Falak..... Aao Betho Yaar , Main tumhain Chod data hoon....
Me : Nhi ..... Mara Hostel Kareeb hi hai......
Sajjad : Plz......
Pata nhi aisa kya Tha Uss Plz main K Main Uss say Aagay Kuch nhi keh Paya aur Bike Pay Beth gaya....Main nay Ussay Apna Hostel bataya .... Maray Hostel Pohanch kr , Jab main Thanks keh kr Room main Janay laga , Toh Uss nay Dobara Kaha....
Sajjad : Toh kya Socha Tum nay Falak......
Main uss waqat Uss Baat ko Bilkul Bhool Chuka tha.....Main nay Hairat say Pocha
Me : Sochna...... Kiss baray main....
Sajjad : Woh Tuitions.....
Me : Oh Haan..... Lakin Sajjad Main toh khud Abhi Parh rha hoon , Aur Phir.......Phir Main Room main akela nhi rhta , Hum Do Reh rhy hain , Kya Maloom Maray Roommate ko tumhara Yon Roz Roz maray Room main aana Pasand ho ya Na Ho......
Uss k pass toh aisay Jaisay Har Cheez ka Jawab tha......Uss nay foran kaha......
Sajjad : Toh kya hoa , Hum Libraray main Parh lain gay.....Tum bas mujhe Time Bata Do , Main Ussi Time pay Library pohanch jaon ga....
Me : Lakin....
Sajjad : Plz.....
Me: Acha Kal Say sham 7 Bajay..... Theek hai ?
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Ok ..... And Thanks Alot.....
Bas Wahi say Hamari Dosti ki Shrooat hoie aur yeh Dosti Kab Pyarr main badal gayee Mujhe Bilkul Andaza nhi hoa....
Uss nay bataya tha k Uss k Mummy PaPa Qatar rehtay hain , Aur woh Yahan Apnay kissi relative ki taraf reh rha hai....Next year Uss nay bhi Hostel main Accomadation lay li.....
Uss Ka Single ka Room Tha Jabk Hamary Halat uss waqat itnay Achy nhi thay issi liye mary Accomadation Tri Seater main thi....
Uss ka Hostel main aana tha k Mara Tamam Waqat uss k Sath Guzarnay laga.....Mujhe Uss k sath rehna Acha lagta tha........ Main Apnay Room main Kam Aur Sajjad k Room main Zyada Rehny laga..... Hum nay tamam Exams ki Tyari Sath hi main ki..... Uss k Woh Stupid say Jokes aaj bhi yaad aatay hain
Maray Zehn main Pata nhi kaisay Yeh Baat Beth chuki thi k woh bhi mujhe Utna hi chahta hai , Jitna Main Ussay......Aur phir kuch baatoon nay mujhe Iss baat ka Yaqeen Bhi Dila diya tha , Lakin Hum Dono main say Kissi nay Iss baat ko Zuban say Zahir nhi kiya tha.........Aur Akhir Main Aisa Kyon Na Smjhta , Uss ka Mujhe Say Apni Har Problem ka Share krna , Apni Choti Si Khushi ko bhi maray Sath Celebrate krna , Maray chehray Say Maray Dil k Haal ka Pata Lagana......Yeh Pyaar k Ishary nhi thay toh Kya tha.....Aur Phir Woh Baat Jiss nay Maray Is Khyal ko Aur Taqat Di , Woh Main kaisay Bhool skta hoon.......
Sab kuch Achy say Chal rha tha..... Hamary 5th Samester ka start Ho chuka tha.....Class nay Trip ka Plan banaya , mujhe aisii Cheezon main zyada Interest nhi tha aur main Trips pay Zyada jata bhi nhi tha, Issi liye kissi nay mujhe Zyada Force nhi kiya.....
Trip k Din ki Subh 6 bajay , Sajjad nay maray Room pay Knock kiya...........Main nay Darwaza Khola....
Sajjad : Falak !.......Abhi tak Soo Rhy ho......Tum abhi tak Tyarr nhi hoay ?
Me : (Hairat say)Tyarr?..... Kiss liye...
Sajjad : Yaar 7 Bajay Hum Yahan say Nikal Jaye gay Trip k Liye ..... We have to reach early at Spot.....
Me : Yeh kya keh rhy ho......(Wapis Bistar ki taraf jatay hoay ) Tumhain Toh Maloom hai k Main nhi ja rha Trip pay.....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay)Kiss nay Kaha , K tum nhi ja rhy..... Tum ja rhy ho....Maray Dost
Me : (Main Muskuraya) Nhi Yaar...... Main phir kabhi jaon ga......Yeh Trips Wagaira bore hi hote hain......... aur waisay bhi main nay Iss k liye Pessay Nhi Diye....
Sajjad : Jo Bhi Ho Falak ...... Jana toh Ab Paray ga , Kyon......k Main nay Tumhary Behalf pay Pessay Day Diye thay......Mujhe Pata tha k Tum Seedhy say toh Mano gay nhi....Issi Liye
Me : Kya!!!.... Yaar lakin Main...... Tum mujh say poch toh latay....
Sajjad : Yaar Hamari Dosti ko Aik Arsa Ho Chuka hai , Kya Abhi Bhi Humain Aik Dosray k Liye pochnay ki Zaroorat hai......Kya Mujhe Itna Haq bhi nhi k Main Apnay Dost k Liye.........Pata Hai Tumhari Iss Baat nay Mujhe Bohat Hurt kiya hai.........
Yeh Keh kr woh Wapisii ko Murnay laga......Uss ka Mujh par iss trha say haq Jatana mujhe Acha laga .....Ussay Roktay hoay main nay kaha
Me : Nhi sajjad.....Suno toh........ Mara woh matlab nhi tha.....Acha mood theek kro Apna, Chalo Main ready ho jata hoon............Tum bhi tyarr ho jao.....
Sajjad nay Mujhe Muskura k dekha aur Bahir chala gaya....Aur main uss k Unhii Alfaz ko yaad krny laga jo uss nay kuch hi dair pehlay Mujh Say khy thay....
"Haq.... Koi kissi ko apna Smjhta hai toh Haq Jatata hai , Iss ka Matlab hai k Sajjad Nay mujhe Apna Smjha.......Itna Apna k Uss nay Mujh say Maray Faislay krnay ka Haq Lay Liya........ Yeh Pyarr nhi toh Aur Kya hai......Ya Allah , Mujhe Bata k main kya kroon.....Akhir Kyon nhi woh Bolta K ussay mujh say Pyarr hai....." Main nay Apnay hi Dil main socha aur Muskuranay laga....
"Main nay usay kitni dafa kaha hai , Jo woh mujh say Kuch Khy..... Ghalti mari hi hai....Mujhe Ussay batana chahiye... Akhir kab tak aisay hi main Iss KashMakash main Uljha rhoon ga.....Kab Tak Iss Aag main Jalta rhoon ga..... "
Khud say Banaye Gay Maray Iss Ehsaas nay , Mujhe Saatwain Aasman pay Pohancha diya tha....Mujhe Khud pay AIk Gharoor sa Honay laga tha.....
Yeh Mari Masoomiat thi Ya Phir.....Maray Dil Main Sajjad Ka Pyarr k Main nay Apnay Khyaloon k Iss Rishtay k Dosray Pehloon pay kabhi ghoor hi nhi kiya....Main Nay Apnay Khyaloon main Sajjad k Pyarr ka Woh Qila Bana liya , Jiss main Maray aur Sajjad k siwa kissi k liye Jagah nhi thi.....
Khair Hum Trip pay Gay , Bohat maza aaya.....Khub Enjoy kiya....Sajjad jab bhi maray sath hota mujhe Woh Pal kabhi bore nhi lagtay.....Uss Trip nay Maray Andar ki Aag ko Aur Hawa Day Di thi......
Din Toh Uss k Sath Guzar Jata , Lakin Raat ko Neend nhi aati.....Kitni Mushkil hoti hai yeh Halat ,Issay Wohi Smjh Sktay hain Jiss nay Khud kabhi Pyarr kiya ho........ Kitni baar dil nay.kaha k Ussay Sab kuch Bata Doon Lakin Phir Aik Anjana Sa Darr Maray Paoon main Bairiyan Daal Data........
Phir Aik Din Uss nay Woh Kaha , Jiss ko Sunn kar Mujhe Apnay Kanoo Par Yaqeen nhi hoa....Taqdeer Aisa Kry gee Kabhi , Socha nhi tha.......
(To Be Continued)
Jab aankh khuli to dekha Mudit tha mere bagal mein leta huya, main neend mein to tha hi usko bahon mein jakad liya `yaar Babli ne hosh uda diye hain uski bur dilwa de' `bhaiya maine kab mana kiya aapka hi maal hai pel lo phansa ker' maine kaha `theek hai aaj tere saath suhag raat manaoonga tere hi ghar mein' `arrey magar ghar waley" usne kaha `arey jab sab so jayengey tab aaonga aur Babli ke saamne hi loonga teri, yeh hogi anokhi yaadgaar suhag raat' `arrey bhaiyya agar usne shor machaya to' usne poocha `ye cheezein aisi hoti hain koi kuch nahi karta agar jagegi bhi to mastiya ke leti rahegi' Mudit thoda convinced huya aur bola `theek hai mujhe to aapka pyar chahiye chahe jo karma hai jahan kerna hai karo' `theek hai raja aaj tujhe apna bana loonga' kehker maine Mudit ko lipta liya.
Phir usko apne saath bazaar le gaya. Waha pehle daru khareedi aur phir ek hosiery ki dukan mein jakar 2-3 nayi panty aur bra, kafi chotey chotey, shayad babli se bhi chotey size ke, phir ek chemist ke yahan jakar condoms bhi le liye, pata nahin kab lottery nikal jaye warna aur kahin kaam aa janegey, wahin se kuch neend ki goliyan bhi le lin.
Ghar pahunch ker Mudit ko aagey bhej diya, plan ye bana ki pehle uski chat pe baithengey jab sab so jayengey to chuchap ander ho lengey. Hum chat pe chadar daalker baith gaye, ab to Mudit bahut hi utawala honey laga tha, nayi panty bhi pehan lit hi isne. Khair uske maa baap jaldi so jatey they shukar se.
Unke sotey hi um ander chalaey gaye, babli abhi kacchi neend mein thi mujhe dekha, main sirf shorts mein tha. Maine bottle bhi khol lit hi aur Mudit shaq main jaldi jaldi do peg pee gaya tha. `Kya huya babli soyin nahin' maine babli se poocha `aap aaja yahin rahengey kya ` haan maine usko bataya' `ghar pe mehman aayein huye hain jagah nahin hai yahi Mudit aur main saath so jayengey, lo pepsi pee lo' kehkar maine daru mili huyi pepsi ki bottle usko di aur pila diya, kuch der mein hi uska sar ghoom gaya aur bister pe let gayi.
Ab maine Mudit ko dheere dheere nanga kerna shuru kiya. Usne bra aur panty pehni thi, Babli se bhi kahin zyada sexy lag raha tha `jab usne chadar odene ki koshish ki to maine kaha `aaj khullam khulla hoga main to chahta hon ki Babli dekhe humey' kehyeu huye main uska badan choomne aur chaatne laga, kuch der mein kamre mein sirf hamari siskariyan goonjne lagin thin aur tez chalti hamari saanson ki awaazein.
