Story By: Salman
Sajjad nay Mobile pay Number dekhtay hoay khushi say kaha....
Sajjad : Yes.........Falak ! Maham ka Phone hai.....Tum yahein mara Wait kro main abhi aata hoon.....
Aur yeh Keh kr Sajjad Bahir Nikal gaya......
"Kya Maham haan keh day gee......Ya Phir......Nhi Nhi , Agar ussay Haan Hi kehna Hota toh woh Pehlay hi keh dati , Itnay Din Intezar ki kya Zaroorat thi.... Maray khyal say Aaj Uss nay Sajjad ka Yeh Bharm Tornay k liye hi Phone kiya hai......Haan Yehi Baat ho gee..."
Sajjad Taqreeban Half an hour k baad Room main Wapis aaya , Uss ka Chehra Udaas Lag rha tha......Main Dekhtay hi Smjh gaya k Maham nay Inkaar kr diya hai.....
"Yehi Munasib Waqat hai , Yeh Jatany ka K Main Sajjad ki kitni care krta hoon , Bas Tasali k Do Lafz aur Sajjad Mara......" Yeh Sochtay hi main nay Foran kaha
Me(Falak) : Kya Hoa Sajjad............Kya Maham nay Inkar kr diya..........Koi Baat nhi Yaar, Dil Chota toh na Karo......Aur Waisay bhi Woh Tumharay Kabil nhi thi......
Aik Dam Khushi say Chilatay hoay......
Sajjad : Maham Maan gaye.......yes , ........Mujhe Yaqeen nhi aa rha Falak , Main Maham k Sath Date pay Jaon ga......
Yeh baat aik Dam mujhe Hairat main Dal gaye...Damagh pay Jaisay Bijli si Girri ho aur Kanoo main Ghantiyan Bajny lagi.......Mujhe Kuch Smjh nhi aaya k kya kahoon.....
Me : Lakin tumhara Chehra toh......
Sajjad : Arre Woh toh Main Mazaq Kr rha tha ......Kafi Dino say tumhain Tang jo nhi kiya tha........ Yaar Bohat Tyariyan krni hain , Naye Shoes , naya Dress......Chalo Chalo , maray Sath tumhain Chalna hai Shopping k liye......
Sajjad ki Khushi k liye mujhe yeh sab krna tha....Lakin Sajjad ki Khushi k liye Main Ussay Maham k kareeb nhi aanay day skta tha..........
Jab Main Yeh bardasht nhi kr skta tha k Maham aur Sajjad ka Naam bhi Apas main Juday toh Yeh kaisay Bardasht krta k Woh Dono Aik Ho Jaein.....Uss k baad main nay Har mumkin koshish ki k Kissi trha main Maham ko Sajjad ki Nazar main bora Sabat kr doon Lakin main Jitna Yeh Krnay ki koshish krta Woh Sajjad k Utna hi Kareeb ho jati....
Hamara BBA Complete ho gaya aur December main Hamara College hatam ho gaya lakin Maham aur Sajjad ka Apsi Pyar Na Hatam hoa , Main nay apni har Mumkin koshish kr Dali unn ko Alehda krny ki....Kitni hi Misunderstandings bhi create kein lakin Sajjad Agar Aik din , Maham Say Naraz hota toh Aglay hi Roz phir uss k sath hota.......
Kuch Arsay baad hamari Job bhi ho gaye...Maham Job nhi kr rhi thi......Hamain Job krtay Kareeb Aik Saal ho chuka tha jab Aik Raat Sajjad maray Ghar , Maray Flat pay aaya....Kuch Formal Baatoon k baad uss nay kaha
Sajjad : Falak ! Teen(3) Din baad MaMa wapis aa rhi hain Pakistan......
Me : Acha....Yeh toh Badi achi Khabar hai.....
Sajjad : Haan Achi toh hai.......LAkin......Tumhain aik kaam krna hai....
Me: Mujhe?.....Kya
Sajjad : (Mskuratay hoay) ....MaMa maray aur Maham k Baray main Sab Janti hain......Lakin Woh Tum say Milna Chahati hain .......
Me : Aunty ko mujh say Kya Baat krni hai?.......
Sajjad : Yeh toh Wohi Janti hain Behtar.....So , Iss Sunday ko Tumhara Dinner hai Hamari Taraf ........
Kuch Idhar Odhar ki Baatoon k Baad woh Wapis Chala gaya...
Aik Dafa Phir say apnay hi Hathon say Aapny aap ko Maarna tha mujhe........Lakin Iss Dafa main nay Sab kuch Soch rkha tha......
Main Decide kiye gaye Din Sajjad k Ghar gaya.....Sajjad ki MaMa mujh say bade Achy Tareeqy say milli....Khany say Farigh hoay toh Sajjad ko IceCream ka Yaad aa gaya aur woh IceCream lanay Chala gaya....IceCream toh Shaid Bahana Tha....Khair Sajjad ki MaMa nay mujh Say Baat krty hoay kaha.....
Sajjad's MaMa : Bata ! .....Jab main Qatar main thi , toh Woh badi Tareef krta tha Tumhari.....Jab bhi mujhe Wahan Phone aata toh Tumhara Zikar Zaroor hota phone main.....Tum toh Sajjad k bohat Achy Dost ho.
Yeh Sunn k maray andar aik ajeeb si khushi uthi......Uss waqat Mujhe Sajjad pay Bohat Pyarr aaya....Main nay Sharmatay hoay kaha.....
Me : Aunty woh khud itna Nice Insaan hai , K Koi kya khy.......Bohat Caring hai.....
Sajjad's MaMa : Haan.........Acha Falak !!! Sajjad nay Mujh say Maham k Baray main baat ki thi......Tum toh Jantay ho na Sab.....?....... Mujhe Ussi Silsilay main tum say Baat krni thi.....Woh Akhir tum logon ki Class Fellow reh chuki hai......Sajjad ko Shaid uss main Sab Achi Baatain hi Nazar aaein.....Lakin Bata ! Tum mujhe Batao....Maham Kaisii hai....Mara Matlab hai k Kya woh Achi ladki hai....?
Main Chahta tha k Main Maham k Baray main Sab Jhot bolon...Lakin pata nhi kyon mara Mann iss baat k liye Tyarr nhi hoa.........Sach toh Yeh Tha k Maham k Baray main kuch aisa Ghalat tha hi nhi Jo main unhain Badha Badha k Batata.......
Main nay Dil pay Pathar Rkhtay hoay Kaha.....
Me : Maham Bohat Achi Ladki hai Aunty.....Boht Serious aur Sensible hai.... Lakin
Sajjad's MaMa : Lakin.......Kya Falak
Me : Lakin aunty uss ki Family walay bohat Rookhy say Insaan hain.......Kuch Thode Bohat Religious hain.....Thoday Pooorany Khyalat k bhi hain.........Unn k Haan Parda Bohat hai....Maham ko Bhi padhnay k Liye College aany ki Ijazat uss k Aik Bhai k Bohat Israr pay Uss k Father nay Di thi..........Aur Sach Bolon toh Kuch Tang Nazar bhi hain.......Lakin Maham Aik Achi Ladki hai .......
Sajjad ki MaMa kuch Soch main Padd gaye....Phir bolein
Sajjad's MaMa : Bata !!! Hamain Unn ki Family say kya lana hai............Musliman hain , Hamary liye Sab say Badi Baat yehi hai......Phir Chahy Zyada Mazhbi hoon ya Kam.....Kya Farq Padta hai.....(Muskuratay hoay) Aur waisay bhi Hamari Family main Aany k Baad Ussay Hamary Rang main Rangna ho ga....Hamary liye toh Sajjad ki Khushi say Badh k Koi Khushi nhi.....Main Iss Friday hi ko Unn ki taraf Rishtay ki Baat Chalati hoon........Din bhi Mubarik hai aur kam bhi.........Kya Khyal hai Tumhara....
Me : Ji Ji Aunty Bilkul......Naik Kam main Dair kyon....
Yeh Baat main nay Dil pay Pathar Rkh k Kahi thi.....Kuch Dair baad Sajjad Aa gaya......Aur Hum Apni IceCream Cups Hathoon main Lay kr Chaat(Upstair) pay Chalay aaye......
Uss raat Aasman Pay Chand nhi Nikla tha...Shaid Nikal k Gharoob ho Chuka tha.........Dorr Tak Ufaq pay Sirf Sitaray hi Sitary Nazar Aarhy thay.....Kissi Timtamaty Diye ki Trha Jag mag krty Sitaray...Kaisay Bhara Hoa tha Aasman Uss Raat.....Lakin Maray Andar Bhari Udasi , Uss Aasman k Sitaroon say kahi Zyada Lag rhi thi Mujhe........Kareeb hi k Kissi Ghar say Musiq ki Halki Awaz Yahan Tak aa rhi thi.......Hum Chalte Chalte Samny Deewar k pass aaye , Sajjad Deewar pay Beth gaya , Main Uss k pass hi Deewar k sath Taik Laga k Khara Ho Gaya......
IceCream ko Spoon main Bhartay hoay Sajjad nay pocha........
Sajjad : Toh.....Kya Kaha MaMa Nay......
