It all happnd wen i waz in class VIIIth.....i waz attracted to a guy hu waz in Xth, two yrs senior to me...hiz name waz SAHIB,which i think perfectly suited his personality......he waz tall,smart,handsum and a well built bright dude......i remeber at dat tym hafl of de galz from r skul wer eady to dis on him.....OH!!!!! gettin him waz like a dream cum true for me.....
1 day r skul organised a tour to somepur to sum stpid factory....it waz a long journey......well 1st toh i didnt had a plan to go but wen ma secret reporters informed me dat SAHIB waz also goin, den wat, i waz de 1st on in de class to raise up and pay de tour fee.....i knew it ...dis waz de right tym to start talkin to him or even not den take sum nice shots of him.....i waz so excited dat dat i didnt properly slept dat night.....
de oder day i got up early in de mornin and started dressin up .....i wanted to luk as bst as i culd so dat i can atleast attract him a bit.....finally de tym came and i reached ma skul......der i saw 5 buses from which ...1 waz 4 de teachers ...2 waz 4 de galz and 2 waz 4 de guyz......OH BOY!!!!.....dis waz ma bst chance to stick to hm....sudenly i saw him gettin up de red bus.....i cum not hv waited more.....i ran to de bus and got up behind him.....i knew he noticed me cumni behind him......well den kya...fortunately he went up to de last 2 seats and placed himself on 1 of dem.....meanwhile i jus kept standin der like an idiot and stared him.....for around 10 mins i kept lukin at him like a fool.....he saw me many tyms and at last he gave me a smile and wid his hand informed me to cum and sit wid him......dis waz de most ultimate moment ....i didnt even imagined of sittin besides him ....at dat tym sum wierd type fo feelin hapnd in ma stomach....hehehe....i wanted to shout out loud....bah but i didnt did it......i jus went up to him and sat der....de bus started and we started our journey......4 a while we both wer quiet....
mujhe toh samjh hi nahi aa rahi thi ki main kya bolu....but fortuntly he started de chat.....
SAHIB: toh fer kya naam hai janab ka???
ME: oh mera...well hello ma name is ARSH....aur aap hai SAHIB....isnt it....!!!
SAHIB: han but aapko kese pata chala....
ME: aji aapka naam toh sara skool janta hai toh fer humhe kese nahi pata chalta....anywayz aaj aap bade kewl lag rahe hai..!!!
SAHIB; oh really..thnks yarr...by de way ur lukin gorgious too....
ME: oH puhleez....i knw i m not lukin better den u .....chal yarr koi gal nahi....so wat do u think about de tour....will it be intrestin..????
SAHIB: han bhai, lagta toh hai...shuruwat toh achi ho gayi hai.....ha ha ha
ME: ha ha ha ha ....acha ji....chalo lets c....
[i knew dat i had started attractin him a bit and i also came to knw dat he also knew dat i m desprately runnin after him...]
SAHIB: so ur studin in 8th "B"....hena???
ME: yes but hw cum u knw???
SAHIB: ah ese hi...i'd sen u many tyms loiterin in de corridor and most of de tyms standin outside ur class.....wufff, u get punished often. hehehehe.....
[ i kept quiet 4 a while gettin embarrsed but still kinna of injyin it....it waz amazin to knw dat he also use to notice me....meanwhile he tought ki mujhe bura laga and so keepin his hands on ma shoulder he gave a cute smile......oh dat rascal ...he luked so sweet....i jus wanted to feel his touch , wanted to smell him....he smelld so gud....his hands wer cold ...makin me go horny.....i felt as if i waz de most lukiest person to be in his arms....if galz wuld had seen dis den dey wuld had definately killed me]
SAHIB: kya hua yarr, bura maan gaya, i waz jus kiddin yarr...!!!
ME: nahi nahi yarr its k....chalta hai doston mein..... i hope we r frnds now...
SAHIB: han han yarr ofcourse....but tell me truly...tujhe bura laga na.....den y wer u quiet and wat wer u thinkin right now...???
ME: arre yarr esa kuch bhi nahi hai....i waz jus thinkin dat u even sumtyms notice me in skul.....it feels gud wen u get noticed.....isnt it????
SAHIB: yea man....ur right....abh mujhe se jyada is chez ko aur kaun samjhe ga...hahahaha
ME: ya...hehehehe.....anywayz tell me hw many gfz u have???? mus be many. galz jus dis after u .....
SAHIB: honeslt tellin yarr i dnt have any of dem....i dnt like des galz...dey go after any handsum guy....i jus wanna simple , sweet and intelligent person to be ma partner....i luv simplicity....
[oh god hw can i guy like dis be so simple and sweet....abh toh main uski har baat par fida hone lagga tha]
ME: oh ho toh ur single. k . and u need a simple and intelligent and a sweet person..k.....so wat do u think about me..????? .... will i do gud.....(and den i started laughn out loud as to show hm dat i waz jus kiddin)
SAHIB: (he didnt laughed, infact wid a stunnin face he looked up itno ma eyes and said) dat wuld be a wonderful idea.....do u wanna be ma partner?????
[heavens!!! listenin to dis and lukin up in his eyez.....mere toh zameeen hi pera se gishak gayi....hehehe....even i stopped laughin....for a while i thought ki yeh itni jaldi kese ho gaya??? i felt dat wuld nearly faint wid happiness.....oh hiz lovely deep brown eyes wer askin me a question.....oh his rosy lips....abh kya bataun....i jus wanted to keep mine on his.....his sexy and well built body.....i jus wanted to jump on it and give him a cozy hug......but all ma feelings vanished wen sudenly he started laughin out loud...]
SAHIB: hahahaha.....arre yarr tu toh itna serious ho gaya....main toh sirf mazak kar raha tha jese tune abhi mere sath kiya....hahahahaa.....OH tu toh kitna darr gaya hai aur luk at ur face its sweatin.....oh hahaha...srry yarr srry....i waz jus kiddin......
[oh i didnt realised ki dat rascal waz playn a trik wid me.....4 a while i got so serious.....den even i gave a stupid smile....i jus wished ki yeh sach hota......oh yes dat was it...."yeh sach hota"....ma next wordings]
ME: ja yarr tune toh mujhe bilkul hi darra diya.....nice joke....tu toh bohat mazak karta hai....acha hai....but yarr.....kash yeh sach hota....
SAHIB: acha ji "kash yeh sah hota".....agar main sach mein tujhe purpose karta toh tu kya sach mein accpt kar leta.....nahi na ....mujhe pata hai...tu toh yahan se uth kar bhag jata.....esa hi karta na tu????
ME: (smilin) arre nahi dumbo , main toh tera purposal accpt kar leta.....aur tabhi tujhe ik pyaari si puppi bhi deta.....hahahaha.....(and i kept laughin)
SAHIB: (again getti a bit serious but still smilin) acha sach mein tu maan jata aur mujhe kiss bhi karta????
ME: haan yarr sach mein main maan jata....esa moka bar bar nahi ata....sachi...(smilin)
SAHIB: kasam kha meri....(he waz again serious and again givin dat devilish looks)
ME: i swear....mujhe teri kasam dear.....(dis tym even i waz serious...4 de 1st tym i told hi dear.....oh i really wanted to kiss him....)
[but den...
he turned away his face to de oder side and didnt spoke a word....i got suprised to c him do dis...den even i started lukin outside de window...thinkin ki pata nahi nahi woh kya soch raha hai....i got a bit nervous...bar bar reh reh kar yahi yahi khayal aa raha tha ki pata nahi uske dimag mein kya chal raha hai, y he jus turned away, pata nahi usse acha laga ki nahi, ik baar bhi himaat nahi hui mudkar uski taraf dekhne ki, bas intezar tha toh sirf uska, but he didnt spoke anythin, abh toh bas darr sa lagne laga tha, ek dum laga ki woh kahi seat chod kar agge apne bewakuf frnds ke pass na chala jaye, pelhe din hi usse naraz nahi karna chahta tha, bus esa lag raha tha ki puri bus mein sirf sanata cha gaya hai. sabhiagge bethe the peche tha toh sirf main woh aur humhare bich yeh tanhai, mujhe apne par bhi gussa aa raha tha..ki y i spoke like dat. y i took his swaerin. etc etc....half an hr we didnt spoke to each oder....he seems to be lost in his own thoughts and me in mine.......well sundenly i noticed him takin out a toffe from his poket and den puttin in his mouth...den he turned up to me and said.....
SAHIB: toffe khaye ga..?????
ME: (suprised) ha-ha-han .....
oh fuck fer kya tha ......eske bad toh bas jese sabh kuch achanak badal sa gaya.....i culd never forget dat moment in ma lyf....u knw ppl wat he did.....he came close to me and sudenly in a fraction of second he kissed me and popped out de toffe from his mouth to mine.....den he moved back...and said...
SAHIB: srry yarr ik hi thi....aur kya karta....hhehe....(and he gave a breath takin smile)
i waz toh completly blank ..... jus didnt expected dis ....OH dat sweet kiss ...it waz fuckin sweeter den dat toffeee.......for sum mins i waz not able to cum out of de shok....wid ma blank face i waz jus starin him....i didnt knew wat to say....and he ...jus sittin der wid a smilinn face and givin all dos flirt looks......oh hw culd it jus happnd.....de guy fter whom i wz runnin for 2 yrs ....dat guy jus kissed me.....but it waz true....and it happnd...
SAHIB: wat happnd love???? u said dat u wuld accpt ma purposal and kiss me ...i kept waitin 4 half an hour and u didnt .....so i had to do dis...u think dat i wnt cum to knw wats goin in ur mind....i knew dis from be4....many tyms i noticed u chekin me out and starin me like a fool....u jus kept loiterin in de corridor and pass by our class room several tyms ...jus to c me....i knew it....i waz not sure untill 2day wen u came runnin after me and boarded de same bus which i did....i noticed u....den watchin me dat wer i sit so dat u can sit near to me.....and now expressin ur feelings in joke.....fool u thought i wnt cum to knw and u took dat much tym jus 4 dis....OHHHHH......ur so sweet and it waz so nice of u to love ma dat honestly ....dis 1 thing i need in ma partner which i dnt find in des galz....u knw sumthin...????
ME: wa- wa- wat????
SAHIB: sumtyms u also used to turn me on...but den i jus forget everythin ....oh disturbin it mus had been 4 u runnin afetr me for...for ...fuck i dnt even knw from wen wer u behind me......actually i jus wanted a love like u....
ME: oh dear u knw wat????? u hav made me de most happiest person in de whole world......
[ i jus left maself on him , and hugged him tightly and kissed him.....dat mus had been de lovliest and de strongest kiss ever......dat "time"....i jus wanted to stop de "tym".....
hw eagerly i wished dat der mus had been no1 in de bus......we both wer like oput of dat rugged bus and in de heaven.....tears blinded ma eyes....from so many yrs i jus wanted dis....and it happnd like dis....it waz unbeliavble 4 me.....he is de most stunnin and lovliest person i hav ever cum across me lyf.....]
de whole day we both spend together.....i explained him everythin wat i did after him.....hw i got attracted to him...and hw i used to impress him at times.....but fail again and again....hw i kept spies after him to bring me all his enquires....all de information about him....and lots of more of ma experience.....i culd c dat shine in his eyez hearin me....his eys wer wet and mine to.....den he exclaimed dat he mus had been de lukiest 1 to have a love like me.......i can never forget dat day in ma whole lyf....
later we both kept datin ...at restauraunts...at cinemas....at his place and sumtyms at mine.....we had gr8 tym wid each oder.......both of us ate de fruit of youth 2gether...(ofcourse i meant sex .... but i will tell about dat later) .