Maine uske honthon ko khoob chusa aur uski gaand aur badan sehlaya, hamarey lund bhid rahe they ek doosrey se, uska panty mein tha mera shorts mein, hum zoron se liptey huye they. Itne mein Babli phir uthi aur neend mein bathroom ki taraf gayi, maine is beech uske liye ek pepsi aur taiyyar ker di aur mudit pe chadar daal dim agar ussi se kaha `is baar tu bol peeney ko' kehkar main bathroom se jhaankne laga, waha Babli saamne chur kholey baithi thi aur mut rahi thi, uske mootne ke `chhharrrr' ki awaaz aa rahi thi dil to kiya ki wahin jakar bur mein muh de doon, magar control kerna pada, jab wo ladkhadati huyi uthi to main bhi bistar pe aa gaya `lo na ek aur pepsi pee lo maza aaaygea' kehkar mudit ne usey pepsi de di aur wo neend mein gatagat pee gayi.
Maine kuch der wait kiya phir mudit se guth gaya, is baar usko chadar mein hi rehne diya magar apna lauda shorts ke neechey se bahar ker ke usko diya `lo na janeman chuso apne pati ka hathyar' wo mera lauda chaatne laga pehle phir prem se chusne laga jamkar, uski to tamanna poori ho gayi thi, apne bister mein raat mein daru ke baad mera lauda pakar.
Kabse sala pareshan tha. `Chal meri gaand saaf ker' kehker maine nikker neechey khaskayi aur apna ched uske muh pe de diya, dheere dheere hum poorey nangey ho gaye, babli nashey mein soyi padi thi, chadar udh gayi thi uski, skirt pehne thi aur taangein randi ki tarah phailaye huye thi.
Mudit meri gaand mein zaban daal daalker chatne laga, phir main palat ke seedha let gaya aur ussey bola `chal rani ab moot pee mera' usne lund muh mein le liya aur kuch der mein uske muh mein dhar maar di aur apna sara amrit pila diya, launda mastiya gaya moot ki dhar se, fauran usko aise litaya ki uski gaand mere muh ke paas ho aur uski gaand chaatne laga `kyun raja tatti karega' maine ussey poocha `lagi nahin hai' koshish ker kehker main eek ungli gaand mein sarsara ke daal di aur uski gaand ungli se chodne laga `raja aaj to teri seal gayi' maine kamukta se ussey kaha , jawab wo bas kehraya, maine uske ched mein jeebh daalna shuru ker diya `chal zor laga thodi si nikal' usne jab zor lagana shuru kiya to gaand dheeli hone lagi maine usme thook bhar diya aur pream se chatne laga `ja tel lekar aa bathroom se' jab umudit uth ker shorts pehanney laga t maine uske haathse khench li aur kaha `aise hi ja nanga sharmata kyun hai soyi hai Sali' usne kaha `bhaiyya main light band kerke night bulb jala lete hai' maine kaha `chal theek hai' usne main light band ker di aur night bulb laal rang k jala diya, tel laney ke baad main uske gaand ki maalish kerne laga, humne ek peg aur lagaya `aaj tujhe chaba chaba ker khaoonga tujhe tript kar doonga' wo siskari maar ker lipat gaya mujhse.
Maine andhere mein babli ki taraf dekha aur andaz sahi nikla mera who kasmasa rahi thi. Meri kaamukta aur badh gayi ab maine Mudit ko apne ooper kheencha aur kaha `la raja ana lauda bhi chuswa zara' kehker usko chaati pe bitha liya aur peechey se uski gaand mein ungli kerne laga, aisa lag raha tha ki makkhan ked her mein ungli de raha hoon, chikni komal garam gaand thi uski, ander uski gehrayi tak ungli ja rahi thi, wo bhi kamuk tha, meri ungli pe hi baith ker uchalne laga `chal rani zara moot pila' shuru mein to hum phusphusaker baatein ker rahe they magar ab araam se.
babli poora let ke aram se sun rahi thi usper se whiskey ka nasha usko samjh nahin aa raha tha ki wo jagi hai ya soyi hai. Thodi der mein maine mudit se muh mein mootki dhaar maarne ko kaha to usne mujhe apna garam prem jal pila diya laundey
Jab babli ne aaker khatkhataya to Mudit ko nikker ooper karke darwza kholne mein kuch time sa lag gaya, phir babli aayi, apne kapdey wapdey jama kiye aur thodi der mein bathroom mein chali gayi. Dikhne mein wo bhi tezdhaar katari thi, gori patli dubli magar gadraya badan, bas jawani ki dehleez pe dastak de rahi thi, ab tak to mujhe chuda huya hi maal mila tha is liye kunwari choot ki tharak lag gayi, aur Mudit se pyaar bhi tha to uski behan se pyar karne mein kya burayi.
Jab babli ko do minute ho gaye to Mudit mujhe darwazey ke paas le gaya, wahan chaukhat aur darwazey ke beech accha khasi jagah thi maine ander jhanka to lund jaise phat sa gaya. Saamne babli flush pe baithi hag rahi thi aur uski choot se pishab ki dhaar nikal rahi thi, mudit bhi mere sath dekhne laga. Usne jhat se darwaza band ker diya tha kamrey ka.
Phir kuch der baad Babli ne apni gaand dhoyi aur kurta utaar diya, uski amiya jaisi kasi huyi chuchiyan hawa mein teer ki tarah tani thi, aur bur pe bhuri bhuri komal resham si jhaantein, poora badan safed makhmal ka tha doodh mein nahaya huya, sharer ke kataav aag laga rahe they, jhuk ke balti sahi ki usne to gaand seedhi samne, main apna lund masalne laga to Mudit ne mera haath hataker apna haath rakh diya aur mera lauda sehlaney laga, phir babli ne nahana shuru kiya, maine apni zip kholker lund Mudit ke haath mein de diya uske kaan mein kaha `bahut taiyyal asami hai yaar gadrayi huyi Sali ki burr to dekho' wo bas muskuraya aur baith ker mera lund chusne laga.
Babli ka muh hamari taraf hi tha aur wo khadi hokar sharer mein sabun laga rahi thi, jab bur pe pahunchi to kafi der tak sabun bur pe ragad ker jhaag banaya aur sehla sehla ker bur pe lagaya phir palat ker apni gaand pe bhi sabun lagaya aur phir baith gayi, taangein mod ker jaise mootne ke liye baithtey hain aur pani daalne lagi, mera lauda mudit ke muh mein hullad maar raha thaw o usey apni behan ki burr dikhaker chus raha tha, phir babli apna badan sukhaney lagi aur kuch der usko light blue panty mein dekha phir jaldi se zip band ker di aur bistar pe aaker baith gaye magar chadar pairon pe daal ker Mudit se lund sehlawata raha.
Jab babli bahar nikli to kamre ka darwaza band paya aur hum dono ko bister pe baitha dekha, kuch boli nahin, bahar chali gayi towel ko chat pe daalne, main jhat se bathroom gaya aur usne jo panty uteri thi apni jeb mein daal li, pir darwza band karwaya aur mudit ko dikhayi, hum don one muh pe rakhker soonghi uski kunwari choot ki khusboo, phir uske bech se hi ek doosrey ko kiss kerne lagey.
Babli phir aayi to phir Mudit ne darwaza khola uske samajh nahin aa raha tha ki hum darwaza kyun band ker le rahe they, khair meri wajah se kuch boli nahin. Mera to sar ghoom chukka tha usko nanga dekhker `yaar' maine Mudit ke honth chustey mein bola `bur dilwa de yaar' `aarey aaj dikha di hai na dilwa bhi doonga magar pehle mujhe to apna bana lo uskey pehle' `tujhe to pna bana ho loonga, chal thoda ye panty pehan ker gaand chuswa le yaar' Mudit ne jhat fresh bur wali panty pehan li aur apni gaand mere samne pesh ker di chatwaney ko, usko ab chatwaney mein kafi maza aaney laga tha.
Kuch hoi der chati ki phir babli aa gayi, phir kapdey pehanker darwaza khola Babli ne phir humey dekha aur bathroom mein pani bharne lagi, wo kcuch dhoond bhi rahi thi jo usey nahin mili, apni panty jo mudit ne pehan rakhi thi, magar pehle ki panty mudit ne utaar ker phenki thi wo saamne hi dikh gayi usko, so usne prashan bhari nazar se usko uthaya aur gandey kapdon mein daal diya.
Main kafi disturb ho raha tha so wahan se nikal liya, Mudit bhi saath aa gaya, `chal udhar aam ki gaach ke peechey chaltey hain' wahan sirf jhadiyan thi aur ek underconstruction bldg. jo adhuri hi thi aur jisme jhadiyan aur paudehy ug gaye they, shayad colony ke aur ghar ban rahe they jo beech mein ruk gaye they, sunsaan rehta tha wahan, raastey mein jhaadiyan, ladko ne us jagah ka naam hawa mahal rakha huya tha, hum wahan ghumey phire magar tharak thi so maine mudit ko bahon mein bhar hi liya aur ooper ooper se hi uske lund pe apna bhida diya aur maza lene lagey.
Us din crcket to huya nahin bas sabhi jama ho gaye aur beer ka prograame ban gaya, Mudit bhi usme tha aur pappu ka Bhatija Naveen bhi, wo sanvla hatta katta chora tha kafi, madak aur 17-18 saal ki umar rahi hogi. Beer ke liye Amir, naveen, Mudit, Bhanu aur Aftab ka mood huya, naveen 6 bottles le aaya aur hum wahin hawa mahal ki chat pe chaley gaye.
Kafi der baat cheet hoti rahi, phir naveen mujhe bagal ki doosri chat pe le gaya bola `aao na bhaiyya ek cheez dikhaonn, wo sirf gamcha baandhey tha ander jaanghia thi' maine socha pata nahin kya hai so chala gaya to usne seedha apna lauda khol ker saamne ker diya `kala naag tha hichkoley khata huya, sanvla sa supada aut gazab ki sakhti' `abey ye kya hai' `accha auron ko gaandiya diho hamaar lauda jawan bhaya to humse nakhra' `aise nahin yaar raiya mein gharwa pea a na aram se pelai hoyi' `lo na raja ek phakkad jaldi se chus do beer ka swaad badh jayi' kehkar usne mere baal pakad ker mujhe jhuka diya aur mera muh pelne laga' saley naye laundon mein jaan to bahut hoti hai aur dhakkey lagatey hai dum se usne mujhe deewar se takra diya aur halak tak apna garam lauda pelne laga muh mein, main mast ho gaya beer ka surroor bhi tha, so uski gaand sehlaney laga, mast gol kasi huyi tight maansal gaand thi aur esham se baal maza mil raha tha, kuch der mein uska maal jhad gaya to bola `raat ko pelengey ab gandu bhaiyya tujhpe to hamesha se nazar thi chacha ka lauda khaiyo raja bhatijwa ka na khaiyo, aaj raat mein tori ganduya pelab beta tohrey gharwa mein ghusker taiyyer rehna' main uthne laga to wo bola abhi ruko na baki sher sab bhi aayega' Wo gaya to aftab aa gaya aur usne meri pant utarwa ke meri gaand maar thook laga ker maarni shuru ker
`kya hua yaar itni raat mein kaisi' `bas yaar khet mein dil nahin bhara tha socha bister mein litaker teri gaand bajaoon amir aur main muth mar rahey they to teri yaad aa gayi ab chup ker' kehker amir mere aagey se lipat gaya aur aftab mere peechey se, aur dono apni kamar ke dhakkey mere badan pe laganey lagey, phir ek jhatkey se mera gamcha kholker phaink diya ala gaur dono mere nangey sahreer ka sevan kerne lagey.