Uss waqat kahi Dil main Aaya , K main bhi Aasman ki Iss Syahi main Kahi Ghayab ho jaon aur Sajjad mujh say Kuch na Poch Sky , Na Main ussay Kuch Bataonn.......
Uss waqat Janay Kyon Kahi Dil say Aik Dua nikli "Ya Allah Kash k Sajjad Sab bhool jaye , Aur main Uss say Khul k Apni Saari baatain kr skoon......Ussay Woh Bata Skoon Jo Main Ussay Batana Chahta hoon...Ussay Apni Mohabbat ka Izhar Kr Skoon......Kash k Aisa Ho skta....Kash k ."
Kehtay hain Kabhi kabhi Munh Say Nikli koi Aik Baat Foran poori ho jati hai.....Shaid Woh bhi Kaboliyat ki hi Ghadi thi , Jo.........Khair
Main nay Zabardasti Hontoon pay Muskurahat Laatay hoay kaha....
Me (Falak) : Hoon...Agar na Bataon Toh.....
Sajjad : (Sochtay hoay) Toh......
Me : (Muskuratay hoay)Toh...?
Sajjad : (Hanstay hoay)Toh main Tumharay Paon padd jaon ga.....Aur Tab tak nhi chodoon ga jab tak tum bata nhi do gay....
Me: Acha Acha.....Aisa Krny ki koi Zaroorat nhi.....Aunty Iss Friday ko Jaein gee Maham ki Taraf....
Sajjad Foran Deewar say Utra Aur Mujhe Hug krtay hoay uss nay kaha.....
Sajjad : Thanks Yaar....Thank you So Much.....
Kash k Woh hamesha Mujhe Aisay hi Apni Bahoon main Bhara Rkhta.....
Uss nay Mujh say Alehda Hotay hoay kaha....
Sajjad : Main Abhi Yeh Khabar Maham ko Sunata hoon....Woh Bohat Khush ho jaye Gee.....
Phir khud hi kuch Sochty hoay Uss nay Mujh say Kaha....
Sajjad : Nhi Maray Khyal say Main Khud Uss say Mill kr Ussay Yeh Sab Batata hoon...Woh bohat Khush ho jaye gee.......Kya Khyal hai.....
Me : (Murjhaye Say Lehjay main Kaha) Jaisay Tum Behtar Smjho.....
Aisay hi Uss waqat aik Baat maray Zehan main Aaye.....Aur main nay Pocha
Me : Acha Aik Baat Batao Sajjad !!! Kya Maham k Gharwaloon ko Iss baat ka Pata hai.....Mara Matlab hai k kya woh jantay hain k Tum aur Maham.....aik dosray say ....Pyarr krty ho aur Yon Chup Chup k miltay bhi ho.....
Sajjad : Nhi nhi....Unhain iss baat ka Bilkul nhi pata.....Aur Pata Chalna bhi nhi chahaiye yaar.....Uss k Father ka toh tumhain pata hai na Kitnay Religious hain.........GetTogether pay Kaisa Toffan Macha Diya tha..........Agar Unhain Iss baat ki Hawa bhi laag gaye k Mara Aur Maham ka Sath reh chuka hai Ya Hum College k Alwa bhi Aik dosray Say Miltay thay toh........Toh Bohat GadBad ho jaye gee.....Main nay MaMa ko bhi Sab Smjha diya tha.....Acha Tum Wait kro main Maham Say Abhi baat kr k Aata hoon.....
Me : Main bhi bas Chalta hoon......Acha Allah Hafiz.....
Yeh Keh kr main Wapis Janay k Liye Neechy Janay laga.....Abhi Adhi Stairs pay hi tha k Mujhe Yaad aaya K Bike ki Keys toh Uppar hi Reh gayein.......Main Dobara Uppar Gaya toh Sajjad Maham Say Phone Pay baat kr rha tha......Uss ki Back mary Taraf Thi , Aur waisay bhi Woh Phone Pay Aisa Magan tha k Ussay Andaza hi na Hoa k main Aaya Hoon.......Keys Table pay Padi thein , jab main Keys Utha k Janay laga Toh Sajjad k Kuch Ilfaz Maray kanoo main Paday,
Woh Maham Say Keh rha tha "Toh Ok Phir....Kal Ka Pgm Done rha.....Kal Sareena Garden , 5 bajay....Theek hai?....Main Wait kroon ga Maham Tumhara...Time Pay Pohanch jana"
Iss Baat pay Uss waqat toh main Nay Zyada Ghoor nhi kiya ......Bas Sunn li......Aur Ghar Ko Wapis Chala Aaya......
Uss Raat main Wapis Aa kr Bohat Roya.........Kissi ko Apnay samny , Apnay Hathoon khonay ka Ehsaas kya hota hai , Yeh wohi janta hai Jiss nay kabhi aisa kiya ho.....Lakin main Itna Mahaan , Itna Azeem nhi tha Jo Khud Apnay Hathoon , Apnay hi Pyarr ko Kissi Aur ki Jholi main Dal data aur Khud Saari Umar Uss ki Yaad main Guzar data.....
"Akhir Main nay kyon na Jhot bola....Jhot Kehnay say Agar Sajjad Aur Maham ka Rishta Hatam ho skta tha toh , Main Bool hi Data......Lakin kyon main Bay-Bass ho gaya....Shaid Yeh hi Pyarr hai.....Mara Sajjad k Liye k Main uss k Pyarr main Sab kuch Kr Skta hoon Lakin.........." Main nay Dil main Socha..........
Main bohat Matlabi ho gaya tha , Ussi Waqat kahi maray Dil say Awaz aaye....."Jab Aik Sach hi Zahar ka Kam kry ga toh Jhot ki kya Zaroorat......."
Mujhe Kuch Smjh nhi aarha tha...Har Trha say Yehi Baat Mujhe Sahi Lagi.....Ishq main toh Insaan Dosroon ki khushiyan Dekhta hai , Lakin Yeh Ishq Thodi tha , Yeh toh Junoon tha Junoon......Jo Maray Sir Pay Kissi Bhoot ki Trha Sawar tha.........Main Itna Khud-Gharaz ho gaya k main nay yeh bhi na Socha , MAray Aisa Krnay say Sajjad k Dil pay kya Beetay gee....
Main Pyaar main Andha ho Chuka tha , Jo Socha ussay Pora krny k liye Main PCO pay gaya.......Uss waqat maray Zehn main Sirf Aik Hi baat thi k Kissi Bhi Trha main Maham ko Sajjad say Alehda kr doon.......Iss say kya ho ga , Kya nhi--- Mujhe Bilkul Koi ANdaza nhi tha. Agar Hota toh Yaqeenan Main aisa na krta.............
Main nay Maham k Ghar Phone kiya.....
Phone Dosri Taraf Say kissi Lady nay Uthaya.....
Lady : Hello.....Salama-Aalikum
Me : Wa-alikum-Ussalam......Ji Jamshed Sahib Ghar hain?......Kya Main Unn say baat Kr Skta hoon.....
Lady : Aap ka Naam........
Main Soch main pad gaya , Iss baray main toh main nay Socha hi nhi tha.....Khair Jhot Bolna hi Pada ........
Me: Ji....woh Main.....Main Zaheer Jilani baat kr rha hoon......
Lady : Hold Kijiye.....Main Khabar Kiye Dati hoon.
Kuch dair baad Jamshed Sahib phone pay aaye....
Maham's Father : Hello.....Ji.....
Me : SalvaAlikum.....Jamshed Sahib.....Mujhe aap say Aik Zaroori Baat krni hai.......
Maham's Father : Ji Farmaiye.....Lakin Sahib Pehlay yeh toh batain....Aap hain Kon......Kahan Say Bol Rhy hain....
Me: Uss Sab ki Fikar krny ki Tumhain Zaroorat nhi....Fikar Krni hai toh Apni Baiti , Maham ki Krain Jiss nay Bahir Ghair Mardoon say Na-jaiz Relations Bana Rkhy hain.....Tum Uss K Baap ho Aur Tum Hi ko Maloom nhi K Baiti Tumharay hi Naak Neechy kya Kya Wahiyat Kam Krti Phir rhi hai.....
Maham's Father : (Gussay say Pagal hotay hoay) Oh Bakwas Band kro.....Tum ho kon Yeh Sab kehnay Walay....Main Abhi
Me :(Bat kat-tay hoay) Yaqeen nhi hai , Toh Kal Sareena Garden Sham 5 say 6 Khud Ja k Dekh Lo.....Maloom Chal jaye ga K Kaisii Parwarish Di hai tum nay Ussay...
Yeh Keh kr main nay Foran Phone Band kr Diya.....Main bohat Dara hoa tha ....Tez Tez Kadmoo say Apnay Flat main Aaya aur Apnay Room ko Lock kr k Beth gaya.....Dil main Kahi Aik Itmaniyan Tha , Khushi thi.....
"Jo Aaj kiya , Bohat Pehlay kr data toh Baat Yahan Tak na Pohanchti.....Lakin Ab bhi kuch nhi Bikrra.....Sorry Sajjad....Sab Kuch Hatam ho gaya.....Main nay Sab Kuch Hatam Kr Diya.....Tumhari Mohabbat ko Koi Naam milnay say Pehlay hi main nay Ussay GumNaam Bana Diya" Apnay Aap main Muskuratay hoay Main nay Socha.....