2day hez in USA from de past 2 yrs and i m in a collg in *** .....i miss him a lot and he to....but every sunday either he calls me or sumtyms 1...and we both talk to each oder for hours......nxt yr he wil be back to india for around 2 mnths...from which 1 mnth hez gonna stay wid me.......OHH i m jus waitin for dat moment....wen again i will be in his lovely arms....and jus keep lukin in his eyez....he hav turned more sexier han....lolz.....i m jus waitin 4 dat hug of hiz....jab ki air bhi humhare bich mein se nahi gujarti....i LOVE him and wuld do so til ma last breath.....
Story By: Salman
Sajjad nay Mobile pay Number dekhtay hoay khushi say kaha....
Sajjad : Yes.........Falak ! Maham ka Phone hai.....Tum yahein mara Wait kro main abhi aata hoon.....
Aur yeh Keh kr Sajjad Bahir Nikal gaya......
"Kya Maham haan keh day gee......Ya Phir......Nhi Nhi , Agar ussay Haan Hi kehna Hota toh woh Pehlay hi keh dati , Itnay Din Intezar ki kya Zaroorat thi.... Maray khyal say Aaj Uss nay Sajjad ka Yeh Bharm Tornay k liye hi Phone kiya hai......Haan Yehi Baat ho gee..."
Sajjad Taqreeban Half an hour k baad Room main Wapis aaya , Uss ka Chehra Udaas Lag rha tha......Main Dekhtay hi Smjh gaya k Maham nay Inkaar kr diya hai.....
"Yehi Munasib Waqat hai , Yeh Jatany ka K Main Sajjad ki kitni care krta hoon , Bas Tasali k Do Lafz aur Sajjad Mara......" Yeh Sochtay hi main nay Foran kaha
Me(Falak) : Kya Hoa Sajjad............Kya Maham nay Inkar kr diya..........Koi Baat nhi Yaar, Dil Chota toh na Karo......Aur Waisay bhi Woh Tumharay Kabil nhi thi......
Aik Dam Khushi say Chilatay hoay......
Sajjad : Maham Maan gaye.......yes , ........Mujhe Yaqeen nhi aa rha Falak , Main Maham k Sath Date pay Jaon ga......
Yeh baat aik Dam mujhe Hairat main Dal gaye...Damagh pay Jaisay Bijli si Girri ho aur Kanoo main Ghantiyan Bajny lagi.......Mujhe Kuch Smjh nhi aaya k kya kahoon.....
Me : Lakin tumhara Chehra toh......
Sajjad : Arre Woh toh Main Mazaq Kr rha tha ......Kafi Dino say tumhain Tang jo nhi kiya tha........ Yaar Bohat Tyariyan krni hain , Naye Shoes , naya Dress......Chalo Chalo , maray Sath tumhain Chalna hai Shopping k liye......
Sajjad ki Khushi k liye mujhe yeh sab krna tha....Lakin Sajjad ki Khushi k liye Main Ussay Maham k kareeb nhi aanay day skta tha..........
Jab Main Yeh bardasht nhi kr skta tha k Maham aur Sajjad ka Naam bhi Apas main Juday toh Yeh kaisay Bardasht krta k Woh Dono Aik Ho Jaein.....Uss k baad main nay Har mumkin koshish ki k Kissi trha main Maham ko Sajjad ki Nazar main bora Sabat kr doon Lakin main Jitna Yeh Krnay ki koshish krta Woh Sajjad k Utna hi Kareeb ho jati....
Hamara BBA Complete ho gaya aur December main Hamara College hatam ho gaya lakin Maham aur Sajjad ka Apsi Pyar Na Hatam hoa , Main nay apni har Mumkin koshish kr Dali unn ko Alehda krny ki....Kitni hi Misunderstandings bhi create kein lakin Sajjad Agar Aik din , Maham Say Naraz hota toh Aglay hi Roz phir uss k sath hota.......
Kuch Arsay baad hamari Job bhi ho gaye...Maham Job nhi kr rhi thi......Hamain Job krtay Kareeb Aik Saal ho chuka tha jab Aik Raat Sajjad maray Ghar , Maray Flat pay aaya....Kuch Formal Baatoon k baad uss nay kaha
Sajjad : Falak ! Teen(3) Din baad MaMa wapis aa rhi hain Pakistan......
Me : Acha....Yeh toh Badi achi Khabar hai.....
Sajjad : Haan Achi toh hai.......LAkin......Tumhain aik kaam krna hai....
Me: Mujhe?.....Kya
Sajjad : (Mskuratay hoay) ....MaMa maray aur Maham k Baray main Sab Janti hain......Lakin Woh Tum say Milna Chahati hain .......
Me : Aunty ko mujh say Kya Baat krni hai?.......
Sajjad : Yeh toh Wohi Janti hain Behtar.....So , Iss Sunday ko Tumhara Dinner hai Hamari Taraf ........
Kuch Idhar Odhar ki Baatoon k Baad woh Wapis Chala gaya...
Aik Dafa Phir say apnay hi Hathon say Aapny aap ko Maarna tha mujhe........Lakin Iss Dafa main nay Sab kuch Soch rkha tha......
Main Decide kiye gaye Din Sajjad k Ghar gaya.....Sajjad ki MaMa mujh say bade Achy Tareeqy say milli....Khany say Farigh hoay toh Sajjad ko IceCream ka Yaad aa gaya aur woh IceCream lanay Chala gaya....IceCream toh Shaid Bahana Tha....Khair Sajjad ki MaMa nay mujh Say Baat krty hoay kaha.....
Sajjad's MaMa : Bata ! .....Jab main Qatar main thi , toh Woh badi Tareef krta tha Tumhari.....Jab bhi mujhe Wahan Phone aata toh Tumhara Zikar Zaroor hota phone main.....Tum toh Sajjad k bohat Achy Dost ho.
Yeh Sunn k maray andar aik ajeeb si khushi uthi......Uss waqat Mujhe Sajjad pay Bohat Pyarr aaya....Main nay Sharmatay hoay kaha.....
Me : Aunty woh khud itna Nice Insaan hai , K Koi kya khy.......Bohat Caring hai.....
Sajjad's MaMa : Haan.........Acha Falak !!! Sajjad nay Mujh say Maham k Baray main baat ki thi......Tum toh Jantay ho na Sab.....?....... Mujhe Ussi Silsilay main tum say Baat krni thi.....Woh Akhir tum logon ki Class Fellow reh chuki hai......Sajjad ko Shaid uss main Sab Achi Baatain hi Nazar aaein.....Lakin Bata ! Tum mujhe Batao....Maham Kaisii hai....Mara Matlab hai k Kya woh Achi ladki hai....?
Main Chahta tha k Main Maham k Baray main Sab Jhot bolon...Lakin pata nhi kyon mara Mann iss baat k liye Tyarr nhi hoa.........Sach toh Yeh Tha k Maham k Baray main kuch aisa Ghalat tha hi nhi Jo main unhain Badha Badha k Batata.......
Main nay Dil pay Pathar Rkhtay hoay Kaha.....
Me : Maham Bohat Achi Ladki hai Aunty.....Boht Serious aur Sensible hai.... Lakin
Sajjad's MaMa : Lakin.......Kya Falak
Me : Lakin aunty uss ki Family walay bohat Rookhy say Insaan hain.......Kuch Thode Bohat Religious hain.....Thoday Pooorany Khyalat k bhi hain.........Unn k Haan Parda Bohat hai....Maham ko Bhi padhnay k Liye College aany ki Ijazat uss k Aik Bhai k Bohat Israr pay Uss k Father nay Di thi..........Aur Sach Bolon toh Kuch Tang Nazar bhi hain.......Lakin Maham Aik Achi Ladki hai .......
Sajjad ki MaMa kuch Soch main Padd gaye....Phir bolein
Sajjad's MaMa : Bata !!! Hamain Unn ki Family say kya lana hai............Musliman hain , Hamary liye Sab say Badi Baat yehi hai......Phir Chahy Zyada Mazhbi hoon ya Kam.....Kya Farq Padta hai.....(Muskuratay hoay) Aur waisay bhi Hamari Family main Aany k Baad Ussay Hamary Rang main Rangna ho ga....Hamary liye toh Sajjad ki Khushi say Badh k Koi Khushi nhi.....Main Iss Friday hi ko Unn ki taraf Rishtay ki Baat Chalati hoon........Din bhi Mubarik hai aur kam bhi.........Kya Khyal hai Tumhara....
Me : Ji Ji Aunty Bilkul......Naik Kam main Dair kyon....
Yeh Baat main nay Dil pay Pathar Rkh k Kahi thi.....Kuch Dair baad Sajjad Aa gaya......Aur Hum Apni IceCream Cups Hathoon main Lay kr Chaat(Upstair) pay Chalay aaye......
Uss raat Aasman Pay Chand nhi Nikla tha...Shaid Nikal k Gharoob ho Chuka tha.........Dorr Tak Ufaq pay Sirf Sitaray hi Sitary Nazar Aarhy thay.....Kissi Timtamaty Diye ki Trha Jag mag krty Sitaray...Kaisay Bhara Hoa tha Aasman Uss Raat.....Lakin Maray Andar Bhari Udasi , Uss Aasman k Sitaroon say kahi Zyada Lag rhi thi Mujhe........Kareeb hi k Kissi Ghar say Musiq ki Halki Awaz Yahan Tak aa rhi thi.......Hum Chalte Chalte Samny Deewar k pass aaye , Sajjad Deewar pay Beth gaya , Main Uss k pass hi Deewar k sath Taik Laga k Khara Ho Gaya......
IceCream ko Spoon main Bhartay hoay Sajjad nay pocha........
Sajjad : Toh.....Kya Kaha MaMa Nay......
Uss waqat kahi Dil main Aaya , K main bhi Aasman ki Iss Syahi main Kahi Ghayab ho jaon aur Sajjad mujh say Kuch na Poch Sky , Na Main ussay Kuch Bataonn.......
Uss waqat Janay Kyon Kahi Dil say Aik Dua nikli "Ya Allah Kash k Sajjad Sab bhool jaye , Aur main Uss say Khul k Apni Saari baatain kr skoon......Ussay Woh Bata Skoon Jo Main Ussay Batana Chahta hoon...Ussay Apni Mohabbat ka Izhar Kr Skoon......Kash k Aisa Ho skta....Kash k ."
Kehtay hain Kabhi kabhi Munh Say Nikli koi Aik Baat Foran poori ho jati hai.....Shaid Woh bhi Kaboliyat ki hi Ghadi thi , Jo.........Khair
Main nay Zabardasti Hontoon pay Muskurahat Laatay hoay kaha....
Me (Falak) : Hoon...Agar na Bataon Toh.....
Sajjad : (Sochtay hoay) Toh......
Me : (Muskuratay hoay)Toh...?
Sajjad : (Hanstay hoay)Toh main Tumharay Paon padd jaon ga.....Aur Tab tak nhi chodoon ga jab tak tum bata nhi do gay....
Me: Acha Acha.....Aisa Krny ki koi Zaroorat nhi.....Aunty Iss Friday ko Jaein gee Maham ki Taraf....
Sajjad Foran Deewar say Utra Aur Mujhe Hug krtay hoay uss nay kaha.....