`haan yaar hai to chikna sala `amir meri gaand ki golai apne hathon se naapta huya bola, phir mere ched pe ungliyan phairayi `aaj suna hai tuney khet mein sichai karwayi hai ab main bhi teri gaandiya mein apna bijwa boyunga raja tohe rani banaker' main to bas unse lipta jar aha tha, unki jawani ki taqat unke haathon se mahssos ker raha tha.
Unhone apni t shirts utar diin to main lipat ker unka khula huya badan sehlaney laga kissi randi ki tarah jo apne grahakon ko khush karti hai `sala poora samlaingik hi lagta hai' Aftab bola `haan aur kya gandu hai madarchod' kehker amir ne mere honth chusne shuru ker diye `koi baat nahin raja' wo bola `humein bhi ganduyon ki talash rehti hai aaj teri kholengey' phir wo apni pant utar ker bed per baith gaya aur chaddhi se lund sehlaney laga `le zara muh lagan a gandu' main uske saamne neechey baith gaya aur uske lund pe muh rakhker uski chaddhi ki khusboo soonghne laga, bahut mardani khushboo thi saley mein, moot aur pasine ki mili huyi main to turant kaamuk ho gaya.
Phir jab usne chaddhi utar phenki to uska 7 inchi kala lund dol gaya mere saamne main turant chusne laga, peechey se aftab bhi naga hoker aa gaya aur meri peeth chusne lag kuch der mein uska lund meri gaand ragadne laga, don one mujhe sandwich ker liya tha apne beech aur dhakkon mein kafi jaan thi, salon ke lund dehaktey huye lohe ki tarah garam aur sakhat they, main to swarg mein tha. Bas siskariyan bhare ja raha tha aur kehra raha tha meethey dard se, saley aajkal ke ladke jawani aatey hi harami ho jatey hain.
Aftab bathroom jkar tel le aaya aur meri gaand mein ungli kerne laga `Sali railway ka fatak ho rakhi hai re teri gandiyan lagta hai poorey shahar ka lauda kha chukka hai gandu gandmara' kehkar usne do dhakkey mein apn poora lund meri gaand mein de diya aur chapachap ander bahar pelne laga, maza mila to main amir ka hathoda aur tez chusne laga wo bhi gaand utha utha ker muh pel raha tha mera poora halak tak jata, phir aftab ne mujhe ghodi bana diya aur amir mere saamne baith gaya.
main ab sath sath amir ki anduyon aur uske ched tak chatne aur chusne laga tha, aftab ne kama mein hath daalker mujhe jakad rakha tha, hichak hichak ke dhakkey laga raha tha, jab pehli baar amir ki gaand chati to wo chihuk gaya `abey wahan kya ker raha hai lauda le na' phir usey maza aaney laga, kamsin seal band gaand thi `saley gu chatega kya' ftab bol raha tha `haan sala gaand mein zaban daalker chat raha hai madarchod gandu' amir ne ussey kaha, main bhi kamatur tha raha nahin gaya `amir apna pishab pila de' `abey sala pishab piye ko keh raha hai re gandu' `to pila de na sharmaat kya hai saley' `saley bathroom mein chal tujhe gu moot sab de doon' kehkar mera muh chodne laga zor zor se wo.
main uchka uchka ker gaand bhi pelwa raha tha, ab aftab lauda bahar kheechta to mera ched khula ka khula reh jata, kuch aur dhakkon mein uska pani aane laga `haan bey hil mat jhad raha hoon' keh ker aftab aur zor zor pelne laga poora humach ke rakh diya saley ne jab mere muh kasa to amir ka bhi bandh meri halak mein phat gaya, bada namkeen garam pani tha uska maza lekar piya, phir teeno lipat ke let gaye aftab ne lauda gaand mein hi rakha `dekha madarchod ab zayada maza aaya ki khetwa mein aaya tha `ab yaar abki baat hi aur hai' kuc der mein phir haramiyon ke lund thanakne lagey to amir bola `kyun bey sach mein pishab piyega kya' maine kaha `haan yaar' `chal saley ko bathroom le chala main bhi pila hi deta hoon' aftab bola aur hum bathroom chaley gaye.
amir to seedhey commode pe baith ker hagne laga `sala shaam se aa rahi thi' aftab ne mere muh mein lund daalker mutna shuru ker diya, is harkat se aur lund [e muh ke saprsh se fauran uska lauda hullad khane laga mere muh mein aur kuch der mein uske moot ki dhaaar mere muh mein samaney lagi, itne mein amir bhi uth ker aagaya, jab aftab free ho gaya to amir apna laund chuswaney laga `chal bey pehle gaand chaat ker saaf ker' kehkar who palat gaya aur apni gaand mere saamne ker di jo usne dhoyi nahin thi, aisa mere saath pehli baar ho raha tha.
ab naye ladkon ki nayi pasand hai to seekhna padhta hai sab kuch, main pyar se uske gaand pe lagi chocolate chatne laga, `wo siskari bhar gaya ladka jab main uske ched tak pahuncha phir josh mein mujhe zameen per litaker mere poorey badan pe moot dala saley ne, mujhe brush karwaya aur teenon saath nahaye, amir kamautr tha wahin sabun lagaker meri gaand bajeney laga, jab uska jhada to aftab ko bhi sabun lagaker pelayi kerne ka dil ho gaya to usne bhi wahin baja di meri zameen pe litaker, phir hum bister me aaye aur so gaye, subah kareeb 4 baje phir gaand mein lund ghusne se neend tooti to paya ki aamir tha, kuch der mein awaazon se aftab bhi uth gaya aur usne bhi savere ka ek round lagaya aur dono chupchaap peechey ke raastey nikal gaye.
Mera jhada nahin tha aag laga gaye they dono madarchod. Phir 7.30 bajtey hi alarm ki tarah Mudit aa gaya. Us subah wo gulabi rang ki t shirt pehne tha bina sleeve ki aur choti si nikker jo uske badan mein jaise kho si gayi thi tang aur chust hone ke kaaran, maine ussey saath hi lita liya, aur uske honth chusne laga. "bol
Kafi baar wo mere ghar bhi aa jata tha. Ek din wo sham mein aaya to maine daru lagana shuru ker diya tha aur Shomu se gamche mein letket malish karwa raha tha, Mudit kafi der dekhta raha. Asal mein salaey shomu ki nazar bhi uske ooper thi magar mere karan bol nahin pata tha aur na mudit usey haath dharne deta bas sala usko nazron se chodta, jab der ho gayi to maine shomu ko bahar bheja aur Mudit ko lipta liya, us din maine pehli baar daru peekar uska chumban liya to lauda thanak gaya bilkul, wo chupchaap mere bagar mein let gaya aur hum gand uchka uchka ker ek doosrey ke lund pelne lagey.
Phir maine ahista se uske sarey kapdey utar diye aur uska badan chaatta raha, wo poora kamatur ho gaya, bas siskariyan bhar raha tha aur saansein tez chal rahi thi. Main uska badan chat chat ker uski gaand tak pahuncha, uski gaand aisi thi ki haath khud hi phisal jata tha uspe to, main uski phaankon pe daant kaatne laga aur sehlaney laga, sath sath zaban se chatta bhi rehta phir jab uske ched ki French kissing shuru ki to wo khud ba khud taangein phailaker gaand uthane laga mere liye.
Mujhe laga ki agar jari rakha to launda chud jayega is liye phir useey bahon mein le liya `bhaiyya mujhse shadi ker lo na ab raha nahin jata' wo kehratea huya bola `haan karunga tujhe to bhaga ke le jaoonga meri rani' maine ussey kaha aur uske honth chune laga phir maine ussey kaha `kal apni behan ki panty pehan lena maza aaygaya' to wo taiyyar ho gaya, mere liye to wo kuch bhi karne ko taiyyar tha mujhe pata tha ki apni choti behan ki chust panty mein to launda aaga laga dega. Late ho raha tha to maine ussey us din bhaga diya main nahin chahta tha ki hamarey sambandh khilne ke pehle hi khul jayein.
Us raat Shomu ko wapas bulaker uske saath sara frustration nikala, khoob huchak huchak ke peli uske gaand Mudit ko yaad kar kar ke wo bas chillata `haye phaad di tuney' `saley madarchod bahut humach ke pelta hai saley behaniya ki bur mein de de na' `saley tera lauda meri behaniya ki bur phaad dega baccha de dega' `meri gaand maar na behan ki burr samjh ker phaad na madarchod' Mujhe uski baton se aur josh chadta aur main aur kasker saley ki gaand leta.
Phir jhadne ke baad main uske saath leta tha aur uska lund sehla raha tha to maine pooch hi liya `bhosrike apni behan pe nazar hai kya teri' to wo bola `ar kya khoob ragda hai usko to maine' aur phir saley ne mera dil jeet liye `aap boliye malik to bula loon kissi din aapki seva ke liye' `haan bey' maine bola `pehle kyun nahin bola ` main samjha aapko bas ladke pasand hain' `to maine ussey kaha `ladke to pasand hain magar kasi huyi burr bhi kabhi kabhi chakna chahiye na bey aur wo bhi teri bahiniya ab main nahin kalyan karunga uska to kaise kaam chalega' usne poocha `ye mudit ki to ab tak aapne baja di hogi' maine usko bataya `nahin abhi nahin ussey shadi karunga phir loonga ussey mujhe pyar hai' `malik laundon mein kya pyar baja do makhanhai koi aur phaad dega warna uski' Tab tak mera khada ho gaya phir aur main usko chuwaney laga, saath mein apne pair ka angootha uski gaand mein ghusaney laga usko maza aa raha tha uchal uchal ke khud hi gaand mein le raha tha aur phir saley ko malai pila di.
Subah subah mudit aa gaya. Darwaza ander se band kerke bola dekho. Jab usne apna pajama kholker zameeen per giraya to aag laga di, sala ander apni behan ki lal rang ki panty pehne tha jissey kuch bhi chup nahin paa raha tha, peechey se poori uski gaand mein ghusi thi aur aagey bas chupa bhar pa rahi uska lund, yahan tak ki ooper se uski jhaantein dikh rahin thi, maine phir usko pakad liya aur ragandne laga, wo meri bahon mein aatey hi samarpan ker deta tha, bas mere touch ka maza lene lagta kissi patni ki tarah.
Main bhi usko bister mein lekar guth gaya uske saath aanan faanan mein nanga ker diya sirf panty pehne rehne di aur jab muh uski gaand ki phankon ke beech ghusaya to uski aur uski behan dono ki khushboo panty se mili jissey man vibhor ho gaya, maine usko bahon mein bhar liya, hum dono lipat gaye do payi atmaon ki tarah ek doosrey ke muh se ek doosrey ke ander ghusne ki koshish kerne lagey, phir hamesha ki tarah main bathroom gaya to wo samne khada ho gaya, meri meri gaand dhulwayi aur mujhe nahlaney laga, mera lund uske saath khada hi rehta thaw o pyar se sabnum laga ker usko sehlata, ab main kabhi kabhi usko lund ka topa muh mein lekar chusne deta thodi thodi der ke liye taki uski vaasna aur bhadkey, us din bhi waisa hi kiya, phir ekdum se mera mood ghoom gaya `Mudit pishab pee le mera aaj' maine ussey kaha `kya' `kyun patni hai to sunega nahin' `theek hai' maine lund uske muh mein to nahin diya bas uska myh khulwaya aur supada saamne rakh ke dhar maar di uske muh mein wo seedha gatagat peene laga, kuch uski chati pe bhi beh ker aa gaya tha jaldi jaldi mein.