Uss Raat Mujhe Chain ki Neend Aaye.....Aisa Skoon say Soya k Subh Dair tak Sota Rha.........Mara Office Janay Ko Bhi Ji Nhi Chah rha tha....Iss liye Wahan say bhi Chuti mari....Bas Intezar tha k Sajjad ka Phone Aaye aur Woh Mujhe Khush-Khabri Sunaye k Uss ka Aur Maham ka Relation Hatam...... Break Up....Hamesha Hamesha K Liye....
Mujhe Achi trha Pata tha k Yeh Sab honay k baad Woh mujhe hi Phone kry ga , Akhir main hi Toh Uss ka Aik Wahid Best Friend tha.....
Raat 7 Bajay Sajjad ka Phone aaya Aur Mujhe Jaisay aik Jhatka Sa Lag gaya......
Main Apnay Room main Khidki(Window) k kareeb Table pay , Notes bana rha tha , Jab Achanak Maray Pen main say Ink hatam ho gayee.
Main Pen Fill krny hi laga k Sajjad maray Room main aaya.... aur maray Sath wali chair pay beth gaya....Woh kuch Pareshan lag rha tha....Mujh say rha nhi gaya aur main nay Pen ko Papers pay Rkhty hoay Poch hi liya....
Me : Kya Baat hai Sajjad.....Aaj Tum Apnay Room Main nhi thay.......
Kuch Upset bhi lag rhy ho....
Sajjad : hmmm .... Haan yaar .....Aik Baat Krni thi tum say.......
Me : Baat......Konsi baat , Saaf Saaf Kaho ,Ghar Sab theek toh hai
na?
Sajjad : (Sharmatay hoay) Woh main nay bohat Pehlay yeh batana tha
Tumhain , lakin..... Kuch Smjh nhi aati thi k kaisay bataoon.......
Mujhe aisay Laga Jaisay Woh abhi maray Samny Mujh Say apnay pyarr ka Iqraar kr day ga.... mary Dil ki Dhadkan Tez ho gaye aur Mathy Pay paseena Aany Laga...... main nay Pen Ink say Fill krny k liye Dobara Uthaya aur Ussay Fill krtay hoay Kaha....
Me : (Muskuratay hoay)Toh Theek hai...... Pehlay Tum Achi trha
Sharma Lo....Phir Batana.....
Sajjad : Nhi Yaar....Woh.....Main Nay Aaj.....Mara Matlab hai.....
Me: (Hantay hoay) Kya Hoa Aaj.....Jo Itna Ghabra rhy ho.....
Sajjad : Yaar...... I.......I.........Lo....I Love Maham......
Me : Kya........
Maham Hamari Class Fellow thi , Hum Ussay kareeb Do Saloon say Jantay thay....Woh Nihayat Shareef aur Sanjeeda si Ladki thi , Class main bhi bohat Sanjeedgi say rehti thi.....Shakal aur Soorat ki bhi koi Khas toh nhi thi phir Pata nhi kyon Sajjad nay Uss k liye aisa Socha..........Maray Mutabiq toh Uss main Aisii koi Baat nhi thi k Jiss ko Lay Kar Sajjad jaisa Modern , Descent aur achi Family say Belong krny wala Ladka uss Ka Aashiq ho jaye.....Lakin kehtay hain
na K Pyarr toh Andha hota hai....
Uss ka Last Word Maray Dil main Kissi Hanjar ki trha Jubh gaya....Aisay Jaisay Kanoo main Kuch aur Sunnany ki Taqat hi kuch dair k liye Hatam ho gaya ho....Jaisay Dil k sab Arman kissi Sheeshy ki trha Toot k bikhar gay hoon.....
Tabhi Bahir Zoroon ka Tofan Utha , Badal Zor say Garja....Jaisay Marie Bay-Basi pay Matam Mana Rha ho.....Aur Hawa k Aik Zorr k Jhonky Nay Khidki(Window) ko Aik Awaz k sath khool Diya.....Bahir ka Tofan Maray Room main Aa Gaya......aur Table pay Padi Ink ki Khuli hoi Bottle , Table pay Pade Adh likhy Papers pay apnay Nishan Chorti hoie Zameen pay Ja girii.....Aur Toot gayee.....
Uss k Totnay ki awaz say main aik Dam Apni Duniya main Wapis aaya......Sajjad Janay kya kya Bol rha tha....Lakin Uss waqat marie Smjh main kuch nhi aa rha tha.....Sir Pay Aisay Jaisay kissi nay Aik Bada sa Pathar day mara ho....
Main nay Bina kuch Sochy , Apnay Chehray ki Kafiat(Condition) Chupanay k liye , Foran Zameen pay Tooti Bottle k Tukray Uthana Shrooh kr diye.....
Sajjad nay Foran Khidki Band krtay hoay kaha.....
Sajjad : Falak !! Kin Khyaloon main kho gay.....Yaar Khidki toh Theek say Band kr latay....Kitna Nuksan ho gaya hai Tumhara.....See !!! Saray Notes bhi harab ho gay.....
Uss nay Notes ki taraf Ishara krtay hoay kaha.... Main ab bhi Aik Aik kr k Unn Sheshoon (Glass) k Pieces ko Utha rha tha , Jab uss nay Dobara kaha.....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Pata hai Falak! Aaj marie Zindagi ka Sab say Haseen din hai.... Yaar main nay Kabhi nhi Socha tha k Main Maham say........Yaar Main nay Ussay Dinner pay Chalny k liye kaha hai....Uss nay Abhi tak koi Jawab nhi diya Lakin mujhe Yaqeen hai k Woh Mann Jaye gee.........Woh Chaly gee na Maray Sath ?
Uss ki Yeh Baat Mujhe Andar Say Aur Torr gaye..... Aur Jo Thodi Bohat Himat Bach gaye thi Woh bhi Hatam honay lagi....Mujh say Apna Aap Smbhalna Mushkil ho rha tha.....
"Yeh Sab kab hoa....Kaisay hoa.....Tum toh maray thay Sajjad , Phir Yeh Aaj.......Aaj Aisa Kya hoa k.......k tum Aisii baatain kr rhy ho.....Maham..... Tumharay Sath.....Pyarr.....Maham......
kaisay.......? Main Kahan hoon Inn sab main ?"
Maray Zehan main aisay Janay kitnay aur sawal Uth rhy thay , Main Chahta tha k Sajjad ko Apni Bahoon main Lay kr Pochoon K Batao Sajjad !! Maray Sawaloon ka Jawab Do......
Innhi Khyaloon main Achanak maray Hath main Kanch Chubh gaya...... Lakin Iss Dard ka Ehsaas , Mujhe Kuch Dair Pehlay Milnay Walay Dard k Aagay Kuch nhi tha.... Mari Hath say Behtay Khoon ko Dekh kr Sajjad nay Gussay say kaha....
Sajjad : Kya Kr Rhy ho.....(Mara Hath Pakadtay hoay)Chodo yeh Sab.....Aur Yeh Kya hai.....Main nay toh Socha tha k Tum maray Sath Ched Charr kro gay.....Pocho gay k Main nay Abhi tak tumhain yeh Sab kyon nhi bataya.....Lakin Tum toh AIsay Behave kr rhy ho jaisay main
nay Kissi k Marnay ki Habar Suna di ho tumhain.....(Muskuratay hoay) Cheers Up Buddy......Kya hoa.....
"Mout toh hoie hai Sajjad....Mari Mout , Aur Maray Sath Sath Maray Pyarr ki Mout.....Jissay Kitnay Armaano Say main nay Iss Dil main Paida kiya tha....Kya Kya Nhi Socha tha Main nay......Bahir k Toffan ko Toh Tum Nay Khidkiyan Darwazay Band kr k Andar Aany Say Rok Diya lakin.....Tumhari Iss Baat Say Jo Tofan Maray Andar Utha Hai , Ussay Kaisay Hatam kro gay Sajjad , Kaisay Roko Gay Ussay" Main nay Sajjad ki Taraf Dekhtay hoay La-Chari K Sath Dil main Kaha.....
Phir Kuch Dair k baad Main nay kaha....
Me : Aisii koi Baat nhi hai....Bas Zara Maray Sir Main Dard Ho rha
hai.....
Sajjad : (Sharmatay hoay) ....Tumhain Lagta hai na K Woh Mara Sath Chaly gee......(Khushi say Aik taraf Dekhtay hoay)Mujhe Ab Bas Uss k Phone ka Intizar hai.......Acha Tum Rest kro ..... Maray Khyal Say Tum Pain Killer Lay kr Kuch Dair k Liye Soo Jao.....Iss Say Tumhain
Acha Feel ho ga..... Aur Ab Inn Kanch k Tookroon(Pieces) ko Hath mat lagana..... Main Servant ko Room main Bhej data hoon.....
Is k Baad Sajjad room say Nikal gaya , Aur main Wahi Zameen pay Beth gaya.....Kuch Dair baad Servant aaya aur Safai kr k Wapis Chala gaya....Uss k Janay k baad main nay Room ko Lock Kiya aur Khidki Khol , Bahir Tofan k Samnay Khada ho gaya...... Socha Shaid Bahir ka Yeh Tofan,Maray Andar k Uss Tofan ko Kuch Kam kr Day...... Sajjad k Sath Maazi Main Guzra Aik Aik Pal Ankhoon k Samny Aany laga.....