Sajjad : Thanks Yaar....Thank you So Much.....
Kash k Woh hamesha Mujhe Aisay hi Apni Bahoon main Bhara Rkhta.....
Uss nay Mujh say Alehda Hotay hoay kaha....
Sajjad : Main Abhi Yeh Khabar Maham ko Sunata hoon....Woh Bohat Khush ho jaye Gee.....
Phir khud hi kuch Sochty hoay Uss nay Mujh say Kaha....
Sajjad : Nhi Maray Khyal say Main Khud Uss say Mill kr Ussay Yeh Sab Batata hoon...Woh bohat Khush ho jaye gee.......Kya Khyal hai.....
Me : (Murjhaye Say Lehjay main Kaha) Jaisay Tum Behtar Smjho.....
Aisay hi Uss waqat aik Baat maray Zehan main Aaye.....Aur main nay Pocha
Me : Acha Aik Baat Batao Sajjad !!! Kya Maham k Gharwaloon ko Iss baat ka Pata hai.....Mara Matlab hai k kya woh jantay hain k Tum aur Maham.....aik dosray say ....Pyarr krty ho aur Yon Chup Chup k miltay bhi ho.....
Sajjad : Nhi nhi....Unhain iss baat ka Bilkul nhi pata.....Aur Pata Chalna bhi nhi chahaiye yaar.....Uss k Father ka toh tumhain pata hai na Kitnay Religious hain.........GetTogether pay Kaisa Toffan Macha Diya tha..........Agar Unhain Iss baat ki Hawa bhi laag gaye k Mara Aur Maham ka Sath reh chuka hai Ya Hum College k Alwa bhi Aik dosray Say Miltay thay toh........Toh Bohat GadBad ho jaye gee.....Main nay MaMa ko bhi Sab Smjha diya tha.....Acha Tum Wait kro main Maham Say Abhi baat kr k Aata hoon.....
Me : Main bhi bas Chalta hoon......Acha Allah Hafiz.....
Yeh Keh kr main Wapis Janay k Liye Neechy Janay laga.....Abhi Adhi Stairs pay hi tha k Mujhe Yaad aaya K Bike ki Keys toh Uppar hi Reh gayein.......Main Dobara Uppar Gaya toh Sajjad Maham Say Phone Pay baat kr rha tha......Uss ki Back mary Taraf Thi , Aur waisay bhi Woh Phone Pay Aisa Magan tha k Ussay Andaza hi na Hoa k main Aaya Hoon.......Keys Table pay Padi thein , jab main Keys Utha k Janay laga Toh Sajjad k Kuch Ilfaz Maray kanoo main Paday,
Woh Maham Say Keh rha tha "Toh Ok Phir....Kal Ka Pgm Done rha.....Kal Sareena Garden , 5 bajay....Theek hai?....Main Wait kroon ga Maham Tumhara...Time Pay Pohanch jana"
Iss Baat pay Uss waqat toh main Nay Zyada Ghoor nhi kiya ......Bas Sunn li......Aur Ghar Ko Wapis Chala Aaya......
Uss Raat main Wapis Aa kr Bohat Roya.........Kissi ko Apnay samny , Apnay Hathoon khonay ka Ehsaas kya hota hai , Yeh wohi janta hai Jiss nay kabhi aisa kiya ho.....Lakin main Itna Mahaan , Itna Azeem nhi tha Jo Khud Apnay Hathoon , Apnay hi Pyarr ko Kissi Aur ki Jholi main Dal data aur Khud Saari Umar Uss ki Yaad main Guzar data.....
"Akhir Main nay kyon na Jhot bola....Jhot Kehnay say Agar Sajjad Aur Maham ka Rishta Hatam ho skta tha toh , Main Bool hi Data......Lakin kyon main Bay-Bass ho gaya....Shaid Yeh hi Pyarr hai.....Mara Sajjad k Liye k Main uss k Pyarr main Sab kuch Kr Skta hoon Lakin.........." Main nay Dil main Socha..........
Main bohat Matlabi ho gaya tha , Ussi Waqat kahi maray Dil say Awaz aaye....."Jab Aik Sach hi Zahar ka Kam kry ga toh Jhot ki kya Zaroorat......."
Mujhe Kuch Smjh nhi aarha tha...Har Trha say Yehi Baat Mujhe Sahi Lagi.....Ishq main toh Insaan Dosroon ki khushiyan Dekhta hai , Lakin Yeh Ishq Thodi tha , Yeh toh Junoon tha Junoon......Jo Maray Sir Pay Kissi Bhoot ki Trha Sawar tha.........Main Itna Khud-Gharaz ho gaya k main nay yeh bhi na Socha , MAray Aisa Krnay say Sajjad k Dil pay kya Beetay gee....
Main Pyaar main Andha ho Chuka tha , Jo Socha ussay Pora krny k liye Main PCO pay gaya.......Uss waqat maray Zehn main Sirf Aik Hi baat thi k Kissi Bhi Trha main Maham ko Sajjad say Alehda kr doon.......Iss say kya ho ga , Kya nhi--- Mujhe Bilkul Koi ANdaza nhi tha. Agar Hota toh Yaqeenan Main aisa na krta.............
Main nay Maham k Ghar Phone kiya.....
Phone Dosri Taraf Say kissi Lady nay Uthaya.....
Lady : Hello.....Salama-Aalikum
Me : Wa-alikum-Ussalam......Ji Jamshed Sahib Ghar hain?......Kya Main Unn say baat Kr Skta hoon.....
Lady : Aap ka Naam........
Main Soch main pad gaya , Iss baray main toh main nay Socha hi nhi tha.....Khair Jhot Bolna hi Pada ........
Me: Ji....woh Main.....Main Zaheer Jilani baat kr rha hoon......
Lady : Hold Kijiye.....Main Khabar Kiye Dati hoon.
Kuch dair baad Jamshed Sahib phone pay aaye....
Maham's Father : Hello.....Ji.....
Me : SalvaAlikum.....Jamshed Sahib.....Mujhe aap say Aik Zaroori Baat krni hai.......
Maham's Father : Ji Farmaiye.....Lakin Sahib Pehlay yeh toh batain....Aap hain Kon......Kahan Say Bol Rhy hain....
Me: Uss Sab ki Fikar krny ki Tumhain Zaroorat nhi....Fikar Krni hai toh Apni Baiti , Maham ki Krain Jiss nay Bahir Ghair Mardoon say Na-jaiz Relations Bana Rkhy hain.....Tum Uss K Baap ho Aur Tum Hi ko Maloom nhi K Baiti Tumharay hi Naak Neechy kya Kya Wahiyat Kam Krti Phir rhi hai.....
Maham's Father : (Gussay say Pagal hotay hoay) Oh Bakwas Band kro.....Tum ho kon Yeh Sab kehnay Walay....Main Abhi
Me :(Bat kat-tay hoay) Yaqeen nhi hai , Toh Kal Sareena Garden Sham 5 say 6 Khud Ja k Dekh Lo.....Maloom Chal jaye ga K Kaisii Parwarish Di hai tum nay Ussay...
Yeh Keh kr main nay Foran Phone Band kr Diya.....Main bohat Dara hoa tha ....Tez Tez Kadmoo say Apnay Flat main Aaya aur Apnay Room ko Lock kr k Beth gaya.....Dil main Kahi Aik Itmaniyan Tha , Khushi thi.....
"Jo Aaj kiya , Bohat Pehlay kr data toh Baat Yahan Tak na Pohanchti.....Lakin Ab bhi kuch nhi Bikrra.....Sorry Sajjad....Sab Kuch Hatam ho gaya.....Main nay Sab Kuch Hatam Kr Diya.....Tumhari Mohabbat ko Koi Naam milnay say Pehlay hi main nay Ussay GumNaam Bana Diya" Apnay Aap main Muskuratay hoay Main nay Socha.....
Uss Raat Mujhe Chain ki Neend Aaye.....Aisa Skoon say Soya k Subh Dair tak Sota Rha.........Mara Office Janay Ko Bhi Ji Nhi Chah rha tha....Iss liye Wahan say bhi Chuti mari....Bas Intezar tha k Sajjad ka Phone Aaye aur Woh Mujhe Khush-Khabri Sunaye k Uss ka Aur Maham ka Relation Hatam...... Break Up....Hamesha Hamesha K Liye....
Mujhe Achi trha Pata tha k Yeh Sab honay k baad Woh mujhe hi Phone kry ga , Akhir main hi Toh Uss ka Aik Wahid Best Friend tha.....
Raat 7 Bajay Sajjad ka Phone aaya Aur Mujhe Jaisay aik Jhatka Sa Lag gaya......
Main Apnay Room main Khidki(Window) k kareeb Table pay , Notes bana rha tha , Jab Achanak Maray Pen main say Ink hatam ho gayee.
Main Pen Fill krny hi laga k Sajjad maray Room main aaya.... aur maray Sath wali chair pay beth gaya....Woh kuch Pareshan lag rha tha....Mujh say rha nhi gaya aur main nay Pen ko Papers pay Rkhty hoay Poch hi liya....
Me : Kya Baat hai Sajjad.....Aaj Tum Apnay Room Main nhi thay.......
Kuch Upset bhi lag rhy ho....
Sajjad : hmmm .... Haan yaar .....Aik Baat Krni thi tum say.......
Me : Baat......Konsi baat , Saaf Saaf Kaho ,Ghar Sab theek toh hai
na?
Sajjad : (Sharmatay hoay) Woh main nay bohat Pehlay yeh batana tha
Tumhain , lakin..... Kuch Smjh nhi aati thi k kaisay bataoon.......
Mujhe aisay Laga Jaisay Woh abhi maray Samny Mujh Say apnay pyarr ka Iqraar kr day ga.... mary Dil ki Dhadkan Tez ho gaye aur Mathy Pay paseena Aany Laga...... main nay Pen Ink say Fill krny k liye Dobara Uthaya aur Ussay Fill krtay hoay Kaha....
Me : (Muskuratay hoay)Toh Theek hai...... Pehlay Tum Achi trha
Sharma Lo....Phir Batana.....
Sajjad : Nhi Yaar....Woh.....Main Nay Aaj.....Mara Matlab hai.....
Me: (Hantay hoay) Kya Hoa Aaj.....Jo Itna Ghabra rhy ho.....
Sajjad : Yaar...... I.......I.........Lo....I Love Maham......
Me : Kya........
Maham Hamari Class Fellow thi , Hum Ussay kareeb Do Saloon say Jantay thay....Woh Nihayat Shareef aur Sanjeeda si Ladki thi , Class main bhi bohat Sanjeedgi say rehti thi.....Shakal aur Soorat ki bhi koi Khas toh nhi thi phir Pata nhi kyon Sajjad nay Uss k liye aisa Socha..........Maray Mutabiq toh Uss main Aisii koi Baat nhi thi k Jiss ko Lay Kar Sajjad jaisa Modern , Descent aur achi Family say Belong krny wala Ladka uss Ka Aashiq ho jaye.....Lakin kehtay hain
na K Pyarr toh Andha hota hai....
Uss ka Last Word Maray Dil main Kissi Hanjar ki trha Jubh gaya....Aisay Jaisay Kanoo main Kuch aur Sunnany ki Taqat hi kuch dair k liye Hatam ho gaya ho....Jaisay Dil k sab Arman kissi Sheeshy ki trha Toot k bikhar gay hoon.....