Phir maine uska chumban liya aur humne ek hi brush se brush kiya. Us din dopahar mein laundon ke saath pahunch gaya unmein mere favourite they Rajendra, sanjeev, Aftab, Bhanu aur Shariq. Sabhi mast jawan gabru laundey they aur kafi bindaas aur harami. Hum aksar nursery ke peechey chup ker cigarette peetey they.
Us din dopahar mein nahane ka plan bana to sab ke sab ganga ko chal padey, raastey bhar haramipaney ki baatein huyi, iski bur pel dena to uski gaand mein lauda daal doonga, yehi sab hota raha, sab Mudit ki khichayi bhi ker rahe they. Maine Mudit se pehle hi keh diya tha ki mera dil inpe aaya huya hai `tu bas inko rijha rijhaker inka sex ujagar ker de phir main inse mazey loonga' maine usko bola tha chuchap kaan mein. Jab ghat pe pahunchey to sab apni apni pantein utarney lagey, mere to muh mein mano nadi ka pani bhar gaya unke gadheeley jawan sharer dekh ker, aur uspe se chust chaddhiyan, dil kiya wahin sabka chaatney lagun `kyun chamiya tu nahin utaregi kya' Aftab ne Mudit se
Mera man to raastey bhar aur shaam bhar gane gata raha, Mudit ke prem ke, maine bhi socha dekhta hoon kab tak kamdev ko kaabu mein rakh sakta hoon. Raat huyi khana kha raha tha ki Mudit aa gaya usne bhi saath khana khaya jab koi na hota main uske muh mein nivala deta who mere. Lautney ke pehle usko kamre mein le gaya aur kas ker bahon mein bhar ker jee bhar ke chooma usko.
Us raat Shomu ko kamre mein bulaya, pehle apni marwayi phir uski seal tod di' kasey huye kunwarey ched mein jab supada ghusa to gaand ne beench liya usko rokkna chaha, magar mere dimag pe to Mudit sawaar tha, shomu ki kunwari gaand ki phaanko ko masal masal ker tel lagaya tha muh ghusaker chata zaban gaand ander di ched mein khoob der tak phir chodne laga tha, `aaah' `uuuuh' `hayeeee' `maiiya chod di babu gaandiya phat gayli ho`ayyyyii' `uuhh bahut mota lauda hai rey ikkere bahiniya ke bur mein pel de rey' kehraye ja ja raha tha magar usko dabaye huye tha main aur chod raha tha `chudwa na prem se' raat bhar jam ker choda teen round, ussey chudwayi bhi uska choosa bhi, khoob daru pi, jatey jatey Shomu bola `mera naam Mudit nahin hain' muskrura raha tha sala `to' `phir kyun raat bhar nashe mein mudit mudit kahe ja rahey tha, mana ladka chikna hai kafi' kehker who muskurata huya chala gaya, main jhenp gaya thoda sa.
Jab khirki se jhanka to Mudit bahar hi gate pe khada tha, maine socha pehle naha dho loon phir bulaoonga magar raha nahi gaya to usko awaz de di, wo bhi mera hi wait ker raha tha fauran aa gaya; aaj wo kali shorts aur sky blue t shirt mein tha, main kuch der ke liye bister pe phir let gaya 7 hi to baje they, wo bhi aaker bister pe hi baith gaya, kuch pal mein shomu chai le aaya, mand mand muskura raha tha Mudit ko dekh ke, kuch bola nahi aur apne peechey darwaza band kerke chala gaya , Mudit utha ander se kundi laga di aur aaker mujhse lipat gaya `raat bhar aapki yaad aati rahi' meri chati pe hath sehlatey huye bola, maine bhi usko bahon mein jakd liya `yaad to mujhe bhi bahut aayi tumhari' kehker usko bagal mein lita liya aur dono phir ek doosrey ke honthon se madirapan kernel age aur halke halke badan sehlane lagey.
Meri aag to shaant hi thi, maine Mudit ki aag khoob bhadakne di. Is baar ladka haath mein tha main pyar se sahi samy per sab karma chahta tha, hamesha to yeh rehta tha ki kahin launda haath se nikal na jaye, phir is baar Mudit ne to dil ki gehrayiyan gudguda di thi.
`Yeh dekho' usne apne shorts neechey se uthatey huye dikhaya, wo meri chaddhi hi pehne tha `raat bhar issi ko pehan ke aapko soch raha tha bhaiyya' maine usko lipta liya, kuch der liptaney ke bad main uth gaya `chalo naha dho loon' `nahiiiiiiin na' aise hi lete raho `arrey samjha karo abhi sab jag jayengey' `nahii accha ek shart pe' `kya shart' `main bhi aapke saath bathroom chalunga ` `accha baba' is aag mein ghee dalne ka ek aur sunhara avsar, maine bathroom ka darwaza khula hi rakha aur saamne baithker tatti kerne laga, Mudit khada mujhe nihare jar aha tha, jab main tatti ker chukka to pani bharne laga lotey mein, wo paas aa gaya `lao main pani dalunga bhaiyya' `accha baba daal do lao sahi se idhar peechey se' aur iske pehle ki main haath neechey apne ched pe le ja pata pani ke saath uska hi haath meri gaand pea a gaya aur pyar se sehla sehla ker meri gaand dhulane laga, maine badle mein uski gardan pe honth rakh diye aur choomne laga `I love you Mudit' main ek haath uske kandhey pe rakhtey huye bola `aapse mujhe bhi pyar ho gaya hai bahut bahut zyada bhaiyya' Usne mere brush pe paste laga ker diya aur haath dhone laga, maine jab paste ker liya to usne mujhe kulli karwayi aur phir mere gamchaey ko khol diya taki main naha sakun, wo pani daal raha tha mere badan pe phir sabun lagaya, mera lund khada ho chukka tha, itna sunder ladkinuma ladka nehlaye aur lund lkhada na ho.
Usne meri peeth ragdi, lund dhoya, phir toliya se mera badan pocha, kapde hi khud nikale aur pehnaye. Kuch der mein main taiyyar ho gaya. Maine phir usko bahon mein bhar liya, itne mein uski maa ki awaaz aayi `Mudiiiiiit kaha hai' lagt hai jana padega mummy bula rahi hai, who chala gaya magar apna mayajaal mere ooper poora daalker.
Maine nashta kiya bahar aaya to wo apne baap ke saath scooter pe jata huya dikha, isharey se bataya 1-2 ghantey mein aayega mandir ja raha hai. Main ghar aa gaya TV dekhne laga, Shomu aaya muskurata huya `ka ho bhaiyya ladkawa ki chawanni bhuna diye ka?' aankh maartey huye poocha, `abey nahin aur tameez se baat ker wo teri bhabhi hai' wo wahin carpet pe baith gaya aur TV dekhne laga.
Beech beech mein bahar jata phir aa jata, Papa office ko naikal gaye aur mummy kahin auntiyon ke saath gupshap mein. `Abey yaar tujhe pata hai kya wo do ladke kaun they jinhone ek ladke ki gaand maari thi?' `haan na kahe nahi pata hoga, magar gaand unhone nahin mari hogi ussey zyada thane mein unki mara gayi' `abey kaun they bata na' `badey bechain unhu ko khaiyyo ka babu' usne mujhe cherra `madarchod bol na' `arrey yahin ke hain Vivek Yadav aur Abdullah, milna hai to bolo' `accha milwa de na kahan rehtey hain' `yahin peechey wali line pe ruko babu abhi hi dekhta hoon, wo jane laga to main bola `aisa ker garage ke peechey waley kamrey mein le aana' main jaldi jaldi dil ko sambhalta huya us kamrey ke taraf gaya aur garage ke bahar hi khada ho gaya itne mein Shomu do ladko ko gate se ander lata dikha.
Dono mast gadraye jawan they ek gamcha baandhey tha aur baniyan pehne tha doosra nikker mein tha aur ooper kuch nahin, yeh hain mil lo, main ghar sambhalta hoon, pehle Vivek aagey aaya, wo gamchey wala tha, rang gehuna, badan haath mazboot, choti kamatur aankhein, jhaanghein gamche se nikli padh rahin thi, sharer mein muscles ke kataav they, chati pe koi baal nahin, pairon pe halke halke se aur gamche ke ooper se laudey ka mota sa supada saaf ubharta dikh raha tha, doosra Abdullah tha, badan haath Vivek ki tarah hi, magar rang ussey saaf, dheeli si peele rang ki ghar
Who bhi meri taraf kuch khicha aa raha tha. Hum lautey to who raastey mein bola `aap mujhe acchey lagey, kafi interesting ho' `accha bhai aisa kya thanks' Who doodh lekar chala to gaya magar main gate pe hi khada raha, na jane kyun lag raha tha ki wo wapas aayega; aur karreb 10 minute baad wo wapas aa gaya.
`arrey aap bahar hi ho' `haan chalo kahin baithker baatein kertein hain' `haan chaliye na udhar aam ki ghaajh ke peechey chaltey hain' jahan wo mujhe le gaya thodi sunsaan type ki jagah thi, actually paudhon ki nursery type ki thi kone mein 3-4 aam ke ped they, hum wahin ek ped se tek laga ker baith gaye `lo' maine cigarette jalatey huye usko diya `peete ho gaya' `kabhi kabhi magar kissise kahiyega mat' `aga pagle ho kya yeh sab baat bhala main kyun kissise kahunga' hum ek hi cigareete se peene lage bari bari, main uske honth dekhta gulabhi cigarette ko dabaye phir jab ussey leta to lagta uske honthon ko kiss ker raha hoon `waise aap kafi acchey ho sach' usne kaha `arrey bhai itni tareef kyun' `ab acchey lagey to bol diya isme tareef kya, warna baki ladke to sirf idhar udhar haath lagane mein lagey rehtey hain' `accha badey harami hain' maine aise hi kaha aur man mein socha ki jab mera irada pata chalega to shayad wo bhaag na jaye is liye bilkul apne haath apni gode mein hi rakey raha, `yeh ladka asaani se haath nahin rakhney dega maine socha' kafi der baitha raha idhar udhar ki baatein kerta raha, yeh wo phal tha jisko main paka ke khana chahta tha, jaldbaazi mein haath se nikalne nahin dena chahta tha.