"Mari Ghalti hai , Sab Mari Ghalti hai.....Akhir Main nay Kyon Ussay Pehlay Apnay Jazbatoon Say Aashna Na Kraya , Kyon Na Ussay Bataya..... K Woh Mari Zindagi main "Khuda" ka Darja Lay Chuka hai.....Aur Maham.....Woh Toh Ordinary si Ladki hai , Class main Kaisii Shareef si bani rehti thi.....Kabhi Kissi Ladky say Baat Tak nhi krti thi , Phir Akhir Sajjad ka Dhyaan Uss ki Taraf Kaisay Chala gaya......Ya Allah ! Yeh Kya Ho Gaya Achanak......" Main nay Sajjad
k Iss Faisly pay Apnay hi Taraf Say Socha.....
Aur Phir Jab Bahir Dekhtay Dekhtay Thak gaya toh Ankhoon main Bay-Basi Liye, Khidki Band kr k Bistar pay Lait gaya.....
Sajjad Ka Chehra Aik Pal k Liye bhi mari Ankhoon Say Juda nhi ho rha tha....Woh Sab Sawal maray Zehan main aik Tofan Macha rhy thay......
"Nhi Sajjad.....Chahy Ghalti mari ho Ya Kissi Aur ki.....Main Kissi bhi Keemat pay Tumhain Maham Ka Nhi Honay Doon ga.....Maham ki Kya Aukat hai......Woh Tumharay Kabil nhi..... Pyarr toh main Nay Tum say Kiya hai....Sacha Pyarr....Anmool Pyarr....Jiss Main koi Khot nhi.....Agar Waqat nay Mujh say Yeh Moqa Cheen liya hai toh main , Waqat ko Wapis Morron ga , Inn Hathoon ki Lakeeron main Agar Tumhara Sath nhi Likha toh , Main Yeh Lakeerain hi Hathoon say Mitta Doon ga.....Lakin tumhain Har Haal Main Apni Zindagi main La kr Rhoon
ga.....Tumhain Aana hO Ga.....Mujh Say Pyarr ho ga Tum Ko....Zaroor Ho Ga.....Main Tumhain Bataon ga k Pyarr kya hota hai.... Iss Baat ka Ehsaas Dilaon ga K Main Tumhain Kitna Chahta hoon ......Tum Maray liya Kya ho Aur Main Tumharay Liye Kya hoon , Iss Baat ka Ehsaas
Dilana Aab Bohat Zaroori ho gaya Hai Sajjad.........Bohat Hi Zaroori......" Main Janay Kab Tak Yeh Sochta Rha.....Aur Sochtay Sochtay Neend Ki Aghosh main Chala Gaya.....
Uss DIn Main Sir Say Paon Tak Khud aik Tofan Ban Chuka tha....Aik Aisa Tofan Jo Kuch bhi krny k liye Tayar ho , Jo Apni Rah Main aany wali har Cheez ko Jadd Say Ukhadd day......
Agli Subh Main 6 Bajay Utha.....Mujhe Aik Pal k Liye bhi Kuch nhi Bhola tha , Sab kuch Aik Aik Harf k Sath mujhe Yaad tha......Shooroat toh krni thi , Kahi na Kahi say... So Sab Say Pehlay Main Gym gaya.....Uss Din First time main nay Khud k Liye Aisa kuch Socha....Pyarr kya Kya Krwata hai Insaan say.....
Uss Waqat main nay Aik Faisla Lay Liya tha k Main Khud ko aisa bana loon ga K Sajjad ko Maray baray main Sochna hi paday ga....................
Mari Yehi Koshish thi k Kissi Trha Sajjad k Dil main Apnay Liye Pyarr Jaga Doon............Padhai main toh main Pehlay hi Theek thak tha , Aur Phir Gym Janay ki Wajah say Mari Physique main bhi Kuch hi Din Main Change nazar aany laga.....Iss k Sath hi Ahista Ahista Main
nay Apna Hair Style , Dressing Style Sab Change kr liya...... Poori Class ko Hairat toh hoie k Yeh Achanak Mujhe Kya ho gaya hai , Jo main aisay Aik Dam Khud ko Change krny laga hoon.....Lakin main nay Kissi ko Iss ki Wajah Pata na Chalnay di.....
Sajjad ko Impress krtay krtay Class ki Ladkiyan mujh say Impress honay lagi......Lakin mari Soch Ka Markaz toh Sirf Sajjad hi tha........
Sajjad Mujhe Dekhta toh tha aur maray Iss Trha Say Life Main Change Aanay Pay Uss nay Mari Tareef bhi ki , Lakin Janay Kyon Mujhe Woh Satisfaction nhi mill rhi thi Jo main Talash kr rha tha.....Main Sajjad k Munh say Apnay liye Pyarr k woh Ilfaz SunnaNa Chahta tha , Jiss k Liye main nay Khud ko Aisay Change kr liya...........
Sajjad mujh say Apni Har baat krta tha Iss liye mujhe Yeh pata tha k Maham nay Abhi tak, Uss ki Baat ka koi Jawab nhi diya hai....Sajjad nay Class main bhi Maham Say Baat krny ki Koshish ki Lakin Situation aisii Ban hi na Ski.....
Mujhe kahi na Kahi ab yeh Lagna Shrooh ho gaya tha K Maham ka Jawab "Na" main hi ho ga....Lakin Phir bhi aik din Sajjad k pass Gaya aur uss say kaha.....
Me : Kya Baat hai Sajjad...... Kafi Dino say Dekh rha hoon , Tum Bohat Udaas Rehtay ho..... Kal Khelnay k liye bhi nhi aaye....
Sajjad : Tum Jantay toh ho......Yaar....Why? Why ? Maham is Behaving like this........Us nay Abhi tak mujhe Uss baat ka Jawab nhi diya.....Akhir woh Batati kyon nhi.......
Yeh Baat Sunn kr Maray Dil ko Bohat Acha laga , Lakin main nay Aisa Apnay Chehray pay Zahir nhi honay diya....aur kaha
Me : Aisa kYon Kehtay ho.....Woh Bolay gee......Zaroor Bolay
Gee....Agar Ussay tum say Pyarr hai toh woh Zarror Tumhain Jawab Day
Gee.....Lakin Sajjad.......Agar....
Main yeh kehtay hoay rok gaya...
Sajjad : Kya ......Kya Falak?.....
Me : Mujhe Ghalat mat Smjhna Sajjad....... Agar Woh Tum Say .......
(Jhijhktay hoay)Mara Matlab Hai k Kya Pata Woh Tumharay Liye Apnay
Dil Main Aisa koi Khyal hi na Rkhti ho....... Akhir Tum Ussay Jantay
hi kitna ho.....
Sajjad : Nhi Nhi.... Plz Yaar Aisa Mat Kaho.....
Main nay Bat ko Change krtay hoay kaha.....
Me : Acha Chodo Yeh Sab..... Tum nay Pehlay kabhi mujhe nhi bataya
tha k Tum.....Mara matlab hai.....Maham aur Tum ......
Sajjad : Yaar Iss baat ka toh mujhe Khud ko bhi Andaza nhi
tha............Pyarr Aisay hi hota hai....Kab koi Dil Say Acha Lagna
Shrooh ho jata hai , Hamain Pata hi nhi Chalta......Yeh Kuch 15 Din
Pehlay Ki Baat hai......Tum Unn Dino Apnay Grand-Father ki Death pay
Ghar gay hoay thay....Tumhain Toh Yaad ho ga Sir Faisal ki FareWell
Party bhi Ussi Raat ko thi.......Hum Sab Wahi thay.....Uss Din Hum
nay Khub Enjoy kiya.....Aur Ussi din Mujhe Maham ko janany ka Mouqa
milla.....Woh bohat Polite hai , Itni Ahista aur Meethy tareeqy say
Baat krti k Kanoo main Rass Ghul jata hai....Yaar Falak ! Main Khud
ko Uss k Kareeb aany say Rok Nhi Saka......Woh apni har aik baat k
sath Mari Rooh main Utarti Chali gayee........(Muskuratay hoay)Phir
Hamari Mulaqaton ka Silsila Chal Nikla , Hum Bohat Achy Dost Ban
Gay....Aur Yeh Dosti Mari Taraf Say Pyarr main Badal gayee....
"Oh !!! Toh Yeh Tab ki baat hai....Tabhi main Sochoon k Mujh say
kahan Ghalti hoie.....Kab Maham Iss k Itnay Kareeb aa gaye , k Iss
nay Ussay Apnay Sath Dinner pay Lay Chalny ka Keh Diya...." Main
nay Dil main Socha.....
Me : Acha......... toh tum Fikar kyon krtay ho......Bas Allah Par
Bharoosa Rkho.....InshaAllah Wohi Ho ga Jo Tumharay Haq main Behtar
hai....Bas Thoda Intezar kro.....