Tabhi Bahir Zoroon ka Tofan Utha , Badal Zor say Garja....Jaisay Marie Bay-Basi pay Matam Mana Rha ho.....Aur Hawa k Aik Zorr k Jhonky Nay Khidki(Window) ko Aik Awaz k sath khool Diya.....Bahir ka Tofan Maray Room main Aa Gaya......aur Table pay Padi Ink ki Khuli hoi Bottle , Table pay Pade Adh likhy Papers pay apnay Nishan Chorti hoie Zameen pay Ja girii.....Aur Toot gayee.....
Uss k Totnay ki awaz say main aik Dam Apni Duniya main Wapis aaya......Sajjad Janay kya kya Bol rha tha....Lakin Uss waqat marie Smjh main kuch nhi aa rha tha.....Sir Pay Aisay Jaisay kissi nay Aik Bada sa Pathar day mara ho....
Main nay Bina kuch Sochy , Apnay Chehray ki Kafiat(Condition) Chupanay k liye , Foran Zameen pay Tooti Bottle k Tukray Uthana Shrooh kr diye.....
Sajjad nay Foran Khidki Band krtay hoay kaha.....
Sajjad : Falak !! Kin Khyaloon main kho gay.....Yaar Khidki toh Theek say Band kr latay....Kitna Nuksan ho gaya hai Tumhara.....See !!! Saray Notes bhi harab ho gay.....
Uss nay Notes ki taraf Ishara krtay hoay kaha.... Main ab bhi Aik Aik kr k Unn Sheshoon (Glass) k Pieces ko Utha rha tha , Jab uss nay Dobara kaha.....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Pata hai Falak! Aaj marie Zindagi ka Sab say Haseen din hai.... Yaar main nay Kabhi nhi Socha tha k Main Maham say........Yaar Main nay Ussay Dinner pay Chalny k liye kaha hai....Uss nay Abhi tak koi Jawab nhi diya Lakin mujhe Yaqeen hai k Woh Mann Jaye gee.........Woh Chaly gee na Maray Sath ?
Uss ki Yeh Baat Mujhe Andar Say Aur Torr gaye..... Aur Jo Thodi Bohat Himat Bach gaye thi Woh bhi Hatam honay lagi....Mujh say Apna Aap Smbhalna Mushkil ho rha tha.....
"Yeh Sab kab hoa....Kaisay hoa.....Tum toh maray thay Sajjad , Phir Yeh Aaj.......Aaj Aisa Kya hoa k.......k tum Aisii baatain kr rhy ho.....Maham..... Tumharay Sath.....Pyarr.....Maham......
kaisay.......? Main Kahan hoon Inn sab main ?"
Maray Zehan main aisay Janay kitnay aur sawal Uth rhy thay , Main Chahta tha k Sajjad ko Apni Bahoon main Lay kr Pochoon K Batao Sajjad !! Maray Sawaloon ka Jawab Do......
Innhi Khyaloon main Achanak maray Hath main Kanch Chubh gaya...... Lakin Iss Dard ka Ehsaas , Mujhe Kuch Dair Pehlay Milnay Walay Dard k Aagay Kuch nhi tha.... Mari Hath say Behtay Khoon ko Dekh kr Sajjad nay Gussay say kaha....
Sajjad : Kya Kr Rhy ho.....(Mara Hath Pakadtay hoay)Chodo yeh Sab.....Aur Yeh Kya hai.....Main nay toh Socha tha k Tum maray Sath Ched Charr kro gay.....Pocho gay k Main nay Abhi tak tumhain yeh Sab kyon nhi bataya.....Lakin Tum toh AIsay Behave kr rhy ho jaisay main
nay Kissi k Marnay ki Habar Suna di ho tumhain.....(Muskuratay hoay) Cheers Up Buddy......Kya hoa.....
"Mout toh hoie hai Sajjad....Mari Mout , Aur Maray Sath Sath Maray Pyarr ki Mout.....Jissay Kitnay Armaano Say main nay Iss Dil main Paida kiya tha....Kya Kya Nhi Socha tha Main nay......Bahir k Toffan ko Toh Tum Nay Khidkiyan Darwazay Band kr k Andar Aany Say Rok Diya lakin.....Tumhari Iss Baat Say Jo Tofan Maray Andar Utha Hai , Ussay Kaisay Hatam kro gay Sajjad , Kaisay Roko Gay Ussay" Main nay Sajjad ki Taraf Dekhtay hoay La-Chari K Sath Dil main Kaha.....
Phir Kuch Dair k baad Main nay kaha....
Me : Aisii koi Baat nhi hai....Bas Zara Maray Sir Main Dard Ho rha
hai.....
Sajjad : (Sharmatay hoay) ....Tumhain Lagta hai na K Woh Mara Sath Chaly gee......(Khushi say Aik taraf Dekhtay hoay)Mujhe Ab Bas Uss k Phone ka Intizar hai.......Acha Tum Rest kro ..... Maray Khyal Say Tum Pain Killer Lay kr Kuch Dair k Liye Soo Jao.....Iss Say Tumhain
Acha Feel ho ga..... Aur Ab Inn Kanch k Tookroon(Pieces) ko Hath mat lagana..... Main Servant ko Room main Bhej data hoon.....
Is k Baad Sajjad room say Nikal gaya , Aur main Wahi Zameen pay Beth gaya.....Kuch Dair baad Servant aaya aur Safai kr k Wapis Chala gaya....Uss k Janay k baad main nay Room ko Lock Kiya aur Khidki Khol , Bahir Tofan k Samnay Khada ho gaya...... Socha Shaid Bahir ka Yeh Tofan,Maray Andar k Uss Tofan ko Kuch Kam kr Day...... Sajjad k Sath Maazi Main Guzra Aik Aik Pal Ankhoon k Samny Aany laga.....
"Mari Ghalti hai , Sab Mari Ghalti hai.....Akhir Main nay Kyon Ussay Pehlay Apnay Jazbatoon Say Aashna Na Kraya , Kyon Na Ussay Bataya..... K Woh Mari Zindagi main "Khuda" ka Darja Lay Chuka hai.....Aur Maham.....Woh Toh Ordinary si Ladki hai , Class main Kaisii Shareef si bani rehti thi.....Kabhi Kissi Ladky say Baat Tak nhi krti thi , Phir Akhir Sajjad ka Dhyaan Uss ki Taraf Kaisay Chala gaya......Ya Allah ! Yeh Kya Ho Gaya Achanak......" Main nay Sajjad
k Iss Faisly pay Apnay hi Taraf Say Socha.....
Aur Phir Jab Bahir Dekhtay Dekhtay Thak gaya toh Ankhoon main Bay-Basi Liye, Khidki Band kr k Bistar pay Lait gaya.....
Sajjad Ka Chehra Aik Pal k Liye bhi mari Ankhoon Say Juda nhi ho rha tha....Woh Sab Sawal maray Zehan main aik Tofan Macha rhy thay......
"Nhi Sajjad.....Chahy Ghalti mari ho Ya Kissi Aur ki.....Main Kissi bhi Keemat pay Tumhain Maham Ka Nhi Honay Doon ga.....Maham ki Kya Aukat hai......Woh Tumharay Kabil nhi..... Pyarr toh main Nay Tum say Kiya hai....Sacha Pyarr....Anmool Pyarr....Jiss Main koi Khot nhi.....Agar Waqat nay Mujh say Yeh Moqa Cheen liya hai toh main , Waqat ko Wapis Morron ga , Inn Hathoon ki Lakeeron main Agar Tumhara Sath nhi Likha toh , Main Yeh Lakeerain hi Hathoon say Mitta Doon ga.....Lakin tumhain Har Haal Main Apni Zindagi main La kr Rhoon
ga.....Tumhain Aana hO Ga.....Mujh Say Pyarr ho ga Tum Ko....Zaroor Ho Ga.....Main Tumhain Bataon ga k Pyarr kya hota hai.... Iss Baat ka Ehsaas Dilaon ga K Main Tumhain Kitna Chahta hoon ......Tum Maray liya Kya ho Aur Main Tumharay Liye Kya hoon , Iss Baat ka Ehsaas
Dilana Aab Bohat Zaroori ho gaya Hai Sajjad.........Bohat Hi Zaroori......" Main Janay Kab Tak Yeh Sochta Rha.....Aur Sochtay Sochtay Neend Ki Aghosh main Chala Gaya.....
Uss DIn Main Sir Say Paon Tak Khud aik Tofan Ban Chuka tha....Aik Aisa Tofan Jo Kuch bhi krny k liye Tayar ho , Jo Apni Rah Main aany wali har Cheez ko Jadd Say Ukhadd day......
Agli Subh Main 6 Bajay Utha.....Mujhe Aik Pal k Liye bhi Kuch nhi Bhola tha , Sab kuch Aik Aik Harf k Sath mujhe Yaad tha......Shooroat toh krni thi , Kahi na Kahi say... So Sab Say Pehlay Main Gym gaya.....Uss Din First time main nay Khud k Liye Aisa kuch Socha....Pyarr kya Kya Krwata hai Insaan say.....
Uss Waqat main nay Aik Faisla Lay Liya tha k Main Khud ko aisa bana loon ga K Sajjad ko Maray baray main Sochna hi paday ga....................
Mari Yehi Koshish thi k Kissi Trha Sajjad k Dil main Apnay Liye Pyarr Jaga Doon............Padhai main toh main Pehlay hi Theek thak tha , Aur Phir Gym Janay ki Wajah say Mari Physique main bhi Kuch hi Din Main Change nazar aany laga.....Iss k Sath hi Ahista Ahista Main
nay Apna Hair Style , Dressing Style Sab Change kr liya...... Poori Class ko Hairat toh hoie k Yeh Achanak Mujhe Kya ho gaya hai , Jo main aisay Aik Dam Khud ko Change krny laga hoon.....Lakin main nay Kissi ko Iss ki Wajah Pata na Chalnay di.....
Sajjad ko Impress krtay krtay Class ki Ladkiyan mujh say Impress honay lagi......Lakin mari Soch Ka Markaz toh Sirf Sajjad hi tha........
Sajjad Mujhe Dekhta toh tha aur maray Iss Trha Say Life Main Change Aanay Pay Uss nay Mari Tareef bhi ki , Lakin Janay Kyon Mujhe Woh Satisfaction nhi mill rhi thi Jo main Talash kr rha tha.....Main Sajjad k Munh say Apnay liye Pyarr k woh Ilfaz SunnaNa Chahta tha , Jiss k Liye main nay Khud ko Aisay Change kr liya...........
Sajjad mujh say Apni Har baat krta tha Iss liye mujhe Yeh pata tha k Maham nay Abhi tak, Uss ki Baat ka koi Jawab nhi diya hai....Sajjad nay Class main bhi Maham Say Baat krny ki Koshish ki Lakin Situation aisii Ban hi na Ski.....
Mujhe kahi na Kahi ab yeh Lagna Shrooh ho gaya tha K Maham ka Jawab "Na" main hi ho ga....Lakin Phir bhi aik din Sajjad k pass Gaya aur uss say kaha.....
Me : Kya Baat hai Sajjad...... Kafi Dino say Dekh rha hoon , Tum Bohat Udaas Rehtay ho..... Kal Khelnay k liye bhi nhi aaye....
Sajjad : Tum Jantay toh ho......Yaar....Why? Why ? Maham is Behaving like this........Us nay Abhi tak mujhe Uss baat ka Jawab nhi diya.....Akhir woh Batati kyon nhi.......