`arrey bhaiyya swimming aati hai aapko' usne mujhse poocha `haan aati hai kyun' `chalo na dopahar ko ganga mein nahatey hai' usne mano mere man ki baat cheen li `haan haan kyun nahin' main bola `magar kissise kehna mat warna ghar pe mar padegi' `arrey nahin na, aur itna sun lo baat baat mein yeh kya kehtey ho kissise kehna nahin kehna nahin' `okaay sorry' maine ckiagtte khatam kari to butt ko bujhaker dibbey mein rakh liya' `yeh kya' `arrey ye pehli cigarette hai jo humne ek saath pee hai is butt ko hamesha rakhunga, tum bhi mujhe acchey lage ho' `accha'usne sharmatey huye kaha gaal gulabi se lal pad gaye, maine pehli baar himmat kerke uske kandhon pe haath rakha to who simat sa gaya, mere alingan ko vyakul sa laga, magar ussey zyada baat nahin badayi maine' Dopahar ko kuch der cricket khele tab ek nayi baat pata chali, wahan do ladke they jinko sab rkehtey they, usnki kahani pata chali ki aisa kyun sab ladke kehtey hain to pata chala ki do 18-19 saal ke ladkey they unhone ek aur ladkey ke bhai ko ek din zabardasti pakad ke chod diya tha, kafi hungama huya tha , police case ban gaya aur who do din band rahe, baad mein seniors ke beech bachav ke baad case wapas huya to wo chootey they; is liye mujhe ab laga ki yahan ke ladkey thoda khabratey they ek doosrey pe haath rakhne se naya naya darr tha, aur yeh bhi pata chala ki hawalat mein 3-4 policewalon neb hi khoob jamker unki gaand mari thi jab chhoot ker aaye they chal nahin paatey they theek se kuch din, yeh sab baatein mujhe chupaker rakhne ko kahin gayi thi aur bahut kehne pe bhi ladko na naam nahin bataya kissine, Mudit is sab ke dauran mere saath hi sun raha tha, beech beech mein koi kuch bilta to usko sahi kerta, 4 nahin shayad 5 logon ne kiya tha `arrey chamiya chikne tujhe zyada malum hai' uski suderta ke kaaran sab usko cherrtey, `chup karo aur haath door rakho, mujhe badtamizi pasand nahin' `arrey' maine socha `yeh to sala kissiko haath nahin rakhne deta hai' baharaal thodi der mein hum khisak liye aur apne ghar ka kehker doosrey raastey se colony ke bahar aaye, phir kheton kheton hpkar ganga tat per pahunch gaye; ghar se maine towel le lit hi aur uske kehne pe bhi shorts bhool jane ka bahana bana diya tha warna usko chaddhi mein kaise dekh pata.
Raastey mein usko bataya to wo bola `kya yaar bhaiyya aap bhi na chalo koi baat nahin underwear hai ka se kam' Ret pe pahunch ker hum kuch door aur chale `yahan aagey ek acchi jagah hai akeli si' kafi door chalwa ke le gaya who aur ek bilkul akeli jagah pahunch gaye, main chupchaap yahin aata hoon kabhi akela.
Hum kapde utarne lage magar meri nazar uspe thi sirf, usne T shirt utaar di aur towel pe rakh di, makhmal ka badan tha doodh mein dhoya huya dubla patla magar kamzor nahin, jitna maans hona chahiye tha utna tha, kamar mushkil se 27 hogi, gori chikni, poorey badan pe ek nishan nahin, maine apni t shirt utaar di, usko dekhker mera lund khada honey laga tha is liye pant nahin kholi, thoda side ote rakhker utar diya, jab usne apni jeans utari to mera lauda chaddhi mein machal gaya ufan gaya, launda itna sunder tha ki ladkiyan bhi jal jati, bilkul tarasha huya sangmarmar ka badan tha uska.
Uspe uski white rang ki frenchi jo shayd 70-75 size ki hogi bas, jab who peechey muda to paya ek taraf se chaddhi uski gaand ki faankon ke beech phansi hai, usne haath se sahi kiya, gaand mulayam, makhmali kori bina nishan doodhiya thi, golakar naashpaati ki tarah halka sa gulabipan liye huye, ladka model ban sakta tha itna dum tha usme ya film ka hero bhi. Ab main samjha ladke kyun fida thay uspe.
Sab usko chamiya kehker kyun bulatey they. Maine uski chaddhi mein aagey ki taraf dekha to wahan bhi theek thaak wazan paya. `Iski to main lekar hi rahunga chahey police pakad le' maine socha `chahe report ker de mujhe badnaam ker de' maine man hi man mein socha aur hum pani ki taraf badey, kamar tak pani mein pahunch ker phir swim kernel age, tairtey tairtey beech beech mein kafi ander tak chale jatey, who
Faisal abhi Pune se MBA ker raha tha so ghar pe ek gadraya huya sa ladka nauker rakh liya gaya tha. Waise to who wahin kaam ker rahe chaprasi ka bhatija tha magar uska sarkari naukri se koi lena dena nahin tha. Ghar hi pe rehta tha naam Shomu tha, saanvla rang magar chehrey pe bahut kashish, naak naksh se namkeen jawani thi to shayad kuch saal pehle hi phooti thi.
Is kahani ke doosri taraf tha Mudit, jisko maine subah subah apni balcony se dekha tha, haath mein doodh ka bartan latkaye apne ghar ghar ka gate band ker raha tha. Pehle maine usko sirf peechey se hi dekha aur ussi pe lattu ho gaya. Track suit ka safed lower aur navy blue Tshirt pehne tha, jab who muda aur chalne laga to mere dil ki dhadkane mano uske kadam ke neechey bich bich gayin. Doodh mein dhula huya swaroop tha, mano sawan ne apne daaman ke sarey rang uski jawani pe nauchawar ker diye hon.
Kale reshmi baal, bhuri bhuri aankhein, gulabi honth, safed rang thoda lali liye huye, patli si kamar jisme lachak thi, jawani aur madak ladakpan ka sangam tha. Main turant gate pe aa gaya aur wahin khada raha jab door se who wapas aaya to usko dekh ker muskuraya who bhi halka sa muskurata huya wapas chala gaya apne ghar ko. Mera dil to fauran aa gaya uspe. Main bas usko niharta raha wahin gate pe khada khada.
Ander aaker Shomu se poocha ki who samne ghar mein kaun rehta hai to usne bataya who Shukla ji ka ghar hai. Dopahar mein koi kaam nahin tha tahalta huya park chala gaya, wahan ladke cricket khel rahe they. Is baar sawan ne jawani barsaker naye naye ladko ko jawan ker diya tha. Ek se ek maal wahan khel raha tha aur us bheed mein Mudit bhi tha.
Main pehle to munder pe baith ker dekhta raha unka khel. Khel kya araam se baith ker eke k ladke ko naap raha tha, jab koi mudhker ball uthata to uski gaand naapta, khade huye ladke ka lund bhaanpne ki koshish kerta. Khair kuch der mein main bhi unke saath khelne laga. Kyunki baat colony ki thi fauran hi dosti hi gayi aur main sabka bhaiyya ban gaya.
Khel ke baad ek group ruk gaya wahan usme Mudit bhi tha aur aise hi baatein kerne lagey. Who sab mere baarey mein janna chahtey they aur apne baarey mein batana. Ek doosrey ki khinchayi bhi kertey rehtey. Kuch maine dhyan diya Mudit ko cher bhi rahe they, kabhi koi uski peeth ya jaangh pe hath rakhta to who jhatak deta `badtamizi mat karo' Main bhi hansi mazak ker raha tha sabse, chutkulay sunaye sab ko, delhi ke barey mein bataya, factory ke barey mein bataya.
Is tarah kertey kartey 2 din mein ladko se acchi dosti ho gayi. Ussi din raat mein maine Shomu ko bulaya apne kamre mein, kamar pe gamcha baandh liya, who nikker pehne huya tha jo shayad usko kafi choti pad rahi thi. `Zara pair haath to daba de' pankha chal raha tha, light kam ker di, darwaza band aur daru ki chuski laga rha tha aur uske garam komal sparsh ka maza le raha tha. "haan idhar thoda ooper' jhanghon pe ishara kertey huye.
`Thoda kamar pe daba de, haan zara chati sehla de' mera lund khada ho gaya tha poora aur usko main taangon ke beech dabaye tha, phir main ghoom ke let gaya, `zara peechey daba' who peechey se pair aur jhaanghein dabane laga, uske dabane se main samajh gaya ladka mazboot tha, ab mujhko wohi purani pehchanni tharak chadne lagi thi par abhi tak main jan nahin paya tha ki who samjha hai ki nahin `lo daru pee lo thodi' apna glass uski taraf kiya to usne mana nahin kiya `arrey babu glass to ek hi hai jhoota ho jayega' `arrey peeyo na koi baat nahin main jhootha nahin maanta' usne jhat se gatak li aur peechey se meri kamar dabane laga, maine usse kaha `jitni peeni hai pee lena sharmana nahin' phir agle aadhey ghantey mein usne to lagbhag 3 peg chada liye, `zara kamar ke neechey to daba' who samajh nahin paya aur phir jaangh pakad ker dabane laga, maine uska pakad ker gaand pe rakh diya `abey idhar daba dard ho raha hai aaj din bhar baithey baithey' who meri gaand masalne laga `haan shabash beta aise hi thoda kasker daba masalker.
Maine ussi din dopahar mein apni jaaghein, jhaant aur gaand ke baal shave kiye they, maine gamcha thoda ooper kiya `sahi se daba do na sharmao mat' `daba to rahe hainn babu sharma kahan rahe hainn' `thoda gamchey ke ander haath daal ker masal do' mere yeh kehne pe usne gamcha hataya to nahin magar gaand dabane laga neechey se jab uska haath ooper aata apne aap gamcha uth jata, ab who aise daba raha tha ki uske dono haath ke angoothey meri gaand ki ched per touch kerne lagey they aur usko chiknayi ka ahsaas ho gaya tha, `kyun nasha nahin chada kya' maine ussey poocha `arrey sar ghumaat hai magar mast lag raha hai' usne kaha maine ssedhey apna gamcha gaand pe se hata ker kamar pe ulat diya, ab zara sahi se daba de' maine kaha, bahut maza aa raha tha, uske garam garam jawan haath masal rahe they, ab maine ussey baaki haath pair chorrker sirf gaand dabane ko kaha tha, uske angoothey araam se meri faankon ke beech phans rahe they, kabhi kabhi bilkul ched pe dabaav ke saath, usko yeh bataeney ke liye ki mujhe zayada maza aaya uska aisa kerne pe mainr uska angootha gaand pe padhtey hi siskari bhar leta' aaahhhh, haan shabash aise hi beta' phir ek aur peg peene ko huya to dekha pani nahin hai `zara fridge se pani le aa aur tere paas gamcha nahin hai kya?' `haan hai to ` kyun?' `arrey yaar tu bhi gamcha pehan le na araam se free hokar baith' who bahar chala gaya aur kareeb 5-7 minute ke baad aaya pani lekar aur haath mein gamcha liye huye `bahar kaise aatey gamchchey mein, yahin pehan lengein' kehker who bathroom mein gaya aur gamcha baandh ker aa gaya, `haan yeh huyi na baat beta ab sahi se chad ker daba de' maine usko apni taangon ke beech bitha liya, who ooper chad ker dabane laga jab meri garden tak aata to uska lund chu jata meri gaand aur kamar ke paas `ja thoda tel aa aur malish ker de' jab who wapas aaya to main ulta hi leta raha aur gamcha kamar se khol diya aur bister pe bicha sa liya, `la beta tel laga de' maine ussey yeh to bataya nahin tha ki kahan magar
Badan pe baal nahi they, jhaantien hamesha shaved rakhta tha, aur gori gulabi gaand ke ched ke aaspaas kuch reshmi baal they, aksar jab gaand dhota to uska man apne hi baalon se khelne ka karne lagta, apni gaand se khelne ka shaq usko bachpan se tha, gulabi honey ke karan school mein aksar ladke gaand pe haath laga jatey they, kabhi koi zyada harami nikla to gaal pe chumma de jata, us sab mein kapil ko kabhi koi burayi nahi dikhi.