Sajjad : Main toh Umar Bhar Uss ka Intezar Kr Skta
hoon.....Lakin......Woh bas Aik Dafa Keh day k Woh bhi mujh Say
pyarr krti hai.....Kasam Say Falak ! Dil ko Sakoon mill Jaye Ga....
"Intezar.......hunh.......Jitna Chahy Intezar kro Sajjad......Main
bhi Tumhara Intezar kroon ga.....Lakin Iss Intezar ka Antt Mujh pay
hi Ho ga....Tumhain Mari taraf hi Lout kr aana ho ga...... Mujhe
Yaqeen ho gaya hai K Yeh Tumhara Bharm hi hai k Maham k Dil Main
Tumharay liye Koi pyarr ki Feelings hain , Warna woh tumhain Uss
Baat ka Reply kr dati.....Ab Bas Mujhe Munasib Waqat pay Tumharay
Dil Say Maham ko Nikal kar Khud ki Jagah Banani hai....Aur Apnay
Pyaar ka Izhar krna hai......" Main nay Dil hi Dil main Socha aur
Kaha
Me : Sure.......
Tabhi Sajjad k Mobile ki Bell Baji......Aur Uss k Chehray Pay Khushi
Jabk maray Chehray pay Hairat Dorr gayee....
(To Be Continued)
Kabhi Kabhi pyarr ko Smjhna hi Bohat Mushkil hota hai.....Aur Aisay main Dosray ko apnay Pyarr ka Ehsaas Dilana Aur bhi Mushkil...........Yeh Aik Aisay hi Shaks ki Kahani hai Jiss nay kissi Say Itna Pyarr Kiya , k Woh Iss Pyarr main Sahi aur Ghalat Ka Farq Bhool gaya aur Phir Ussay Uss Ghalti ki woh Saza Milli Jiss ki Keemat Woh aaj tak Chuka Rha hai.....
Sajjad say mari pehli mulaqat , BBA ki Pehli class main hoie........Sab say alag , Poori class main dominant , Har baat main Aagay.........Uss main aik achi baat yeh thi k woh bohat jald kissi ko bhi Apna bana lata tha , Uss ki Batoon main aisa Jadoo tha k Na-Chah k bhi Dil uss ki taraf khencha chala jata tha...Kissi k Mood ko Theek krna uss k Liye Jaisay Left Hand ki baat ho.....Aur Personality aisii k koi bhi Aashiq ho jaye........
Waisay toh main uss ka Class fellow tha Lakin Hamari Dua Salam hi thi Kabhi Koi Ba-Qaida Baat na hoie thi ....... Mari Uss Say Dosti ka Aghaz aik Test say hoa.
Mujhe Abhi Bhi Yaad hai , Hamara 1st Semester chal rha tha , Bohat Din pehlay Hamary Stats1 k Teacher nay Surprise Class Test ka Kha tha...Yeh Test Bohat Important tha , kyonk Iss k Marks Finals main count hona thay....
Main nay apnii Prepration ussi k Hisab say Kr rkhi thi ... Aik din Achanak Sir nay Test ka Keh diya.... Uss din Sajjad maray Sath walay Desk pay tha.............Pata nhi Sajjad ki prepration nhi thi ya woh Bhool gaya tha , Uss nay aur Kuch aur Class k Students nay Insist toh Bohat kiya Lakin Sir Kaha Man-Nanay walay thay.... Test Start ho gaya.... Sajjad aur Maray Darmyan Sirf aik Chair ka Fasla tha.....Main apna Test kr rha tha , K Achanak Sajjad nay Mujhe Left Side say Hilaya , Main nay dartay hoay dekha toh woh Apnay Pen say Desk pay kuch Bana rha tha.... Jab Kuch Ghoor say Deekha toh Mujhe Realize hoa k woh Bar Bar "2" Likh rha hai....
Pata nhi kaisay Maray Mind main Achanak yeh Baat Aayee k Woh mujh say 2nd Question ka Answer Poch rha hai , Main nay Woh Question Solve kr liya tha.........Mujhe Cheating say bohat darr lagta hai , Aur Waisay bhi Uss waqat tak shaid hi main nay kabhi koi Serious Cheating ki ho ya Phir Krai ho........... Darrtay Darrtay main nay Apna 2nd Question ka Page Desk ki Side Pay Rkh Diya...Aur Uss aik Question Nay Hamain Dosti k relation main bandh diya....
Test Class k Baad Jab hum Next Class k liye Ja rhy thay toh Achanak Peechy say uss nay Mujhe Awaz di...
Sajjad : Falak ! Falak......Yaar Baat Suno Plz...
Main Ruka aur peechy murr k dekha
Me (Falak) : Ji..... Kya baat hai...
Sajjad : Woh Yaar......Woh..... Thanks
Hum nay Sath hi Ahista Ahista Chalna Shrooh kr diya....
Me (Falak) : Thanks kiss liye....Main nay Kabhi kissi Ko Cheating nhi krwai , Lakin Aaj....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Wohi toh.....Main nay bhi kabhi Kissi say Cheating nhi ki......
Me(Falak) : (Muskuratay hoay) Hoon..... Shaid..... Janta Hoon main....
Sajjad : (Sharminda sa) Pori baat toh Suno Yaar, Main keh rha tha..... K Aaj say Pehlay , Main nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki...Woh Yaar Bas , ... 2nd Question ki Weightage Zyada thi , Issi liye Socha k Passing Marks ka Test toh Ho .....
Me(Falak) : Koi Baat nhi......Hota hai kabhi kabhi.....
Hum ClassRoom main Enter hoay , Woh Phir say Mari Sath ki Seat pay beth gaya , Abhi Teacher Nhi aaye thay....Hum Thodi dair k liye Bahir aa gay.
Class k Sab Ladky , Ladkiyan Bahir hi Khaday hoay apas main Baatain kr rhy thay ,Taqreeban Har Koi Test hi Discuss kr rha tha......Sajjad nay Dobara Baat Shrooh ki....
Sajjad : Yaar Statistics toh Mujhe Zehar Lagti hai......Aur Phir Sir Faroq k Parhany ka Andaz.....Don't you think , His way of teaching is Horrible...
Me : hmmm.....Actually woh Apnay Level pay ja k Parhaty hain , aur Bohat si baatoon ko Assume kr latay hain k Students ko Pata Hai....Shaid issi liye Hamain aisa lagta hai....
Sajjad : Exactly.....Lakin tumhary Concepts kafi strong hain iss main.....
Me : Actually Stats Pehlay bhi mara subject reh chuka hai.........F.Sc Main...
Sajjad : (thoda Ghabratay hoay)Aik Baat Kahoon , Agar tum Thodi favour kr do toh....
Mujhe Laga Shaid woh yeh Khy ga k Next Time Bhi main ussay Iss main Cheating Krwaon....
Me (Falak) : Baat?..... Haan Bolo......(Muskuratay hoay)Lakin Sajjad , Main Har Baar Cheating nhi Krwaoon ga.....Aaj toh pata nhi kyon main nay.....Lakin....
Sajjad : Nhi nhi Falak...... Baat Woh Nhi... By God ! main Main Nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki.....Agar Tum Mujhe Stats ki Tuitions day sktay ho toh?....Yaar Plz......
Me : Main ?....... Lakin main Nay Kabhi....
Sajjad : Yaar Plz.....Man-na Mat krna.... I will pay for it....
Abhi woh yeh Baat kr hi rha tha k Sir Class main Aa gay aur Yeh Baat aisay Hi Adhori reh gaye ......Yeh Last Class thi , Class k Baad main Hostel ko Chal Pada , K Achanak Aik Bike maray Pass Aa kr Ruk gaye.... woh Sajjad Tha....
Sajjad : Hey Falak..... Aao Betho Yaar , Main tumhain Chod data hoon....
Me : Nhi ..... Mara Hostel Kareeb hi hai......
Sajjad : Plz......
Pata nhi aisa kya Tha Uss Plz main K Main Uss say Aagay Kuch nhi keh Paya aur Bike Pay Beth gaya....Main nay Ussay Apna Hostel bataya .... Maray Hostel Pohanch kr , Jab main Thanks keh kr Room main Janay laga , Toh Uss nay Dobara Kaha....
Sajjad : Toh kya Socha Tum nay Falak......
Main uss waqat Uss Baat ko Bilkul Bhool Chuka tha.....Main nay Hairat say Pocha
Me : Sochna...... Kiss baray main....
Sajjad : Woh Tuitions.....
Me : Oh Haan..... Lakin Sajjad Main toh khud Abhi Parh rha hoon , Aur Phir.......Phir Main Room main akela nhi rhta , Hum Do Reh rhy hain , Kya Maloom Maray Roommate ko tumhara Yon Roz Roz maray Room main aana Pasand ho ya Na Ho......
Uss k pass toh aisay Jaisay Har Cheez ka Jawab tha......Uss nay foran kaha......
Sajjad : Toh kya hoa , Hum Libraray main Parh lain gay.....Tum bas mujhe Time Bata Do , Main Ussi Time pay Library pohanch jaon ga....
Me : Lakin....
Sajjad : Plz.....
Me: Acha Kal Say sham 7 Bajay..... Theek hai ?
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Ok ..... And Thanks Alot.....