Yeh Baat Sunn kr Maray Dil ko Bohat Acha laga , Lakin main nay Aisa Apnay Chehray pay Zahir nhi honay diya....aur kaha
Me : Aisa kYon Kehtay ho.....Woh Bolay gee......Zaroor Bolay
Gee....Agar Ussay tum say Pyarr hai toh woh Zarror Tumhain Jawab Day
Gee.....Lakin Sajjad.......Agar....
Main yeh kehtay hoay rok gaya...
Sajjad : Kya ......Kya Falak?.....
Me : Mujhe Ghalat mat Smjhna Sajjad....... Agar Woh Tum Say .......
(Jhijhktay hoay)Mara Matlab Hai k Kya Pata Woh Tumharay Liye Apnay
Dil Main Aisa koi Khyal hi na Rkhti ho....... Akhir Tum Ussay Jantay
hi kitna ho.....
Sajjad : Nhi Nhi.... Plz Yaar Aisa Mat Kaho.....
Main nay Bat ko Change krtay hoay kaha.....
Me : Acha Chodo Yeh Sab..... Tum nay Pehlay kabhi mujhe nhi bataya
tha k Tum.....Mara matlab hai.....Maham aur Tum ......
Sajjad : Yaar Iss baat ka toh mujhe Khud ko bhi Andaza nhi
tha............Pyarr Aisay hi hota hai....Kab koi Dil Say Acha Lagna
Shrooh ho jata hai , Hamain Pata hi nhi Chalta......Yeh Kuch 15 Din
Pehlay Ki Baat hai......Tum Unn Dino Apnay Grand-Father ki Death pay
Ghar gay hoay thay....Tumhain Toh Yaad ho ga Sir Faisal ki FareWell
Party bhi Ussi Raat ko thi.......Hum Sab Wahi thay.....Uss Din Hum
nay Khub Enjoy kiya.....Aur Ussi din Mujhe Maham ko janany ka Mouqa
milla.....Woh bohat Polite hai , Itni Ahista aur Meethy tareeqy say
Baat krti k Kanoo main Rass Ghul jata hai....Yaar Falak ! Main Khud
ko Uss k Kareeb aany say Rok Nhi Saka......Woh apni har aik baat k
sath Mari Rooh main Utarti Chali gayee........(Muskuratay hoay)Phir
Hamari Mulaqaton ka Silsila Chal Nikla , Hum Bohat Achy Dost Ban
Gay....Aur Yeh Dosti Mari Taraf Say Pyarr main Badal gayee....
"Oh !!! Toh Yeh Tab ki baat hai....Tabhi main Sochoon k Mujh say
kahan Ghalti hoie.....Kab Maham Iss k Itnay Kareeb aa gaye , k Iss
nay Ussay Apnay Sath Dinner pay Lay Chalny ka Keh Diya...." Main
nay Dil main Socha.....
Me : Acha......... toh tum Fikar kyon krtay ho......Bas Allah Par
Bharoosa Rkho.....InshaAllah Wohi Ho ga Jo Tumharay Haq main Behtar
hai....Bas Thoda Intezar kro.....
Sajjad : Main toh Umar Bhar Uss ka Intezar Kr Skta
hoon.....Lakin......Woh bas Aik Dafa Keh day k Woh bhi mujh Say
pyarr krti hai.....Kasam Say Falak ! Dil ko Sakoon mill Jaye Ga....
"Intezar.......hunh.......Jitna Chahy Intezar kro Sajjad......Main
bhi Tumhara Intezar kroon ga.....Lakin Iss Intezar ka Antt Mujh pay
hi Ho ga....Tumhain Mari taraf hi Lout kr aana ho ga...... Mujhe
Yaqeen ho gaya hai K Yeh Tumhara Bharm hi hai k Maham k Dil Main
Tumharay liye Koi pyarr ki Feelings hain , Warna woh tumhain Uss
Baat ka Reply kr dati.....Ab Bas Mujhe Munasib Waqat pay Tumharay
Dil Say Maham ko Nikal kar Khud ki Jagah Banani hai....Aur Apnay
Pyaar ka Izhar krna hai......" Main nay Dil hi Dil main Socha aur
Kaha
Me : Sure.......
Tabhi Sajjad k Mobile ki Bell Baji......Aur Uss k Chehray Pay Khushi
Jabk maray Chehray pay Hairat Dorr gayee....
(To Be Continued)
Kabhi Kabhi pyarr ko Smjhna hi Bohat Mushkil hota hai.....Aur Aisay main Dosray ko apnay Pyarr ka Ehsaas Dilana Aur bhi Mushkil...........Yeh Aik Aisay hi Shaks ki Kahani hai Jiss nay kissi Say Itna Pyarr Kiya , k Woh Iss Pyarr main Sahi aur Ghalat Ka Farq Bhool gaya aur Phir Ussay Uss Ghalti ki woh Saza Milli Jiss ki Keemat Woh aaj tak Chuka Rha hai.....
Sajjad say mari pehli mulaqat , BBA ki Pehli class main hoie........Sab say alag , Poori class main dominant , Har baat main Aagay.........Uss main aik achi baat yeh thi k woh bohat jald kissi ko bhi Apna bana lata tha , Uss ki Batoon main aisa Jadoo tha k Na-Chah k bhi Dil uss ki taraf khencha chala jata tha...Kissi k Mood ko Theek krna uss k Liye Jaisay Left Hand ki baat ho.....Aur Personality aisii k koi bhi Aashiq ho jaye........
Waisay toh main uss ka Class fellow tha Lakin Hamari Dua Salam hi thi Kabhi Koi Ba-Qaida Baat na hoie thi ....... Mari Uss Say Dosti ka Aghaz aik Test say hoa.
Mujhe Abhi Bhi Yaad hai , Hamara 1st Semester chal rha tha , Bohat Din pehlay Hamary Stats1 k Teacher nay Surprise Class Test ka Kha tha...Yeh Test Bohat Important tha , kyonk Iss k Marks Finals main count hona thay....
Main nay apnii Prepration ussi k Hisab say Kr rkhi thi ... Aik din Achanak Sir nay Test ka Keh diya.... Uss din Sajjad maray Sath walay Desk pay tha.............Pata nhi Sajjad ki prepration nhi thi ya woh Bhool gaya tha , Uss nay aur Kuch aur Class k Students nay Insist toh Bohat kiya Lakin Sir Kaha Man-Nanay walay thay.... Test Start ho gaya.... Sajjad aur Maray Darmyan Sirf aik Chair ka Fasla tha.....Main apna Test kr rha tha , K Achanak Sajjad nay Mujhe Left Side say Hilaya , Main nay dartay hoay dekha toh woh Apnay Pen say Desk pay kuch Bana rha tha.... Jab Kuch Ghoor say Deekha toh Mujhe Realize hoa k woh Bar Bar "2" Likh rha hai....
Pata nhi kaisay Maray Mind main Achanak yeh Baat Aayee k Woh mujh say 2nd Question ka Answer Poch rha hai , Main nay Woh Question Solve kr liya tha.........Mujhe Cheating say bohat darr lagta hai , Aur Waisay bhi Uss waqat tak shaid hi main nay kabhi koi Serious Cheating ki ho ya Phir Krai ho........... Darrtay Darrtay main nay Apna 2nd Question ka Page Desk ki Side Pay Rkh Diya...Aur Uss aik Question Nay Hamain Dosti k relation main bandh diya....
Test Class k Baad Jab hum Next Class k liye Ja rhy thay toh Achanak Peechy say uss nay Mujhe Awaz di...
Sajjad : Falak ! Falak......Yaar Baat Suno Plz...
Main Ruka aur peechy murr k dekha
Me (Falak) : Ji..... Kya baat hai...
Sajjad : Woh Yaar......Woh..... Thanks
Hum nay Sath hi Ahista Ahista Chalna Shrooh kr diya....
Me (Falak) : Thanks kiss liye....Main nay Kabhi kissi Ko Cheating nhi krwai , Lakin Aaj....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Wohi toh.....Main nay bhi kabhi Kissi say Cheating nhi ki......
Me(Falak) : (Muskuratay hoay) Hoon..... Shaid..... Janta Hoon main....
Sajjad : (Sharminda sa) Pori baat toh Suno Yaar, Main keh rha tha..... K Aaj say Pehlay , Main nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki...Woh Yaar Bas , ... 2nd Question ki Weightage Zyada thi , Issi liye Socha k Passing Marks ka Test toh Ho .....
Me(Falak) : Koi Baat nhi......Hota hai kabhi kabhi.....
Hum ClassRoom main Enter hoay , Woh Phir say Mari Sath ki Seat pay beth gaya , Abhi Teacher Nhi aaye thay....Hum Thodi dair k liye Bahir aa gay.
Class k Sab Ladky , Ladkiyan Bahir hi Khaday hoay apas main Baatain kr rhy thay ,Taqreeban Har Koi Test hi Discuss kr rha tha......Sajjad nay Dobara Baat Shrooh ki....
Sajjad : Yaar Statistics toh Mujhe Zehar Lagti hai......Aur Phir Sir Faroq k Parhany ka Andaz.....Don't you think , His way of teaching is Horrible...
Me : hmmm.....Actually woh Apnay Level pay ja k Parhaty hain , aur Bohat si baatoon ko Assume kr latay hain k Students ko Pata Hai....Shaid issi liye Hamain aisa lagta hai....
Sajjad : Exactly.....Lakin tumhary Concepts kafi strong hain iss main.....
Me : Actually Stats Pehlay bhi mara subject reh chuka hai.........F.Sc Main...
Sajjad : (thoda Ghabratay hoay)Aik Baat Kahoon , Agar tum Thodi favour kr do toh....
Mujhe Laga Shaid woh yeh Khy ga k Next Time Bhi main ussay Iss main Cheating Krwaon....
Me (Falak) : Baat?..... Haan Bolo......(Muskuratay hoay)Lakin Sajjad , Main Har Baar Cheating nhi Krwaoon ga.....Aaj toh pata nhi kyon main nay.....Lakin....
Sajjad : Nhi nhi Falak...... Baat Woh Nhi... By God ! main Main Nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki.....Agar Tum Mujhe Stats ki Tuitions day sktay ho toh?....Yaar Plz......
Me : Main ?....... Lakin main Nay Kabhi....
Sajjad : Yaar Plz.....Man-na Mat krna.... I will pay for it....
Abhi woh yeh Baat kr hi rha tha k Sir Class main Aa gay aur Yeh Baat aisay Hi Adhori reh gaye ......Yeh Last Class thi , Class k Baad main Hostel ko Chal Pada , K Achanak Aik Bike maray Pass Aa kr Ruk gaye.... woh Sajjad Tha....
Sajjad : Hey Falak..... Aao Betho Yaar , Main tumhain Chod data hoon....
Me : Nhi ..... Mara Hostel Kareeb hi hai......
Sajjad : Plz......
Pata nhi aisa kya Tha Uss Plz main K Main Uss say Aagay Kuch nhi keh Paya aur Bike Pay Beth gaya....Main nay Ussay Apna Hostel bataya .... Maray Hostel Pohanch kr , Jab main Thanks keh kr Room main Janay laga , Toh Uss nay Dobara Kaha....
Sajjad : Toh kya Socha Tum nay Falak......
Main uss waqat Uss Baat ko Bilkul Bhool Chuka tha.....Main nay Hairat say Pocha
Me : Sochna...... Kiss baray main....
Sajjad : Woh Tuitions.....