Phir thoda bada huya to muth maarne ka shauq laga, usko muth ke barey mein ek mohalley ke dost ne bataya tha, bahut baar don one aamne saamne baith ker bhi muthiaya tha, dono kabhi apna lund naaptey to kabhi ye dekhtey ki kiska zyada maal gira hai. Phir college chala gaya to apne mard honey ka ahsas jag gaya, tab agar koi uski gaand ya kamar par haath lagata to suko apni izzat pe hamla samajh ker hadka deta tha. Magar jab gaand dhota to na jane kyun uski ungliyan khud hi apni gaand se khelne lagti.
Ek ladki se bhi dosti huyi magar abhi baat bas dosti pet hi, ussey aagey kehne ki uski himmat nahi thi. Cigarette ka shauq college se hi tha aur beer ka, ab to jab bhi milti daru bhi laga leta tha. Office mein uski dosti ek aur executive Kunal Pandey se honey lagi thi, Kunal accounts mein tha aur rehne wala to jaunpur ka tha, magar delhi mein hi pala bada tha, gehunya rang tha, magar madak sunderta thi. Bal khatey gulabi honth, choti aankhien jinme ek madak si haramipaney wali shararat jhalakti thi, abhi shave kerna shuru nahi kiya tha, uske bhi haath pair acchey gadraye huye they aur kapdey chust, gaand mein ghusti pant bazu dikhati shirt, uske neechey tie, jiske karan wo kissi school ka ladka hi lagta tha bhola massom sa dikhne ke karan.
Kunal ke shareer pe bhi baal nahi they aur gaand pe halke halkey, lauda kareeb 6 inchi tha, magar bachpan pe pareshani ke karan muslamano jaisa kata huya tha jissey uska supada accha bada aur saanvla sa dikhta tha, pehle school mein aur phir colony mein 3- 4 ladkon ke saath pelam pelai ka khel khel chukka tha, is line ka poora rasiya tha magar kissi pe haath daalne pe gaand path jati thi uski, is liye bahut saalon se kissi ladke ke saath chudayi nahi kari thi.
Usko Kapil pasand aane laga tha. Akasar apne bills clear karaney ussi ke paas aata tha, dono mein dosti badhne lagi. Luch break mein miltey to pehle to kafi formal reahtey ek doosrey se phir ahista ahista khulne lagey to ladkiyon ki baatien honey lagin, phir khullam khulla chudayi ki magar ladko ke beech ke sex ki abhi nahin. Us din subah jab Kapil apni gaand se khel raha tha to na janey kyun usko reh reh ker Kunal ka dhyaan aa ja raha tha, aksar muth marne mein bhi ladkiyon ke saath saath uska dhyaan Kunal pe chala hi jata tha.
Udhar Kunal to khul ke saaf saaf kapil ki gaad yaad ker ker ke muth maarne laga tha, wo khayalon mein Kapil ke saath tarah tarah ki chudayi sochta aur muth maarta. Ek din shaam mein jab kapil uske paas apne paise lene aaya to woe k sex site dekh raha tha, Kapil bhi wahin baith gaya `waah yaar to ye kaam bhi kartey ho office mein' usne kaha to Kunal ne jawab diya `aur kya yaar ab office hai to kya khada nahi hoga kya' `accha yaar matlab poorey program se khada bhi ker rakha hai' kapil ne kaha `aur kya mard ka hathoda hai thanak to jata hai chut dekhker' kapil bhi uske paas baith gaya ek chair kheench ker aur kafi chipak ke dono monitor pe chudai ki pics dekhne lagey aur apni apni pasand bataney lagey `yeh wali dekh' Kunal ne ek pic dikhayi `dekh Sali kya masti se chudwa rahi hai ten teen se' Kunal ne kaha `haan Sali randi hai magar hai badiya iski' kapil ne bola, dono kafi der dekhtey rahe baithker baki log jane lagey, thoda akela huya to dono araam se baith gaye Kunal ki nazar uski pant pe padi to wahan accha sa ubhaar paya, uske bhi anduye pant mein ek taraf they aur lauda ek taraf thanka huya tha jisko wo reh reh ker masal le raha tha, ussi excitement mein usne jab apna ek haath kapil ki jaangh pe rakha to usne mana nahi kiya.
Usko ek anjani si chahat hamesha Kunal ki taraf akarshit karti thi, usne ek nazar Kunal ke haath pe dali, wo halke halke uski jaangh sehla raha tha `kyun" usne Kapil se poocha `choda hai kabhi tuney?' `nahi yaar' kapil ne jawab diya `koi bhi nahi kissi ko bhi nahi ab tak' kunal ne aur poocha `nahi yaar' kapil ne jawab diya `arrey matlab sex kiya hi nahi kabhi school college mein kissi ladke ke sath bhi nahi?' Kunal ne khul ke poocha `abey ja ladke ke saathkyun karunga' usne kaha to kunal bola `arrey hamarey school mein to ek ladka tha uski kafi ladke lete they main bhi' `accha abbey kaise' `bas yaar maza ataa tha mard hoon ye kya dekhna ki chut hai ki gaand lund khada ho to jiske saath maza aaye chod dena chahiye' phir wo utha office ke survey ke liye lagbhag sabhi ja chukey they bas security gurads they usne usne keh diya ki wo late ttak rukega kaam hai is liye, unko kahan apatti hoti, wo jab lauta to apne cabinka darwaza ander se laga liya `chal na yaar sab chale gaye hain muth marega kya bada mood ker raha hai mera to `'abey hatt yaar kaisi baatien kerta hai' kapil ne kaha magar uska man bhi lalcha raha thaw o ab Kunal ke saamne apni gaand aur lund se khelna chah raha tha, Kunal kursi pe baith gaya aur dono phir dekhne lagey itne mein kunal ne pehle apni belt aur phir zip khol di `abey kya kar raha hai yaar' Kapil ne bola to Kunal bola `mazey le raha hoon chudai ke scenes ke yaar tub hi khol de na aur lauda sehla le' magar kapil mein sankoch tha, usne pehle office mein is tarah nahi kiya tha aur Kunal ko sahi se jaanta bhi nahi tha kahin usne kissi se keh diya to kya hoga usne socha.
Magar Kunal tab tak bindaas ooper se apni chaddhi mei haath dekar apna lauda ragadne laga tha, wo tha to apni hi line ka purana khiladi, jaanta tha dheere dheere Kapil ka sankoch khatam hoga to line pea a jayega, agar bhaagna hota to wahan aaya hi nahi hota. Usne phir apna lund bahar kheencha aur bina jhijhak ya sharam ke haath mein lekar usey dabaney aur hilaney laga `abey tub hi muth maar le na' Kunal ne
Us din dinner mein badon ne khoob daru sharu pee, mere papa neb hi, Mudit ki mummy ne aur aihad ki mummy neb hi, khana wana khaya, phir lagbhag 12 baje raat mein hum wahan se wapas nikle to papa wagarh ko ganga ghat janey ki tharak lagi, so sab udhar ko mudh gaye, saath mein kapoor uncle ki family bhi le li jo apni car mein they, wahan ka raasta aur kharab tha, Babli dhakkon se uchal rahi thi, Aihad bas uski jaanghein ghoor raha tha aur mere haath mein haath dekar sehla raha tha uska naam lekar, `arrey bhaiyya bahut dukh gaya' babli ne rotey huye kaha to maine Aihad se kaha `Sali ki gaand dukh rahi hai thoda lund pe bitha ke sek de na' so uske mere kaan jawab diya `bolo na tum, magar taiyyar thodi hogi' so maine Babli se keh diya halke se `idhar aa jao aihad ki gode mein baith jao araam milega' babli ko bhi ab tak aihad ki tharak to lag hi chuki thi so fauran boli `bitha thodi payega patla dubla hai' jispe aihad ki mardaangi jag gayi `aisi baat nahi hai bitha loonga' to maine kaha `ab bol raha hai to test kyun nahi ker leti ho' aur chup chaap Babli saamne se uthi aur mere bagal mein baithey aihad ki gode mein baith gayi `lo baith gayi' usne kaha `ab dard ho to chillana mat' aihad ko jaise hi jaanghon pe uski gaand aur jaangh ki garmi mili uski to tharak jag gayi aur turant hi lund uchalne laga, ahalanki chaddi mein tha magar babli ko uski naram jaanghon ke beech se skirt ke ooper se hi uske laudey ki sakhti aur garmi mahsoos ho rahi thi.
Uski bur bhi fauran hi kulbulaney lagi `arrey samajhti kya ho mard hai baccha' maine ussey kaha, ab to jab bhi gadi uchalti aihad ko bahut maza milta, phir jab vaasna ka nasha chadney laga to usne aakhir ek haath uski jaangh pe rakh diya aur aisa laga jaisey na janey kitni chikni cheez chu li ho, abhi tak usne babli ki jaanghien bas dekhin thi, chuya pehli baar tha, uske haathon mein ek ajeeb si gudgudi ho gayi uska komal shareer chukar, aur uske haathon ki garmi pakar babli to jaise chudne ke liye vyakul ho uthi thi, maine apna haath aihad ke kandhey pe dala huya tha aur andhrere mein doosrey haath se babli ki chuchi ko side se sehla raha tha jisko aihad dekh nahi paa raha tha, abhi usko mere aur babli ke sambandhon ka to pata hi nahi tha magar Babli ko to main green signal de hi chukka tha, jab aihad ka haath uski jaanghon pe ooper ki taraf bada to bhi wo kuch nahi boli, dono chup ho gaye they, ek doosrey ke badan ka maza lene mein lag gaye they, babli ki skirt uthti ja rahi thi aur aihad ka haath ahista ahista aur ooper badhta ja raha tha, dono prem alingan ein bandhtey ja rahey they.
Ye safar unke liye prem ka safar banta jar aha tha, is prakar dheere dheere aihad ki ungliyan uski jaanghon ko ander se sehlaney lagi, shayad wahan jahan ab tak bas maine aur mudit ne hi chuya tha, aur phir jaise hi uska haath uski panty ki neechey ki elastic se takraya dono ki saansein ruk gayin, aihad ke liye ye pehli baar tha aur babli ke liye aihad ke saath pehli baar; wo uske liye bilkul anjana ladka tha, mujhe to phir bhi bachpan se jaanti thi aur mudit to ghar ka lund tha, is liye ye sparsh ussey bahut uttejnajanak laga [pehle ajnabee mard ka sparsh wo bhi panty ki elastic pe, uski bur se sangam behne laga turant hi, don one hi sabhi self control bhula diya aur phir jab aihad ne pehli baar uski panty ke ooper se uski bur pe apni garam hatheli rakhi to dono ki hi siskari nikal gayi, maine dono se hi kaha `maza aaney laga na' kissi ne jawab nahi diya aur babli ne sar uthaker aihad ke honthon pe apne honth rakh diye dono ek doosrey ke honth aur fauran hi muh chusne lagey aur aihad ka haath uski chuchiyon aur baki badan ko sehlaney laga.