Bas Wahi say Hamari Dosti ki Shrooat hoie aur yeh Dosti Kab Pyarr main badal gayee Mujhe Bilkul Andaza nhi hoa....
Uss nay bataya tha k Uss k Mummy PaPa Qatar rehtay hain , Aur woh Yahan Apnay kissi relative ki taraf reh rha hai....Next year Uss nay bhi Hostel main Accomadation lay li.....
Uss Ka Single ka Room Tha Jabk Hamary Halat uss waqat itnay Achy nhi thay issi liye mary Accomadation Tri Seater main thi....
Uss ka Hostel main aana tha k Mara Tamam Waqat uss k Sath Guzarnay laga.....Mujhe Uss k sath rehna Acha lagta tha........ Main Apnay Room main Kam Aur Sajjad k Room main Zyada Rehny laga..... Hum nay tamam Exams ki Tyari Sath hi main ki..... Uss k Woh Stupid say Jokes aaj bhi yaad aatay hain
Maray Zehn main Pata nhi kaisay Yeh Baat Beth chuki thi k woh bhi mujhe Utna hi chahta hai , Jitna Main Ussay......Aur phir kuch baatoon nay mujhe Iss baat ka Yaqeen Bhi Dila diya tha , Lakin Hum Dono main say Kissi nay Iss baat ko Zuban say Zahir nhi kiya tha.........Aur Akhir Main Aisa Kyon Na Smjhta , Uss ka Mujhe Say Apni Har Problem ka Share krna , Apni Choti Si Khushi ko bhi maray Sath Celebrate krna , Maray chehray Say Maray Dil k Haal ka Pata Lagana......Yeh Pyaar k Ishary nhi thay toh Kya tha.....Aur Phir Woh Baat Jiss nay Maray Is Khyal ko Aur Taqat Di , Woh Main kaisay Bhool skta hoon.......
Sab kuch Achy say Chal rha tha..... Hamary 5th Samester ka start Ho chuka tha.....Class nay Trip ka Plan banaya , mujhe aisii Cheezon main zyada Interest nhi tha aur main Trips pay Zyada jata bhi nhi tha, Issi liye kissi nay mujhe Zyada Force nhi kiya.....
Trip k Din ki Subh 6 bajay , Sajjad nay maray Room pay Knock kiya...........Main nay Darwaza Khola....
Sajjad : Falak !.......Abhi tak Soo Rhy ho......Tum abhi tak Tyarr nhi hoay ?
Me : (Hairat say)Tyarr?..... Kiss liye...
Sajjad : Yaar 7 Bajay Hum Yahan say Nikal Jaye gay Trip k Liye ..... We have to reach early at Spot.....
Me : Yeh kya keh rhy ho......(Wapis Bistar ki taraf jatay hoay ) Tumhain Toh Maloom hai k Main nhi ja rha Trip pay.....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay)Kiss nay Kaha , K tum nhi ja rhy..... Tum ja rhy ho....Maray Dost
Me : (Main Muskuraya) Nhi Yaar...... Main phir kabhi jaon ga......Yeh Trips Wagaira bore hi hote hain......... aur waisay bhi main nay Iss k liye Pessay Nhi Diye....
Sajjad : Jo Bhi Ho Falak ...... Jana toh Ab Paray ga , Kyon......k Main nay Tumhary Behalf pay Pessay Day Diye thay......Mujhe Pata tha k Tum Seedhy say toh Mano gay nhi....Issi Liye
Me : Kya!!!.... Yaar lakin Main...... Tum mujh say poch toh latay....
Sajjad : Yaar Hamari Dosti ko Aik Arsa Ho Chuka hai , Kya Abhi Bhi Humain Aik Dosray k Liye pochnay ki Zaroorat hai......Kya Mujhe Itna Haq bhi nhi k Main Apnay Dost k Liye.........Pata Hai Tumhari Iss Baat nay Mujhe Bohat Hurt kiya hai.........
Yeh Keh kr woh Wapisii ko Murnay laga......Uss ka Mujh par iss trha say haq Jatana mujhe Acha laga .....Ussay Roktay hoay main nay kaha
Me : Nhi sajjad.....Suno toh........ Mara woh matlab nhi tha.....Acha mood theek kro Apna, Chalo Main ready ho jata hoon............Tum bhi tyarr ho jao.....
Sajjad nay Mujhe Muskura k dekha aur Bahir chala gaya....Aur main uss k Unhii Alfaz ko yaad krny laga jo uss nay kuch hi dair pehlay Mujh Say khy thay....
"Haq.... Koi kissi ko apna Smjhta hai toh Haq Jatata hai , Iss ka Matlab hai k Sajjad Nay mujhe Apna Smjha.......Itna Apna k Uss nay Mujh say Maray Faislay krnay ka Haq Lay Liya........ Yeh Pyarr nhi toh Aur Kya hai......Ya Allah , Mujhe Bata k main kya kroon.....Akhir Kyon nhi woh Bolta K ussay mujh say Pyarr hai....." Main nay Apnay hi Dil main socha aur Muskuranay laga....
"Main nay usay kitni dafa kaha hai , Jo woh mujh say Kuch Khy..... Ghalti mari hi hai....Mujhe Ussay batana chahiye... Akhir kab tak aisay hi main Iss KashMakash main Uljha rhoon ga.....Kab Tak Iss Aag main Jalta rhoon ga..... "
Khud say Banaye Gay Maray Iss Ehsaas nay , Mujhe Saatwain Aasman pay Pohancha diya tha....Mujhe Khud pay AIk Gharoor sa Honay laga tha.....
Yeh Mari Masoomiat thi Ya Phir.....Maray Dil Main Sajjad Ka Pyarr k Main nay Apnay Khyaloon k Iss Rishtay k Dosray Pehloon pay kabhi ghoor hi nhi kiya....Main Nay Apnay Khyaloon main Sajjad k Pyarr ka Woh Qila Bana liya , Jiss main Maray aur Sajjad k siwa kissi k liye Jagah nhi thi.....
Khair Hum Trip pay Gay , Bohat maza aaya.....Khub Enjoy kiya....Sajjad jab bhi maray sath hota mujhe Woh Pal kabhi bore nhi lagtay.....Uss Trip nay Maray Andar ki Aag ko Aur Hawa Day Di thi......
Din Toh Uss k Sath Guzar Jata , Lakin Raat ko Neend nhi aati.....Kitni Mushkil hoti hai yeh Halat ,Issay Wohi Smjh Sktay hain Jiss nay Khud kabhi Pyarr kiya ho........ Kitni baar dil nay.kaha k Ussay Sab kuch Bata Doon Lakin Phir Aik Anjana Sa Darr Maray Paoon main Bairiyan Daal Data........
Phir Aik Din Uss nay Woh Kaha , Jiss ko Sunn kar Mujhe Apnay Kanoo Par Yaqeen nhi hoa....Taqdeer Aisa Kry gee Kabhi , Socha nhi tha.......
(To Be Continued)
Yeh kahani hai mohabbat ki jiska anjaam sirf intezaar ban kar reh gaya kehte hain zindagi mein sabko ek baar pyar zaroor milta hai. Kuch log use zindagi bana lete hain aur kuch is dard ke saath jeete hain ki jise chaha use paane ki kabhi umeed bhi nahin kar sake. Main 'deep' deep khurana. Meri zindagi mein mera pehla pyar adhoora reh gaya. Aaj bhi jab sochta hoon to uska muskurata hua chehra ankhon ke aage aa jaata hai. 25 saal gujar gaye par jo zakhm is dil ne khaya tha use bharne se waqt ne bhi inkaar kar diya. 25 saal pehle ki baat hai mba ke aakhri saal mein padh raha tha main. Aakhri saal ka pehla din tha jab maine use pehli baar dekha. Na jaane kya hua aankhen use dekhti hi reh gayeen. Jab hosh aaya to use apne paas baitha paya.yeh hamari pehli mulaqat thi. Meri pehli mulaqat thi 'akash malhotra' se.
Kuch hi dinon mein hamari dosti gehri ho gayee. Mujhe achha lagta tha uska saath, uski har baat, uski muskaan.pata nahin kyon par uske saath waqt kaise beet jaata tha ehsaas hi nahin hota tha. Waqt ke saath hum donon best friends ban gaye. Humne faisla kiya ki apne akhri saal ka project hum saath karenge. Aur phir ek din woh college nahin aaya. Uske ghar baar baar phone kiya par koi jawaab nahin mila. Mujhe laga ki shaayad kuch dinon ke liye sheher se bahar jaan padha ho. Ek hafta beet gaya maine use dekha nahin. Mujhe kuch bhi achha nahin lagta tha. Maine uske ghar jaane ka faisla kiya. Wahan pahuncha to pata chala woh beemaar tha use jaundice ho gaya tha,aur phone bhi kharaab tha. Pata nahin kyon use is tarah bimaar dekh kar mera mann kar raha tha ki main use zor se gale laga loon.