Me : Oh Haan..... Lakin Sajjad Main toh khud Abhi Parh rha hoon , Aur Phir.......Phir Main Room main akela nhi rhta , Hum Do Reh rhy hain , Kya Maloom Maray Roommate ko tumhara Yon Roz Roz maray Room main aana Pasand ho ya Na Ho......
Uss k pass toh aisay Jaisay Har Cheez ka Jawab tha......Uss nay foran kaha......
Sajjad : Toh kya hoa , Hum Libraray main Parh lain gay.....Tum bas mujhe Time Bata Do , Main Ussi Time pay Library pohanch jaon ga....
Me : Lakin....
Sajjad : Plz.....
Me: Acha Kal Say sham 7 Bajay..... Theek hai ?
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Ok ..... And Thanks Alot.....
Bas Wahi say Hamari Dosti ki Shrooat hoie aur yeh Dosti Kab Pyarr main badal gayee Mujhe Bilkul Andaza nhi hoa....
Uss nay bataya tha k Uss k Mummy PaPa Qatar rehtay hain , Aur woh Yahan Apnay kissi relative ki taraf reh rha hai....Next year Uss nay bhi Hostel main Accomadation lay li.....
Uss Ka Single ka Room Tha Jabk Hamary Halat uss waqat itnay Achy nhi thay issi liye mary Accomadation Tri Seater main thi....
Uss ka Hostel main aana tha k Mara Tamam Waqat uss k Sath Guzarnay laga.....Mujhe Uss k sath rehna Acha lagta tha........ Main Apnay Room main Kam Aur Sajjad k Room main Zyada Rehny laga..... Hum nay tamam Exams ki Tyari Sath hi main ki..... Uss k Woh Stupid say Jokes aaj bhi yaad aatay hain
Maray Zehn main Pata nhi kaisay Yeh Baat Beth chuki thi k woh bhi mujhe Utna hi chahta hai , Jitna Main Ussay......Aur phir kuch baatoon nay mujhe Iss baat ka Yaqeen Bhi Dila diya tha , Lakin Hum Dono main say Kissi nay Iss baat ko Zuban say Zahir nhi kiya tha.........Aur Akhir Main Aisa Kyon Na Smjhta , Uss ka Mujhe Say Apni Har Problem ka Share krna , Apni Choti Si Khushi ko bhi maray Sath Celebrate krna , Maray chehray Say Maray Dil k Haal ka Pata Lagana......Yeh Pyaar k Ishary nhi thay toh Kya tha.....Aur Phir Woh Baat Jiss nay Maray Is Khyal ko Aur Taqat Di , Woh Main kaisay Bhool skta hoon.......
Sab kuch Achy say Chal rha tha..... Hamary 5th Samester ka start Ho chuka tha.....Class nay Trip ka Plan banaya , mujhe aisii Cheezon main zyada Interest nhi tha aur main Trips pay Zyada jata bhi nhi tha, Issi liye kissi nay mujhe Zyada Force nhi kiya.....
Trip k Din ki Subh 6 bajay , Sajjad nay maray Room pay Knock kiya...........Main nay Darwaza Khola....
Sajjad : Falak !.......Abhi tak Soo Rhy ho......Tum abhi tak Tyarr nhi hoay ?
Me : (Hairat say)Tyarr?..... Kiss liye...
Sajjad : Yaar 7 Bajay Hum Yahan say Nikal Jaye gay Trip k Liye ..... We have to reach early at Spot.....
Me : Yeh kya keh rhy ho......(Wapis Bistar ki taraf jatay hoay ) Tumhain Toh Maloom hai k Main nhi ja rha Trip pay.....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay)Kiss nay Kaha , K tum nhi ja rhy..... Tum ja rhy ho....Maray Dost
Me : (Main Muskuraya) Nhi Yaar...... Main phir kabhi jaon ga......Yeh Trips Wagaira bore hi hote hain......... aur waisay bhi main nay Iss k liye Pessay Nhi Diye....
Sajjad : Jo Bhi Ho Falak ...... Jana toh Ab Paray ga , Kyon......k Main nay Tumhary Behalf pay Pessay Day Diye thay......Mujhe Pata tha k Tum Seedhy say toh Mano gay nhi....Issi Liye
Me : Kya!!!.... Yaar lakin Main...... Tum mujh say poch toh latay....
Sajjad : Yaar Hamari Dosti ko Aik Arsa Ho Chuka hai , Kya Abhi Bhi Humain Aik Dosray k Liye pochnay ki Zaroorat hai......Kya Mujhe Itna Haq bhi nhi k Main Apnay Dost k Liye.........Pata Hai Tumhari Iss Baat nay Mujhe Bohat Hurt kiya hai.........
Yeh Keh kr woh Wapisii ko Murnay laga......Uss ka Mujh par iss trha say haq Jatana mujhe Acha laga .....Ussay Roktay hoay main nay kaha
Me : Nhi sajjad.....Suno toh........ Mara woh matlab nhi tha.....Acha mood theek kro Apna, Chalo Main ready ho jata hoon............Tum bhi tyarr ho jao.....
Sajjad nay Mujhe Muskura k dekha aur Bahir chala gaya....Aur main uss k Unhii Alfaz ko yaad krny laga jo uss nay kuch hi dair pehlay Mujh Say khy thay....
"Haq.... Koi kissi ko apna Smjhta hai toh Haq Jatata hai , Iss ka Matlab hai k Sajjad Nay mujhe Apna Smjha.......Itna Apna k Uss nay Mujh say Maray Faislay krnay ka Haq Lay Liya........ Yeh Pyarr nhi toh Aur Kya hai......Ya Allah , Mujhe Bata k main kya kroon.....Akhir Kyon nhi woh Bolta K ussay mujh say Pyarr hai....." Main nay Apnay hi Dil main socha aur Muskuranay laga....
"Main nay usay kitni dafa kaha hai , Jo woh mujh say Kuch Khy..... Ghalti mari hi hai....Mujhe Ussay batana chahiye... Akhir kab tak aisay hi main Iss KashMakash main Uljha rhoon ga.....Kab Tak Iss Aag main Jalta rhoon ga..... "
Khud say Banaye Gay Maray Iss Ehsaas nay , Mujhe Saatwain Aasman pay Pohancha diya tha....Mujhe Khud pay AIk Gharoor sa Honay laga tha.....
Yeh Mari Masoomiat thi Ya Phir.....Maray Dil Main Sajjad Ka Pyarr k Main nay Apnay Khyaloon k Iss Rishtay k Dosray Pehloon pay kabhi ghoor hi nhi kiya....Main Nay Apnay Khyaloon main Sajjad k Pyarr ka Woh Qila Bana liya , Jiss main Maray aur Sajjad k siwa kissi k liye Jagah nhi thi.....
Khair Hum Trip pay Gay , Bohat maza aaya.....Khub Enjoy kiya....Sajjad jab bhi maray sath hota mujhe Woh Pal kabhi bore nhi lagtay.....Uss Trip nay Maray Andar ki Aag ko Aur Hawa Day Di thi......
Din Toh Uss k Sath Guzar Jata , Lakin Raat ko Neend nhi aati.....Kitni Mushkil hoti hai yeh Halat ,Issay Wohi Smjh Sktay hain Jiss nay Khud kabhi Pyarr kiya ho........ Kitni baar dil nay.kaha k Ussay Sab kuch Bata Doon Lakin Phir Aik Anjana Sa Darr Maray Paoon main Bairiyan Daal Data........
Phir Aik Din Uss nay Woh Kaha , Jiss ko Sunn kar Mujhe Apnay Kanoo Par Yaqeen nhi hoa....Taqdeer Aisa Kry gee Kabhi , Socha nhi tha.......
(To Be Continued)
Kafi baar wo mere ghar bhi aa jata tha. Ek din wo sham mein aaya to maine daru lagana shuru ker diya tha aur Shomu se gamche mein letket malish karwa raha tha, Mudit kafi der dekhta raha. Asal mein salaey shomu ki nazar bhi uske ooper thi magar mere karan bol nahin pata tha aur na mudit usey haath dharne deta bas sala usko nazron se chodta, jab der ho gayi to maine shomu ko bahar bheja aur Mudit ko lipta liya, us din maine pehli baar daru peekar uska chumban liya to lauda thanak gaya bilkul, wo chupchaap mere bagar mein let gaya aur hum gand uchka uchka ker ek doosrey ke lund pelne lagey.
Phir maine ahista se uske sarey kapdey utar diye aur uska badan chaatta raha, wo poora kamatur ho gaya, bas siskariyan bhar raha tha aur saansein tez chal rahi thi. Main uska badan chat chat ker uski gaand tak pahuncha, uski gaand aisi thi ki haath khud hi phisal jata tha uspe to, main uski phaankon pe daant kaatne laga aur sehlaney laga, sath sath zaban se chatta bhi rehta phir jab uske ched ki French kissing shuru ki to wo khud ba khud taangein phailaker gaand uthane laga mere liye.
Mujhe laga ki agar jari rakha to launda chud jayega is liye phir useey bahon mein le liya `bhaiyya mujhse shadi ker lo na ab raha nahin jata' wo kehratea huya bola `haan karunga tujhe to bhaga ke le jaoonga meri rani' maine ussey kaha aur uske honth chune laga phir maine ussey kaha `kal apni behan ki panty pehan lena maza aaygaya' to wo taiyyar ho gaya, mere liye to wo kuch bhi karne ko taiyyar tha mujhe pata tha ki apni choti behan ki chust panty mein to launda aaga laga dega. Late ho raha tha to maine ussey us din bhaga diya main nahin chahta tha ki hamarey sambandh khilne ke pehle hi khul jayein.
Us raat Shomu ko wapas bulaker uske saath sara frustration nikala, khoob huchak huchak ke peli uske gaand Mudit ko yaad kar kar ke wo bas chillata `haye phaad di tuney' `saley madarchod bahut humach ke pelta hai saley behaniya ki bur mein de de na' `saley tera lauda meri behaniya ki bur phaad dega baccha de dega' `meri gaand maar na behan ki burr samjh ker phaad na madarchod' Mujhe uski baton se aur josh chadta aur main aur kasker saley ki gaand leta.
Phir jhadne ke baad main uske saath leta tha aur uska lund sehla raha tha to maine pooch hi liya `bhosrike apni behan pe nazar hai kya teri' to wo bola `ar kya khoob ragda hai usko to maine' aur phir saley ne mera dil jeet liye `aap boliye malik to bula loon kissi din aapki seva ke liye' `haan bey' maine bola `pehle kyun nahin bola ` main samjha aapko bas ladke pasand hain' `to maine ussey kaha `ladke to pasand hain magar kasi huyi burr bhi kabhi kabhi chakna chahiye na bey aur wo bhi teri bahiniya ab main nahin kalyan karunga uska to kaise kaam chalega' usne poocha `ye mudit ki to ab tak aapne baja di hogi' maine usko bataya `nahin abhi nahin ussey shadi karunga phir loonga ussey mujhe pyar hai' `malik laundon mein kya pyar baja do makhanhai koi aur phaad dega warna uski' Tab tak mera khada ho gaya phir aur main usko chuwaney laga, saath mein apne pair ka angootha uski gaand mein ghusaney laga usko maza aa raha tha uchal uchal ke khud hi gaand mein le raha tha aur phir saley ko malai pila di.