Kuch hi der ka maza huya hoga ki ghat aa gayi, wahan bhi rat ke karan sannata tha, sab wahi seediyon pe baith gaye, magar maine uksa uksa ker bacchon bacchon ko nahaney ke liye taiyyar ker liya, babli aur aihad ko kissi tarah phir gadi ke peechey baithna chah rahey they, jab nangey hokar yani sirf chaddhi pehan ker nahaney ki bath aayi to sabhi taiyyar ho gaye, akku aur sonu bhi, us din maine un dono ko pehli baar nanga dekha, bas choti choti chaddiyan thi jo peechey se gaand mein ghusi huyi thi, bas aur baki gora nanga badan laundey kaafi kaam ke lagey, aihad ne thoda side hokar apni pant utaari kyunki wo apna khada lund mudit se chupana chah raha tha, phir mudit aur maine bhi pant shirt utar di aur hum sab tairne lagey, Babli neb hi apni mummy se zid kerke waise hi skirt aur tshirt mein nahaney ka scene bana liya, andhera to tha hi bas chandni thi kafi, hum tairtey tairtey kafi door ho liye badon se, aur babli chupchap phir aihad ke paas aagayi aur usne pehli baar apne aap hi uski chaddhi ke ooper se lund sehlana shuru ker diya, aihad neb hi uski bur sehlani shuru ker di, maine mudit ko bahon mein le liya.
Jis karan gaurav ko kuch shaq sa honey laga aur wo hamarey paas mandraney laga `idhar aa na kya dekh raha hai' maine usko paas bulaya aur haath pakad ker aur ander tak le gaya `nahi bhaiyya yahan bahut door ho jayega wapas tair nahi paoonga' usne kaha `arrey main le jaoonga na' kehker maine uski kamar mein haath dekar pakad liya aur doosrey haath se uska badan sehlaney laga `kyun maza aaya na' maine poocha to wo kuch bola nahi magar hata bhi nahi, `chal nazdeek aaja na doobey nahi mujhe pakad le' kehker maine uske haath pakad ker apni grdan pe daal diye aur meri chaddhi uski chaddhi se satne lagi ladka jawan to ho hi chukka tha, zyada kuch bola nahi.
Bas palat ke dekha ki aur log kitni door hain, aihad thodi door pe babli ke chummey le raha tha aur mudit uske chotey bhai sonu ke saath khel raha tha, maine apne dono haath sonu ki kamar mein daal diye, aur usko khench ker uska badan sehlaney laga `usne chorrna chaha to ander ghusne laga pani ke' abbey pakad le le yaar itna sharma mat jawan hai na' usne kuch kaha nahi `kyun beta jawani aayi matlab chaddi mein hathoda satht honey laga ki nahi' kehker maine uska lund pakda to khada tha `wah beta lund bhi khada kiye hai aur sharma raha hai' kehker main eek jhatkey se pani ke ander ander hi uski chaddhi jaanghon pe khiska di aur lapak ker uski gaand ki phaankon ko haath mein bhar liya, bada mazedaar gadaraya shareer tha, mulayam mulayam gaand mere haath mein machalne lagi to maine bhi apni chaddhi sarka ker usko lund thama diya, pakad ke beta, thodi der mein usko maza aaney laga `kissi din ghar pe rukna raat mein itne mazey de doonga khush ho jayega' `to wo bola accha aap khan na mummy papa se' `haan raja keh doonga tere liye to kuch bhi ker doonga' Udhar aihad ne babli ki panty sarka ker uski chut mein ungli dena shuru ker diya tha aur wo uska nanga lund thaamey thi.
Pani ke ander ander poora kriya kalap chal raha tha har taraf, phir maine idhar gaurav ko mode ker uski phaankon pe lund ragadna shuru kiya aur udhar aihad ne apna lauda babli ki bur mein de diya aur pelne laga, phir main gaurav ko bhi udhar hi le gaya aur main aur aihad apne apne saman se maza lene lagey `kyun jaanu' maine babli se poocha `kaisa laga laudey ka hathoda sahi se keel thok raha hai na teri burr mein' `haaaaaan' wo boli `haan sahi se chuda we lena' maine kaha aur main gaurav ki gaand pe ooper ooper se lund bhidaney laga, `kyun raja seal tudawyi kissise ab tak ya bacha ke rakhi hai' pehle to usne jawab nahi diya magar jab maine kaha `matlab le chukka hai lund' to bola `haan 2-3 doston ke bas' `wah beta' maine kaha tu to khiladi hai.
Phir humey bulaney ke liye awaazien aaney lagin to hum sab apni chaddhiyan ooper sarka ke aadhey man se chdai khatam kerke kinarey ki tarah laut padey, is baar peechey hamarey saath gaurav bhi tha, gaadi chaltey hi aihad ne babli pe dhaava bol diya aur uske neechey jhukker uski bur chatney laga, idhar maine bhi lauda nikala aur gaurav ko chuswaney laga, gadi ke dhakkon mein mazey mil rahey they, doosri gadi mein mudit ne sonu ko bhi chudai ka khel sikhana shuru ker diya, phir kuch der mein babli aihad ka lund chusne lagi, hum dono ko hi itni tharak chad gayi thi ki ghar pahuchney ke pehle maine akku yani gaurav ko aur aihad ne babli ko apna ras pila diya, phir humne apni apni gode mein unko kheench ker lita liya aur araam se adal badal ke kabhi ek ki kabhi doosri ki ragdayi kerne lagey.
Ghar aaya to gaurav apne maa baap ke saath chala gaya aur babli aur mudit apne ghar, bas phir akele bachey main aur aihad so akele hotey hi humne bottle kholi aur phir chalu ho gay eek doosrey ki bahon mein `kyun raja tript huya na laundiya pel ke' maine poocha `haan darling maza aagaya' `accha raja main bhi le chukka hoon uski' to wo bola `haan ab kuch kuch lagne laga tha kit um dono ka kuch taanka hai' maine usko bahon mein bhara aur hum ek doosrey ka muh chusne lagey `chal bahar dekhega apni maa ki chudayi' to wo bola `chalo' hum waise hi chddiyon mein drawing room ke pardey ke paas pahunchey to dekha ki shomu aunty pe chad chukka hai, is baar hum wahin ek doosrey se liptey rahey kafi der aur lund bahar kerke ek doosrey se bhidaty rahey.
shomu kafi sahi pel raha tha kyunki aunty ki siskariyan nikal rahi thi saath mein uske kehraaney ki awaazien bhi aa rahi thi `is laundey se pelwayega kya sahi pelage bol' maine ussey poocha to wo bola `theek hai na kya jata hai ab' phir hum apas kamrey mein aagye aur bed pe let ker ek doosrey ke alingan mein kho gaye, phir maine usko palta aur uski gaand mein muh de diya aur uska ched khaney laga wo bhi ulat ker let gaya aur meri gaand chaatne laga `dekha na jaanu tujhe ek raat mein jawan ker diya' maine kaha `haan ye baat to manni padegi bahut ustaad cheez ho tum' is baar maine thook laga ker hi uski gaand pelna shuru kiya halka sa kehraya `huuunnnk' phir gaand kho, di maine wo bhi gaand uchal uchal ker pelwaney laga.
beech beech mein hum log sustaney ko let jatey ar chumma chaati mein lag jatey phir kabhi wo meri gaand maarta kabhi main uski, yehi kartey kartey subah ho gayi tab kahin jakar humne ek doosrey ko apna maal pilaya aur sone ko they ki shomu aa gaya `thak gaya yaar teen phakkad pela aaj Sali ko' usne aihad ko dekha aura ankh maari phir usko liptaney laga aur hum waise hi aihad ko beech mein litaker so gaye bilkul nangey, subah uthtey uthtey 10 baj gaye to hadbada ker sabhi ne kapdey pehne aur shomu kaam pe laga gaya aur aihad aur main saath reh gaye, raat bhar neend mein sabne khoob ragda jo mila usko `arrey sala so gaya pela hi nahi' usne kaha `fikar mat ker jaanu pel lega aaj kal teri maa ne thaka diya tha na is liye so gaya tha' Phir unke wapas janey ki baat honey lagi to aihad zid kerke ruk gaya mere saath, uske papa se mere baap ne kaha ki `ambar chorr dega delhi tak aihad ko aap log jayiye' Usne mujhse kaha `ab aapke saath itna maza mil raha hai janey ka dil hi nahi kerta hai kya karun bas jee chahta hai aapke saath bistar mein nanga leta rahun'
Yeh kahani hai mohabbat ki jiska anjaam sirf intezaar ban kar reh gaya kehte hain zindagi mein sabko ek baar pyar zaroor milta hai. Kuch log use zindagi bana lete hain aur kuch is dard ke saath jeete hain ki jise chaha use paane ki kabhi umeed bhi nahin kar sake. Main 'deep' deep khurana. Meri zindagi mein mera pehla pyar adhoora reh gaya. Aaj bhi jab sochta hoon to uska muskurata hua chehra ankhon ke aage aa jaata hai. 25 saal gujar gaye par jo zakhm is dil ne khaya tha use bharne se waqt ne bhi inkaar kar diya. 25 saal pehle ki baat hai mba ke aakhri saal mein padh raha tha main. Aakhri saal ka pehla din tha jab maine use pehli baar dekha. Na jaane kya hua aankhen use dekhti hi reh gayeen. Jab hosh aaya to use apne paas baitha paya.yeh hamari pehli mulaqat thi. Meri pehli mulaqat thi 'akash malhotra' se.
Kuch hi dinon mein hamari dosti gehri ho gayee. Mujhe achha lagta tha uska saath, uski har baat, uski muskaan.pata nahin kyon par uske saath waqt kaise beet jaata tha ehsaas hi nahin hota tha. Waqt ke saath hum donon best friends ban gaye. Humne faisla kiya ki apne akhri saal ka project hum saath karenge. Aur phir ek din woh college nahin aaya. Uske ghar baar baar phone kiya par koi jawaab nahin mila. Mujhe laga ki shaayad kuch dinon ke liye sheher se bahar jaan padha ho. Ek hafta beet gaya maine use dekha nahin. Mujhe kuch bhi achha nahin lagta tha. Maine uske ghar jaane ka faisla kiya. Wahan pahuncha to pata chala woh beemaar tha use jaundice ho gaya tha,aur phone bhi kharaab tha. Pata nahin kyon use is tarah bimaar dekh kar mera mann kar raha tha ki main use zor se gale laga loon.
Kuch der saath baithne ke baad jab main jaane laga to usne mera haath thaam liya. Yun to usne mujhe pehle bhi kayee baar chhua tha par us din mera poora jism kaanp gaya. Ab main roz college ke notes le kar uske ghar jaane laga. Uski family is liye khush thi ki main apni dosti nibha raha tha. Aur pata nahin kyun par uske saath bitaya hua har lamha mujhe sakoon deta tha. Main apne aap mein kisi uljhan mein fansa hua tha. Pata nahin din b din mujhe kya ho raha tha; magar phir ek din sab kuch saaf ho gaya. Takdeer ne ek aisa tamacha maara ki ankhon ke aage chhaayee hui dhund saaf ho gayee. Jab ek din main uske ghar pahuncha, main uske kamre mein daakhil hua ki maine ek ladki ko uske gale lagte hue dekha.