Kuch der saath baithne ke baad jab main jaane laga to usne mera haath thaam liya. Yun to usne mujhe pehle bhi kayee baar chhua tha par us din mera poora jism kaanp gaya. Ab main roz college ke notes le kar uske ghar jaane laga. Uski family is liye khush thi ki main apni dosti nibha raha tha. Aur pata nahin kyun par uske saath bitaya hua har lamha mujhe sakoon deta tha. Main apne aap mein kisi uljhan mein fansa hua tha. Pata nahin din b din mujhe kya ho raha tha; magar phir ek din sab kuch saaf ho gaya. Takdeer ne ek aisa tamacha maara ki ankhon ke aage chhaayee hui dhund saaf ho gayee. Jab ek din main uske ghar pahuncha, main uske kamre mein daakhil hua ki maine ek ladki ko uske gale lagte hue dekha.
Ek pal ke liye mujhe bilkul accha nahin laga . Jee kar raha tha ki use kheench kar alag kar doon akash se. Apne jazbaaton ko apni ankhon ke aage jalte hue dekha maine.usne mujhe us ladki se milwaya 'roshni ' roshni sinha. Akash ki girl friend jise woh mujhse bhi pehle se jaanta tha. Thodi der baithne ke baad mein wahan se bahaana bana kar aa gaya. Dil ka har dard aansoon ban kar behne laga. Zindagi mein pehli baar mujhe ehsaas hua ki mohabbat kya hoti hai. Yeh pata chal ki jise mein dosti ka naam de raha tha us jazbaat ka wajood bilkul hi alag tha. Pehli baar aisa laga ki maine akash ko kho diya. Aur us se bhi bada dard is baat ka hua ki agar main akash ko apne jazbaaton ke bare mein bata bhi doon to uski dosti bhi kho baithoonga.
Main poori raat jagta raha . Aansoo kab tham gaye pata hi nahin chala. Maine akash ke ghar jaana chhod diya. Usne muhjhe kayee baar phone kiya par maine sirf khuch hi baar baat ki. Aur jab bhi baat karta tha koi bahaana bana jaldi khatam kar deta tha. Pata nahin kyun par ab akash ke khyaal se bhi darr lagta tha. Lagta tha jaise mera pyar is duniya mein akash ko sharmindagi ke alava kuch nahin de sakta tha. Mere jazbaat, meri mohabbat darr gayee thi ki haqeeqat agar saamne aa gayee to takleef ke alava kuch nahin de paygee. Mujhe bhi aur un tamam logon ko jo mere aur akash ki zindagi ke saath jude hue hain. Kuch mahinon ke pyar ke khaatir main itne logon ko takleef kaise deta.
Aksh ne college aana shuru kar diya aur meri pareshani aur badh gayee. Ab har waqt main use apne saamne dekhta tha aur phir use nazarandaaaz karne ki nakaam koshish karta tha. Maine apne aap ko kitabon mein dubo diya. Par kuch fark nahin pada. Mere jazbaat beqabu ho rahe the. Ab akash bhi samajh chuka tha ki main use ignore kar raha hoon par is baat se anjaan tha ki us se aisi kaunsi galti ho gayee ki uska sabse accha dost ab us ke saath waqt nahin guzarna chahta.
Aur phir ek din jab main canteen mein baitha tha to maine saamne roshni ko paaya.woh mujh se poochhne aayee thee ki aakhir mujhe kya ho gaya hai. Woh mujhe jaanti to nahin thi par uski baaton ne mujhe pal mein apna bana liya. Tab samajh aaya ki akash roshni se itna pyaar kyun karta tha. Roshni hamare college ki nahin thi woh sirf yeh jaan ne aayee thee ki aakhir mere aur akash ke beech kya hua. Usne mujhe batay ki aklash bahut badal gaya hai.woh pehle bhi meri baatein kiya karta tha par ab uski baaton mein ek ajeeb sa gussa hai. Woh samajh nahin paa raha ki aakhir sab kuch kaise badal gaya.
Mere saath ke bina uska svbhaav hi badal gaya. Main sunta raha aur sochta raha ki kaash main akash ko gale laga sakta use bata sakta ki maine kis tarah toot kar chaaha hai use. Kitni mohabbat hia mujhe magar main kuch nahin keh saka meri khamoshi roshni ko bhi koi jawab nahin de payee aur woh chali gayee. Main sirf akash ke khyaalon ke saath akela reh gaya par meri tanhayee mujhe itna bhi majboor nahin kar paayee ki main akash ko haqeeqat se ru ba ru kara sakoon.
Do mahine beet gaye college ki trip jaane wali thi. Mumbai ke baahar jaane ke liye sabhi ne apna naam likhwaya siwaye akash ke. Maine faisla kiya ki main zaroor jaaoonga. Akash se jitna door rahoonga haalat sudharne ki utni hi gunjaish hogi. College ki trip mahabaleshwar pahunch gayee. Mumbai se kuch ghante door is hill station ka mahaul bilkul alag tha. Raat ke nau baje pahunche aur thakaan ki wajah se khaana kha kar sab log apne apne kamron mein chale gaye is umeed mein ki kal ke din masti ke alava kuch nahin hoga. Kal ka intezaar mujhe bhi bahut besabri se tha. Pata nahin kyun din ko to dard bardaasht ho jaata tha par raat ka andhera mere dil ke har ghaav ko nanga kar deta tha.
Par mujhe kya pata tha ki jis raat ke khatam hone ki main dua maang raha tha woh raat ek naya hi jaal bichha rahi hai. Kamre mein pahunchne par mujhe pata chal ki mera room mate aur koi nahin balki akash hai. Usne aakhri waqt par irada badal diya aur request kar ke mera hi kamr maanga. Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha tha ki yeh kis mod par laa ke mujhe khada kar diya zindagi ne. Akash ne thaan lee thee ki aaj woh sab kuch jaan kar hi rahega. Usne mujhse kayee sawaal kiye aur phir jab mere haathon ko pakadkar usne mujhe dekha to itne dinon ka mera sabar toot gaya. Us ek lamhe mein main kamzor ho gaya aur woh bhi... Usne mujhe gale se laga liya aur mujhe laga ki ab agar meri jaan bhi9 chali jaaye to mujhe koi shikwa nahin.
Pata nahin kab jazbaaton ka woh toofan humein saath uda ke le gaya. Saari raat us kamre mein meri mohabbat ne woh roop liya jo mohabbat ka sabse khoobsoorat roop hot hai. Uske honthon se bane nishaan mere shareer par jaise mujh se kehte ho ki aaj mohabbat poori ho gayee magar uska anjaam nahin. Woh raat meri zindagi ki sabse haseen raat thi. Aaj bhi jab sochta hoon to uske jism ko apne jism se lipta hua paata hoon. Subha hui main kamre ki balcony mein khada hua tha. Woh kab utha mujhe pata nahin. Jab maine use mudkar dekha to woh apne jism ko dhak raha tha. Hum mein se kisi ko nahin pata nahin tha ki kya kaha jaaye. Woh khamosh raha aur wahan se chal gaya. Agle bees din humne koi baat nahin ki.
Jo khamoshi mujhe ghutan deti thi ab main usi khamoshi ko uski ankhon mein dekh sakta tha. Par kuch kehne ki himmat mujh mein aaj bhi nahin thi kyunki mujhe aaj bhi is baat ka yakeen nahin tha ki jo kuch bhi hua kya woh sirf meri khwahish thi ya kaheen na kahin us mein uski tamnna bhi thi. Hum donon ke ghar waalon mein kisi ko shak nahin tha ki hamari zndagi mein kuch hua hai ya nahin kyunki apni feelings ko unke aage zaahir karne ki galti hum mein se koi bhi nahin kar sakta tha. Un logon ke liye to sab kuch pehle ke jais ahi tha. Ek din mere sabhi ghar wale kuch dinon ke liye bahar gaye the. Akash ne mujhe phone kar ke kaha ki woh mujhse milna chahta hai. Woh mere ghar aaya. Main soch raha tha aur us se bhi zyada darr raha tha ki aaj us raat hui baat ka anjaam hoga. Kuch der hum donon khamosh rahe aur phir woh uthkar mere paas aaya aur mere haathon ko thaam kar usne kaha ki woh mujhe chahne laga hai.
Use nahin pata ki yeh sab sahi tha ya galat par use pata hai ki use mera sath chahiye. Use pyaar hai mujhse. Hum dono lipatkar rone lage. Ek lambe arse ke baad aaj hum log usi tarah mile jis tarah main milna chahta tha. Apne is pyar ko ek poora roop dene ke liye woh mujhe mere kamre tak le gaya. Ek baar phir hum ek hi bistar par the par is baar ek alag hi khushi thi . Ek alg hi ehsaas tha. Ab ki baar raat nahin hamara jism din ke ujale mein mile. Uske jism ke har ang ki khushboo ko maine apni saanson mein basa liya.
Kareeb teen ghante baad jab hum bistar mein ek doosre se lipte hue the ki phone baja. Phone par roshni thi. Pehle to mujhe hairani hui ki use mera number kahan se mila par is se pehle ki main kuch poochhta usne akash ko phone dene ko kaha. Mera dil ghabrane laga. Aksh ne baat nahin ki sirf roshni ki baat suni aur bheegi hui ankhon se merei taraf dekha. Main poochhta raha aur woh khamoshi se apne kapde pehen kar whan se chal gaya. Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha tha ki aakhir aisa kya ho gaya ki akash ki palkein bheeg gayeen. Kareeb ek hafte tak hum mein koi baat nahin hui aur phir ek din akash mere darwaze par khada hua tha apne papa aur ma ke saath. Woh mere ma papa se milna chahte the.