Subah subah mudit aa gaya. Darwaza ander se band kerke bola dekho. Jab usne apna pajama kholker zameeen per giraya to aag laga di, sala ander apni behan ki lal rang ki panty pehne tha jissey kuch bhi chup nahin paa raha tha, peechey se poori uski gaand mein ghusi thi aur aagey bas chupa bhar pa rahi uska lund, yahan tak ki ooper se uski jhaantein dikh rahin thi, maine phir usko pakad liya aur ragandne laga, wo meri bahon mein aatey hi samarpan ker deta tha, bas mere touch ka maza lene lagta kissi patni ki tarah.
Main bhi usko bister mein lekar guth gaya uske saath aanan faanan mein nanga ker diya sirf panty pehne rehne di aur jab muh uski gaand ki phankon ke beech ghusaya to uski aur uski behan dono ki khushboo panty se mili jissey man vibhor ho gaya, maine usko bahon mein bhar liya, hum dono lipat gaye do payi atmaon ki tarah ek doosrey ke muh se ek doosrey ke ander ghusne ki koshish kerne lagey, phir hamesha ki tarah main bathroom gaya to wo samne khada ho gaya, meri meri gaand dhulwayi aur mujhe nahlaney laga, mera lund uske saath khada hi rehta thaw o pyar se sabnum laga ker usko sehlata, ab main kabhi kabhi usko lund ka topa muh mein lekar chusne deta thodi thodi der ke liye taki uski vaasna aur bhadkey, us din bhi waisa hi kiya, phir ekdum se mera mood ghoom gaya `Mudit pishab pee le mera aaj' maine ussey kaha `kya' `kyun patni hai to sunega nahin' `theek hai' maine lund uske muh mein to nahin diya bas uska myh khulwaya aur supada saamne rakh ke dhar maar di uske muh mein wo seedha gatagat peene laga, kuch uski chati pe bhi beh ker aa gaya tha jaldi jaldi mein.
Phir maine uska chumban liya aur humne ek hi brush se brush kiya. Us din dopahar mein laundon ke saath pahunch gaya unmein mere favourite they Rajendra, sanjeev, Aftab, Bhanu aur Shariq. Sabhi mast jawan gabru laundey they aur kafi bindaas aur harami. Hum aksar nursery ke peechey chup ker cigarette peetey they.
Us din dopahar mein nahane ka plan bana to sab ke sab ganga ko chal padey, raastey bhar haramipaney ki baatein huyi, iski bur pel dena to uski gaand mein lauda daal doonga, yehi sab hota raha, sab Mudit ki khichayi bhi ker rahe they. Maine Mudit se pehle hi keh diya tha ki mera dil inpe aaya huya hai `tu bas inko rijha rijhaker inka sex ujagar ker de phir main inse mazey loonga' maine usko bola tha chuchap kaan mein. Jab ghat pe pahunchey to sab apni apni pantein utarney lagey, mere to muh mein mano nadi ka pani bhar gaya unke gadheeley jawan sharer dekh ker, aur uspe se chust chaddhiyan, dil kiya wahin sabka chaatney lagun `kyun chamiya tu nahin utaregi kya' Aftab ne Mudit se
Mera man to raastey bhar aur shaam bhar gane gata raha, Mudit ke prem ke, maine bhi socha dekhta hoon kab tak kamdev ko kaabu mein rakh sakta hoon. Raat huyi khana kha raha tha ki Mudit aa gaya usne bhi saath khana khaya jab koi na hota main uske muh mein nivala deta who mere. Lautney ke pehle usko kamre mein le gaya aur kas ker bahon mein bhar ker jee bhar ke chooma usko.
Us raat Shomu ko kamre mein bulaya, pehle apni marwayi phir uski seal tod di' kasey huye kunwarey ched mein jab supada ghusa to gaand ne beench liya usko rokkna chaha, magar mere dimag pe to Mudit sawaar tha, shomu ki kunwari gaand ki phaanko ko masal masal ker tel lagaya tha muh ghusaker chata zaban gaand ander di ched mein khoob der tak phir chodne laga tha, `aaah' `uuuuh' `hayeeee' `maiiya chod di babu gaandiya phat gayli ho`ayyyyii' `uuhh bahut mota lauda hai rey ikkere bahiniya ke bur mein pel de rey' kehraye ja ja raha tha magar usko dabaye huye tha main aur chod raha tha `chudwa na prem se' raat bhar jam ker choda teen round, ussey chudwayi bhi uska choosa bhi, khoob daru pi, jatey jatey Shomu bola `mera naam Mudit nahin hain' muskrura raha tha sala `to' `phir kyun raat bhar nashe mein mudit mudit kahe ja rahey tha, mana ladka chikna hai kafi' kehker who muskurata huya chala gaya, main jhenp gaya thoda sa.
Jab khirki se jhanka to Mudit bahar hi gate pe khada tha, maine socha pehle naha dho loon phir bulaoonga magar raha nahi gaya to usko awaz de di, wo bhi mera hi wait ker raha tha fauran aa gaya; aaj wo kali shorts aur sky blue t shirt mein tha, main kuch der ke liye bister pe phir let gaya 7 hi to baje they, wo bhi aaker bister pe hi baith gaya, kuch pal mein shomu chai le aaya, mand mand muskura raha tha Mudit ko dekh ke, kuch bola nahi aur apne peechey darwaza band kerke chala gaya , Mudit utha ander se kundi laga di aur aaker mujhse lipat gaya `raat bhar aapki yaad aati rahi' meri chati pe hath sehlatey huye bola, maine bhi usko bahon mein jakd liya `yaad to mujhe bhi bahut aayi tumhari' kehker usko bagal mein lita liya aur dono phir ek doosrey ke honthon se madirapan kernel age aur halke halke badan sehlane lagey.
Meri aag to shaant hi thi, maine Mudit ki aag khoob bhadakne di. Is baar ladka haath mein tha main pyar se sahi samy per sab karma chahta tha, hamesha to yeh rehta tha ki kahin launda haath se nikal na jaye, phir is baar Mudit ne to dil ki gehrayiyan gudguda di thi.
`Yeh dekho' usne apne shorts neechey se uthatey huye dikhaya, wo meri chaddhi hi pehne tha `raat bhar issi ko pehan ke aapko soch raha tha bhaiyya' maine usko lipta liya, kuch der liptaney ke bad main uth gaya `chalo naha dho loon' `nahiiiiiiin na' aise hi lete raho `arrey samjha karo abhi sab jag jayengey' `nahii accha ek shart pe' `kya shart' `main bhi aapke saath bathroom chalunga ` `accha baba' is aag mein ghee dalne ka ek aur sunhara avsar, maine bathroom ka darwaza khula hi rakha aur saamne baithker tatti kerne laga, Mudit khada mujhe nihare jar aha tha, jab main tatti ker chukka to pani bharne laga lotey mein, wo paas aa gaya `lao main pani dalunga bhaiyya' `accha baba daal do lao sahi se idhar peechey se' aur iske pehle ki main haath neechey apne ched pe le ja pata pani ke saath uska hi haath meri gaand pea a gaya aur pyar se sehla sehla ker meri gaand dhulane laga, maine badle mein uski gardan pe honth rakh diye aur choomne laga `I love you Mudit' main ek haath uske kandhey pe rakhtey huye bola `aapse mujhe bhi pyar ho gaya hai bahut bahut zyada bhaiyya' Usne mere brush pe paste laga ker diya aur haath dhone laga, maine jab paste ker liya to usne mujhe kulli karwayi aur phir mere gamchaey ko khol diya taki main naha sakun, wo pani daal raha tha mere badan pe phir sabun lagaya, mera lund khada ho chukka tha, itna sunder ladkinuma ladka nehlaye aur lund lkhada na ho.
Usne meri peeth ragdi, lund dhoya, phir toliya se mera badan pocha, kapde hi khud nikale aur pehnaye. Kuch der mein main taiyyar ho gaya. Maine phir usko bahon mein bhar liya, itne mein uski maa ki awaaz aayi `Mudiiiiiit kaha hai' lagt hai jana padega mummy bula rahi hai, who chala gaya magar apna mayajaal mere ooper poora daalker.
Maine nashta kiya bahar aaya to wo apne baap ke saath scooter pe jata huya dikha, isharey se bataya 1-2 ghantey mein aayega mandir ja raha hai. Main ghar aa gaya TV dekhne laga, Shomu aaya muskurata huya `ka ho bhaiyya ladkawa ki chawanni bhuna diye ka?' aankh maartey huye poocha, `abey nahin aur tameez se baat ker wo teri bhabhi hai' wo wahin carpet pe baith gaya aur TV dekhne laga.
Beech beech mein bahar jata phir aa jata, Papa office ko naikal gaye aur mummy kahin auntiyon ke saath gupshap mein. `Abey yaar tujhe pata hai kya wo do ladke kaun they jinhone ek ladke ki gaand maari thi?' `haan na kahe nahi pata hoga, magar gaand unhone nahin mari hogi ussey zyada thane mein unki mara gayi' `abey kaun they bata na' `badey bechain unhu ko khaiyyo ka babu' usne mujhe cherra `madarchod bol na' `arrey yahin ke hain Vivek Yadav aur Abdullah, milna hai to bolo' `accha milwa de na kahan rehtey hain' `yahin peechey wali line pe ruko babu abhi hi dekhta hoon, wo jane laga to main bola `aisa ker garage ke peechey waley kamrey mein le aana' main jaldi jaldi dil ko sambhalta huya us kamrey ke taraf gaya aur garage ke bahar hi khada ho gaya itne mein Shomu do ladko ko gate se ander lata dikha.
Dono mast gadraye jawan they ek gamcha baandhey tha aur baniyan pehne tha doosra nikker mein tha aur ooper kuch nahin, yeh hain mil lo, main ghar sambhalta hoon, pehle Vivek aagey aaya, wo gamchey wala tha, rang gehuna, badan haath mazboot, choti kamatur aankhein, jhaanghein gamche se nikli padh rahin thi, sharer mein muscles ke kataav they, chati pe koi baal nahin, pairon pe halke halke se aur gamche ke ooper se laudey ka mota sa supada saaf ubharta dikh raha tha, doosra Abdullah tha, badan haath Vivek ki tarah hi, magar rang ussey saaf, dheeli si peele rang ki ghar
Faisal abhi Pune se MBA ker raha tha so ghar pe ek gadraya huya sa ladka nauker rakh liya gaya tha. Waise to who wahin kaam ker rahe chaprasi ka bhatija tha magar uska sarkari naukri se koi lena dena nahin tha. Ghar hi pe rehta tha naam Shomu tha, saanvla rang magar chehrey pe bahut kashish, naak naksh se namkeen jawani thi to shayad kuch saal pehle hi phooti thi.
Is kahani ke doosri taraf tha Mudit, jisko maine subah subah apni balcony se dekha tha, haath mein doodh ka bartan latkaye apne ghar ghar ka gate band ker raha tha. Pehle maine usko sirf peechey se hi dekha aur ussi pe lattu ho gaya. Track suit ka safed lower aur navy blue Tshirt pehne tha, jab who muda aur chalne laga to mere dil ki dhadkane mano uske kadam ke neechey bich bich gayin. Doodh mein dhula huya swaroop tha, mano sawan ne apne daaman ke sarey rang uski jawani pe nauchawar ker diye hon.
Kale reshmi baal, bhuri bhuri aankhein, gulabi honth, safed rang thoda lali liye huye, patli si kamar jisme lachak thi, jawani aur madak ladakpan ka sangam tha. Main turant gate pe aa gaya aur wahin khada raha jab door se who wapas aaya to usko dekh ker muskuraya who bhi halka sa muskurata huya wapas chala gaya apne ghar ko. Mera dil to fauran aa gaya uspe. Main bas usko niharta raha wahin gate pe khada khada.