Ek pal ke liye mujhe bilkul accha nahin laga . Jee kar raha tha ki use kheench kar alag kar doon akash se. Apne jazbaaton ko apni ankhon ke aage jalte hue dekha maine.usne mujhe us ladki se milwaya 'roshni ' roshni sinha. Akash ki girl friend jise woh mujhse bhi pehle se jaanta tha. Thodi der baithne ke baad mein wahan se bahaana bana kar aa gaya. Dil ka har dard aansoon ban kar behne laga. Zindagi mein pehli baar mujhe ehsaas hua ki mohabbat kya hoti hai. Yeh pata chal ki jise mein dosti ka naam de raha tha us jazbaat ka wajood bilkul hi alag tha. Pehli baar aisa laga ki maine akash ko kho diya. Aur us se bhi bada dard is baat ka hua ki agar main akash ko apne jazbaaton ke bare mein bata bhi doon to uski dosti bhi kho baithoonga.
Main poori raat jagta raha . Aansoo kab tham gaye pata hi nahin chala. Maine akash ke ghar jaana chhod diya. Usne muhjhe kayee baar phone kiya par maine sirf khuch hi baar baat ki. Aur jab bhi baat karta tha koi bahaana bana jaldi khatam kar deta tha. Pata nahin kyun par ab akash ke khyaal se bhi darr lagta tha. Lagta tha jaise mera pyar is duniya mein akash ko sharmindagi ke alava kuch nahin de sakta tha. Mere jazbaat, meri mohabbat darr gayee thi ki haqeeqat agar saamne aa gayee to takleef ke alava kuch nahin de paygee. Mujhe bhi aur un tamam logon ko jo mere aur akash ki zindagi ke saath jude hue hain. Kuch mahinon ke pyar ke khaatir main itne logon ko takleef kaise deta.
Aksh ne college aana shuru kar diya aur meri pareshani aur badh gayee. Ab har waqt main use apne saamne dekhta tha aur phir use nazarandaaaz karne ki nakaam koshish karta tha. Maine apne aap ko kitabon mein dubo diya. Par kuch fark nahin pada. Mere jazbaat beqabu ho rahe the. Ab akash bhi samajh chuka tha ki main use ignore kar raha hoon par is baat se anjaan tha ki us se aisi kaunsi galti ho gayee ki uska sabse accha dost ab us ke saath waqt nahin guzarna chahta.
Aur phir ek din jab main canteen mein baitha tha to maine saamne roshni ko paaya.woh mujh se poochhne aayee thee ki aakhir mujhe kya ho gaya hai. Woh mujhe jaanti to nahin thi par uski baaton ne mujhe pal mein apna bana liya. Tab samajh aaya ki akash roshni se itna pyaar kyun karta tha. Roshni hamare college ki nahin thi woh sirf yeh jaan ne aayee thee ki aakhir mere aur akash ke beech kya hua. Usne mujhe batay ki aklash bahut badal gaya hai.woh pehle bhi meri baatein kiya karta tha par ab uski baaton mein ek ajeeb sa gussa hai. Woh samajh nahin paa raha ki aakhir sab kuch kaise badal gaya.
Mere saath ke bina uska svbhaav hi badal gaya. Main sunta raha aur sochta raha ki kaash main akash ko gale laga sakta use bata sakta ki maine kis tarah toot kar chaaha hai use. Kitni mohabbat hia mujhe magar main kuch nahin keh saka meri khamoshi roshni ko bhi koi jawab nahin de payee aur woh chali gayee. Main sirf akash ke khyaalon ke saath akela reh gaya par meri tanhayee mujhe itna bhi majboor nahin kar paayee ki main akash ko haqeeqat se ru ba ru kara sakoon.
Do mahine beet gaye college ki trip jaane wali thi. Mumbai ke baahar jaane ke liye sabhi ne apna naam likhwaya siwaye akash ke. Maine faisla kiya ki main zaroor jaaoonga. Akash se jitna door rahoonga haalat sudharne ki utni hi gunjaish hogi. College ki trip mahabaleshwar pahunch gayee. Mumbai se kuch ghante door is hill station ka mahaul bilkul alag tha. Raat ke nau baje pahunche aur thakaan ki wajah se khaana kha kar sab log apne apne kamron mein chale gaye is umeed mein ki kal ke din masti ke alava kuch nahin hoga. Kal ka intezaar mujhe bhi bahut besabri se tha. Pata nahin kyun din ko to dard bardaasht ho jaata tha par raat ka andhera mere dil ke har ghaav ko nanga kar deta tha.
Par mujhe kya pata tha ki jis raat ke khatam hone ki main dua maang raha tha woh raat ek naya hi jaal bichha rahi hai. Kamre mein pahunchne par mujhe pata chal ki mera room mate aur koi nahin balki akash hai. Usne aakhri waqt par irada badal diya aur request kar ke mera hi kamr maanga. Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha tha ki yeh kis mod par laa ke mujhe khada kar diya zindagi ne. Akash ne thaan lee thee ki aaj woh sab kuch jaan kar hi rahega. Usne mujhse kayee sawaal kiye aur phir jab mere haathon ko pakadkar usne mujhe dekha to itne dinon ka mera sabar toot gaya. Us ek lamhe mein main kamzor ho gaya aur woh bhi... Usne mujhe gale se laga liya aur mujhe laga ki ab agar meri jaan bhi9 chali jaaye to mujhe koi shikwa nahin.
Pata nahin kab jazbaaton ka woh toofan humein saath uda ke le gaya. Saari raat us kamre mein meri mohabbat ne woh roop liya jo mohabbat ka sabse khoobsoorat roop hot hai. Uske honthon se bane nishaan mere shareer par jaise mujh se kehte ho ki aaj mohabbat poori ho gayee magar uska anjaam nahin. Woh raat meri zindagi ki sabse haseen raat thi. Aaj bhi jab sochta hoon to uske jism ko apne jism se lipta hua paata hoon. Subha hui main kamre ki balcony mein khada hua tha. Woh kab utha mujhe pata nahin. Jab maine use mudkar dekha to woh apne jism ko dhak raha tha. Hum mein se kisi ko nahin pata nahin tha ki kya kaha jaaye. Woh khamosh raha aur wahan se chal gaya. Agle bees din humne koi baat nahin ki.
Jo khamoshi mujhe ghutan deti thi ab main usi khamoshi ko uski ankhon mein dekh sakta tha. Par kuch kehne ki himmat mujh mein aaj bhi nahin thi kyunki mujhe aaj bhi is baat ka yakeen nahin tha ki jo kuch bhi hua kya woh sirf meri khwahish thi ya kaheen na kahin us mein uski tamnna bhi thi. Hum donon ke ghar waalon mein kisi ko shak nahin tha ki hamari zndagi mein kuch hua hai ya nahin kyunki apni feelings ko unke aage zaahir karne ki galti hum mein se koi bhi nahin kar sakta tha. Un logon ke liye to sab kuch pehle ke jais ahi tha. Ek din mere sabhi ghar wale kuch dinon ke liye bahar gaye the. Akash ne mujhe phone kar ke kaha ki woh mujhse milna chahta hai. Woh mere ghar aaya. Main soch raha tha aur us se bhi zyada darr raha tha ki aaj us raat hui baat ka anjaam hoga. Kuch der hum donon khamosh rahe aur phir woh uthkar mere paas aaya aur mere haathon ko thaam kar usne kaha ki woh mujhe chahne laga hai.
Use nahin pata ki yeh sab sahi tha ya galat par use pata hai ki use mera sath chahiye. Use pyaar hai mujhse. Hum dono lipatkar rone lage. Ek lambe arse ke baad aaj hum log usi tarah mile jis tarah main milna chahta tha. Apne is pyar ko ek poora roop dene ke liye woh mujhe mere kamre tak le gaya. Ek baar phir hum ek hi bistar par the par is baar ek alag hi khushi thi . Ek alg hi ehsaas tha. Ab ki baar raat nahin hamara jism din ke ujale mein mile. Uske jism ke har ang ki khushboo ko maine apni saanson mein basa liya.
Kareeb teen ghante baad jab hum bistar mein ek doosre se lipte hue the ki phone baja. Phone par roshni thi. Pehle to mujhe hairani hui ki use mera number kahan se mila par is se pehle ki main kuch poochhta usne akash ko phone dene ko kaha. Mera dil ghabrane laga. Aksh ne baat nahin ki sirf roshni ki baat suni aur bheegi hui ankhon se merei taraf dekha. Main poochhta raha aur woh khamoshi se apne kapde pehen kar whan se chal gaya. Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha tha ki aakhir aisa kya ho gaya ki akash ki palkein bheeg gayeen. Kareeb ek hafte tak hum mein koi baat nahin hui aur phir ek din akash mere darwaze par khada hua tha apne papa aur ma ke saath. Woh mere ma papa se milna chahte the.
Akash ne meri taraf dekha bhi nahin. Sab log hall mein baithe hue the. Akash ke papa ne mere papa ke haathon mein ek envelope diya aur papa ne woh mujhe thama diya. Jab maine use khol kar dekha to ek damini si giri mujhpar. Woh akash aur roshni ki shaadi ka card tha.mera dil toot gaya. Aksh ke pyar ke izhaar se jitne armman jage the sabhi choor choor ho gaye. Mujhe pata tha humara milan nahin ho sakta tha bas is baat ka ehsaas nahin tha ki meri mohabbat is tarah gumnaami se mita dega akash. Sab ke saamne mujhe khushi ka naatak karna pada .jab woh log jaane lage to akash mujhse milne mere kamre mein aaya. Usne mujhe bataya ki roshni pregnant thi . Us din phone par roshni ne use yehi bataya tha. Main toot gaya. Bas rota raha. Akash mud kar chala gaya.
College to khatam ho hi chuka tha. Maine bahut koshish kar ke america mein ek naukri dhoond li aur akash ko bina bataye uski shaadi se pehle hi wahan se chala gaya. Kuch dinon baad ek car accident mein mera saara parivaar mujhe chhod kar chala gaya. Main bilkul akela reh gaya akash ki yaadon ke saath. Maine mumbai ke saath saare rishtey khatam kar diye aur hamesha ke liye new york mein bas gaya. Shaadi ka to sawaal hi nahin tha. Par akash ki jagah bhi main kisi ko nahin de paaya.
18 saal baad ek din maine akash ko roshni aur uske bete ke saath new york mein dekha. Teenon bahut khush lag rahe the . Shaayad chhutiyan anane aaye the. Unhe dekhkar lag raha tha ki unki ek alag hi duniya hai.aur sach unki ek alag hi duniya hai . Ek parivaar hai unki duniya mein har khushi. Main akash ke chehre ko padh sakta hoon. Jaanta hoon woh bahut khush hai apni duniya mein jahan sirf roshni hai tamas nahin. Uski khushiyon mein deep ki koi jagah nahin hai.
Aur us ke gham ka hissa main nahin ban na chahta. Manta hoon aaj bhi akash ko chahta hoon main par akash ki duniya mein roshni bharne ke liye deep ko to jalna hi padhta hai na. Aaj akash nahin to kya hua. Uski yaadon ko mujhse koi alag nahin kar sakta. Main khush hoon is ehsaas ke saath ki akash khush hai. Woh mujhe bhula chuka hai. Agar main uski khushiyon mein shamil nahinn to kam se kam woh mujhe yaad kar ke rota bhi nahin. Aakhir kaun kehta hai ki saath rehne se hi mohabbat kaamyaab hoti hai. Main kehta hoon meri judaai ne jo kaamyaabi paayee woh aaj tak kisi ke milan ne bhi nahin payee.