Akash ne meri taraf dekha bhi nahin. Sab log hall mein baithe hue the. Akash ke papa ne mere papa ke haathon mein ek envelope diya aur papa ne woh mujhe thama diya. Jab maine use khol kar dekha to ek damini si giri mujhpar. Woh akash aur roshni ki shaadi ka card tha.mera dil toot gaya. Aksh ke pyar ke izhaar se jitne armman jage the sabhi choor choor ho gaye. Mujhe pata tha humara milan nahin ho sakta tha bas is baat ka ehsaas nahin tha ki meri mohabbat is tarah gumnaami se mita dega akash. Sab ke saamne mujhe khushi ka naatak karna pada .jab woh log jaane lage to akash mujhse milne mere kamre mein aaya. Usne mujhe bataya ki roshni pregnant thi . Us din phone par roshni ne use yehi bataya tha. Main toot gaya. Bas rota raha. Akash mud kar chala gaya.
College to khatam ho hi chuka tha. Maine bahut koshish kar ke america mein ek naukri dhoond li aur akash ko bina bataye uski shaadi se pehle hi wahan se chala gaya. Kuch dinon baad ek car accident mein mera saara parivaar mujhe chhod kar chala gaya. Main bilkul akela reh gaya akash ki yaadon ke saath. Maine mumbai ke saath saare rishtey khatam kar diye aur hamesha ke liye new york mein bas gaya. Shaadi ka to sawaal hi nahin tha. Par akash ki jagah bhi main kisi ko nahin de paaya.
18 saal baad ek din maine akash ko roshni aur uske bete ke saath new york mein dekha. Teenon bahut khush lag rahe the . Shaayad chhutiyan anane aaye the. Unhe dekhkar lag raha tha ki unki ek alag hi duniya hai.aur sach unki ek alag hi duniya hai . Ek parivaar hai unki duniya mein har khushi. Main akash ke chehre ko padh sakta hoon. Jaanta hoon woh bahut khush hai apni duniya mein jahan sirf roshni hai tamas nahin. Uski khushiyon mein deep ki koi jagah nahin hai.
Aur us ke gham ka hissa main nahin ban na chahta. Manta hoon aaj bhi akash ko chahta hoon main par akash ki duniya mein roshni bharne ke liye deep ko to jalna hi padhta hai na. Aaj akash nahin to kya hua. Uski yaadon ko mujhse koi alag nahin kar sakta. Main khush hoon is ehsaas ke saath ki akash khush hai. Woh mujhe bhula chuka hai. Agar main uski khushiyon mein shamil nahinn to kam se kam woh mujhe yaad kar ke rota bhi nahin. Aakhir kaun kehta hai ki saath rehne se hi mohabbat kaamyaab hoti hai. Main kehta hoon meri judaai ne jo kaamyaabi paayee woh aaj tak kisi ke milan ne bhi nahin payee.
I heaved a sigh of relief and asked what he would like to have , he said nothing as the room service boy (whoever he may be) will be coming to serve in the room will recognise him and it will be impossible for him to explain, i understood his jeopardy and as we were talking there was the door bell, i knew it was sid and i opened the door and there stood sid with broad smile on his face and had a bunch of flowers for me and told me ," yesterday your visit was a surprise for me and today i came to greet you formally". I laughed and asked him to come inside but he said,"dony you took the flowers but i got one gift too for you."
I looked at him quizzingly and he moved aside and there stood this very young chap aged about 17-18 slim tall with very fair complexion ,brown eyes and brown hairs and a beautiful greek nose and his upper lip was having very few hairs,very pink lips and had broad shoulders which were covered by a tight fitting sleeveless black muscle tee and lower part of the body had black capri and at the end had black sports shoes. Sid called out to me and said dony this is your gift his name is ashley and he is a college student .
I invited both of them inside and there was sunil who was shocked and speechless and i told sid ,"man this is your return gift ",pointing my finger towards sunil. Now i took sunil in the bathroom and told him that he will be getting one thousand again and now he had to please sid and i left him inside and ordered the room service to get coke for four, once the coke was served and room boy left, sunil came out, we all took coke, and after that thing were pretty dead and we didnt know what to do, suddenly ashly told me,"hey dony dont you have etiquettes, you should open the gift given by your friend and you sid you open your return gift ".
And we all started laughing and i took ashley in my arms and started kissing him and sid took sunil in his arms and started kissing him, now i focussed myself on ashly whose kissing with gusto started sensations down my spine and my hands started roaming on his body and then i removed his muscle tee shirt and there a very lovable almost white chest with very well developed chest muscles with two pink nipples and flat abdomen and then i started kissing him on the chest and took his nipples in my mouth and started sucking on and his nipples got erected like two small dicks and when i had my time with his chest i moved to his naval and started licking there he fell on the bed and was looking at me lovingly and now i removed his capri and there was a sextastic boy wearing a small black underwear with a hard dick which was visible through it and he asked me to remove my cloths minus my undies.
I removed my cloths as my lover said ,i had just an underwear and saw sid and sunil were both nude and were sucking each other on the carpet moans were coming from there mouths and i knew both were enjoying it . I moved to bed near my lover for the time and started kissing him,two men in undies or should i say one man and a boy started kissing again and now ashley took charge and started sucking my nipples with his hand roaming on my undies and now he started kissing my abdomen and took his mouth to where it belonged and started sucking my dick with the undies in between ,during his weird love making some many times he bit gently on my dick and then he removedmy removed my undies and cried out,"oh my god' you are a horse, if not atleast you are hung like one".
He held my dick in his hand and was looking it admiringly and then opened his pink lips and took my tool in it then he took it out after just moving the dick head in his mouth and then started licking the underside of the dickhead with his tongue and a flood of electric im pulses roamed my body and then he started sucking me with such a power that was unknown to me since then . His tongue, his lips his throat they were treating my dick as no one had ever done that before and i was in the seventh heaven, and then i knew there was urgency and it was that i was cumming and i started moving my hips but my lover removed his mouth and pinched severely on my balls and i came down from the high and my cum was stopped then he said," i dont want you to come so soon,this is the dick of my dreams and i want you to let me have it to my heart content".
Then he started licking it again and i removed his undies he had thin long pencil like dick which was very white and had a brown bush around its base and two white almost hairless balls. It was coated with precum and when i took it in my mouth it felt bit bitter and salty but i wanted to treat my lover with the same enthusiasm with which he was sucking me it was just a while when he stopped sucking and asked me to stop and asked me to fuck him now, then i took out condom which my lover ashly snatched from me and started unrolling it on my dick using his mouth, this too was the first for me then he applied lots of lube on my dick and on his hairless ass and then bent over and asked me to slowly push it inside and asked me not to stop if he cries but just to keep pushing till whole pole is in the hole and when i gave it to him slowly and firmly he said with tears in his eyes,"man i am a man and want to get fucked like a man, what are you waiting for, just ram the whole thing inside", but i didnt pay him any attention and kept on drilling it till it was full inside then started in and out movements and after doing it for a while,it was nice as then i realised that ashley was milking my ndick with his ass muscles,this guy had better control on his ass muscles then ladies have at their cunt muscles, i thought i was doing the work but it was my lover who was doing most of the work.
Then he asked me to lay down on bed and he sat on my dick and started humpoing it and then when i was about to cum, he stopped again and then he rotated on my dick and now his back was facing me, it felt like my dick will be twisted and break down but because of condom and lubrication he was able to acheive this step without much pain to me and then this pain helped me to stopp my cum sensation and i was again ready to fuck, but then he laid down on my abdomen with his back on my chest and started moving his hips upwords and downwords it felt he was fucking the air, but actually he was being fucked by my dick in an entirely new position and then he rolled on his stomach and i started fucking him in very normal style with him down me with his face on trhe pillows,now i came to my control and i started kissing him in neck in ears and then he moved his face and i was able to kiss him on the cheek and then lips all this was too much for me to handle and i wanted to move fast and over it but he didnt let me, he asked me to withdraw my dick and he again rolled back on his back and threw his legs in the air and asked me to enter again and when i started fucking him again he started jerking his dick with me fucking and then there was a bomb blast, and the dam exploded, there was a flood of cum from my balls and i fainted as my seed started inflating the teat of condom buried deep in his ass and he started coming on his chest, and i fell on his chest and when came to senses i saw sid and sunil were standing near by with there dicks hard and then ashley pushed me on the bed and removed my condom and licked my cum off my dick till it was clean and then he asked sunil to give his dick deep in ashley's ass and then sunil fucked him and he came within ten strokes and then sid was jerked off by ashley's expert ass and both of them were licked clean by ashley and he was damn tired and this cute bugger who made all three of us so satisfied was drifted off to sleep and we started discussing in nude and by then sunil had very well adjusted himself to the world where he belonged and was taken to by me yes thats right the gay world.
In the evening at 9 pm ashley woke up and after taking bath we all dressed and went to a bar and had few drinks and dinner and then all three of them left for their places, and i came to hotel back and slept till 11 am and then i went to sightseeing tour of the dream city of mumbai