Ander aaker Shomu se poocha ki who samne ghar mein kaun rehta hai to usne bataya who Shukla ji ka ghar hai. Dopahar mein koi kaam nahin tha tahalta huya park chala gaya, wahan ladke cricket khel rahe they. Is baar sawan ne jawani barsaker naye naye ladko ko jawan ker diya tha. Ek se ek maal wahan khel raha tha aur us bheed mein Mudit bhi tha.
Main pehle to munder pe baith ker dekhta raha unka khel. Khel kya araam se baith ker eke k ladke ko naap raha tha, jab koi mudhker ball uthata to uski gaand naapta, khade huye ladke ka lund bhaanpne ki koshish kerta. Khair kuch der mein main bhi unke saath khelne laga. Kyunki baat colony ki thi fauran hi dosti hi gayi aur main sabka bhaiyya ban gaya.
Khel ke baad ek group ruk gaya wahan usme Mudit bhi tha aur aise hi baatein kerne lagey. Who sab mere baarey mein janna chahtey they aur apne baarey mein batana. Ek doosrey ki khinchayi bhi kertey rehtey. Kuch maine dhyan diya Mudit ko cher bhi rahe they, kabhi koi uski peeth ya jaangh pe hath rakhta to who jhatak deta `badtamizi mat karo' Main bhi hansi mazak ker raha tha sabse, chutkulay sunaye sab ko, delhi ke barey mein bataya, factory ke barey mein bataya.
Is tarah kertey kartey 2 din mein ladko se acchi dosti ho gayi. Ussi din raat mein maine Shomu ko bulaya apne kamre mein, kamar pe gamcha baandh liya, who nikker pehne huya tha jo shayad usko kafi choti pad rahi thi. `Zara pair haath to daba de' pankha chal raha tha, light kam ker di, darwaza band aur daru ki chuski laga rha tha aur uske garam komal sparsh ka maza le raha tha. "haan idhar thoda ooper' jhanghon pe ishara kertey huye.
`Thoda kamar pe daba de, haan zara chati sehla de' mera lund khada ho gaya tha poora aur usko main taangon ke beech dabaye tha, phir main ghoom ke let gaya, `zara peechey daba' who peechey se pair aur jhaanghein dabane laga, uske dabane se main samajh gaya ladka mazboot tha, ab mujhko wohi purani pehchanni tharak chadne lagi thi par abhi tak main jan nahin paya tha ki who samjha hai ki nahin `lo daru pee lo thodi' apna glass uski taraf kiya to usne mana nahin kiya `arrey babu glass to ek hi hai jhoota ho jayega' `arrey peeyo na koi baat nahin main jhootha nahin maanta' usne jhat se gatak li aur peechey se meri kamar dabane laga, maine usse kaha `jitni peeni hai pee lena sharmana nahin' phir agle aadhey ghantey mein usne to lagbhag 3 peg chada liye, `zara kamar ke neechey to daba' who samajh nahin paya aur phir jaangh pakad ker dabane laga, maine uska pakad ker gaand pe rakh diya `abey idhar daba dard ho raha hai aaj din bhar baithey baithey' who meri gaand masalne laga `haan shabash beta aise hi thoda kasker daba masalker.
Maine ussi din dopahar mein apni jaaghein, jhaant aur gaand ke baal shave kiye they, maine gamcha thoda ooper kiya `sahi se daba do na sharmao mat' `daba to rahe hainn babu sharma kahan rahe hainn' `thoda gamchey ke ander haath daal ker masal do' mere yeh kehne pe usne gamcha hataya to nahin magar gaand dabane laga neechey se jab uska haath ooper aata apne aap gamcha uth jata, ab who aise daba raha tha ki uske dono haath ke angoothey meri gaand ki ched per touch kerne lagey they aur usko chiknayi ka ahsaas ho gaya tha, `kyun nasha nahin chada kya' maine ussey poocha `arrey sar ghumaat hai magar mast lag raha hai' usne kaha maine ssedhey apna gamcha gaand pe se hata ker kamar pe ulat diya, ab zara sahi se daba de' maine kaha, bahut maza aa raha tha, uske garam garam jawan haath masal rahe they, ab maine ussey baaki haath pair chorrker sirf gaand dabane ko kaha tha, uske angoothey araam se meri faankon ke beech phans rahe they, kabhi kabhi bilkul ched pe dabaav ke saath, usko yeh bataeney ke liye ki mujhe zayada maza aaya uska aisa kerne pe mainr uska angootha gaand pe padhtey hi siskari bhar leta' aaahhhh, haan shabash aise hi beta' phir ek aur peg peene ko huya to dekha pani nahin hai `zara fridge se pani le aa aur tere paas gamcha nahin hai kya?' `haan hai to ` kyun?' `arrey yaar tu bhi gamcha pehan le na araam se free hokar baith' who bahar chala gaya aur kareeb 5-7 minute ke baad aaya pani lekar aur haath mein gamcha liye huye `bahar kaise aatey gamchchey mein, yahin pehan lengein' kehker who bathroom mein gaya aur gamcha baandh ker aa gaya, `haan yeh huyi na baat beta ab sahi se chad ker daba de' maine usko apni taangon ke beech bitha liya, who ooper chad ker dabane laga jab meri garden tak aata to uska lund chu jata meri gaand aur kamar ke paas `ja thoda tel aa aur malish ker de' jab who wapas aaya to main ulta hi leta raha aur gamcha kamar se khol diya aur bister pe bicha sa liya, `la beta tel laga de' maine ussey yeh to bataya nahin tha ki kahan magar
Badan pe baal nahi they, jhaantien hamesha shaved rakhta tha, aur gori gulabi gaand ke ched ke aaspaas kuch reshmi baal they, aksar jab gaand dhota to uska man apne hi baalon se khelne ka karne lagta, apni gaand se khelne ka shaq usko bachpan se tha, gulabi honey ke karan school mein aksar ladke gaand pe haath laga jatey they, kabhi koi zyada harami nikla to gaal pe chumma de jata, us sab mein kapil ko kabhi koi burayi nahi dikhi.
Phir thoda bada huya to muth maarne ka shauq laga, usko muth ke barey mein ek mohalley ke dost ne bataya tha, bahut baar don one aamne saamne baith ker bhi muthiaya tha, dono kabhi apna lund naaptey to kabhi ye dekhtey ki kiska zyada maal gira hai. Phir college chala gaya to apne mard honey ka ahsas jag gaya, tab agar koi uski gaand ya kamar par haath lagata to suko apni izzat pe hamla samajh ker hadka deta tha. Magar jab gaand dhota to na jane kyun uski ungliyan khud hi apni gaand se khelne lagti.
Ek ladki se bhi dosti huyi magar abhi baat bas dosti pet hi, ussey aagey kehne ki uski himmat nahi thi. Cigarette ka shauq college se hi tha aur beer ka, ab to jab bhi milti daru bhi laga leta tha. Office mein uski dosti ek aur executive Kunal Pandey se honey lagi thi, Kunal accounts mein tha aur rehne wala to jaunpur ka tha, magar delhi mein hi pala bada tha, gehunya rang tha, magar madak sunderta thi. Bal khatey gulabi honth, choti aankhien jinme ek madak si haramipaney wali shararat jhalakti thi, abhi shave kerna shuru nahi kiya tha, uske bhi haath pair acchey gadraye huye they aur kapdey chust, gaand mein ghusti pant bazu dikhati shirt, uske neechey tie, jiske karan wo kissi school ka ladka hi lagta tha bhola massom sa dikhne ke karan.
Kunal ke shareer pe bhi baal nahi they aur gaand pe halke halkey, lauda kareeb 6 inchi tha, magar bachpan pe pareshani ke karan muslamano jaisa kata huya tha jissey uska supada accha bada aur saanvla sa dikhta tha, pehle school mein aur phir colony mein 3- 4 ladkon ke saath pelam pelai ka khel khel chukka tha, is line ka poora rasiya tha magar kissi pe haath daalne pe gaand path jati thi uski, is liye bahut saalon se kissi ladke ke saath chudayi nahi kari thi.
Usko Kapil pasand aane laga tha. Akasar apne bills clear karaney ussi ke paas aata tha, dono mein dosti badhne lagi. Luch break mein miltey to pehle to kafi formal reahtey ek doosrey se phir ahista ahista khulne lagey to ladkiyon ki baatien honey lagin, phir khullam khulla chudayi ki magar ladko ke beech ke sex ki abhi nahin. Us din subah jab Kapil apni gaand se khel raha tha to na janey kyun usko reh reh ker Kunal ka dhyaan aa ja raha tha, aksar muth marne mein bhi ladkiyon ke saath saath uska dhyaan Kunal pe chala hi jata tha.
Udhar Kunal to khul ke saaf saaf kapil ki gaad yaad ker ker ke muth maarne laga tha, wo khayalon mein Kapil ke saath tarah tarah ki chudayi sochta aur muth maarta. Ek din shaam mein jab kapil uske paas apne paise lene aaya to woe k sex site dekh raha tha, Kapil bhi wahin baith gaya `waah yaar to ye kaam bhi kartey ho office mein' usne kaha to Kunal ne jawab diya `aur kya yaar ab office hai to kya khada nahi hoga kya' `accha yaar matlab poorey program se khada bhi ker rakha hai' kapil ne kaha `aur kya mard ka hathoda hai thanak to jata hai chut dekhker' kapil bhi uske paas baith gaya ek chair kheench ker aur kafi chipak ke dono monitor pe chudai ki pics dekhne lagey aur apni apni pasand bataney lagey `yeh wali dekh' Kunal ne ek pic dikhayi `dekh Sali kya masti se chudwa rahi hai ten teen se' Kunal ne kaha `haan Sali randi hai magar hai badiya iski' kapil ne bola, dono kafi der dekhtey rahe baithker baki log jane lagey, thoda akela huya to dono araam se baith gaye Kunal ki nazar uski pant pe padi to wahan accha sa ubhaar paya, uske bhi anduye pant mein ek taraf they aur lauda ek taraf thanka huya tha jisko wo reh reh ker masal le raha tha, ussi excitement mein usne jab apna ek haath kapil ki jaangh pe rakha to usne mana nahi kiya.
Usko ek anjani si chahat hamesha Kunal ki taraf akarshit karti thi, usne ek nazar Kunal ke haath pe dali, wo halke halke uski jaangh sehla raha tha `kyun" usne Kapil se poocha `choda hai kabhi tuney?' `nahi yaar' kapil ne jawab diya `koi bhi nahi kissi ko bhi nahi ab tak' kunal ne aur poocha `nahi yaar' kapil ne jawab diya `arrey matlab sex kiya hi nahi kabhi school college mein kissi ladke ke sath bhi nahi?' Kunal ne khul ke poocha `abey ja ladke ke saathkyun karunga' usne kaha to kunal bola `arrey hamarey school mein to ek ladka tha uski kafi ladke lete they main bhi' `accha abbey kaise' `bas yaar maza ataa tha mard hoon ye kya dekhna ki chut hai ki gaand lund khada ho to jiske saath maza aaye chod dena chahiye' phir wo utha office ke survey ke liye lagbhag sabhi ja chukey they bas security gurads they usne usne keh diya ki wo late ttak rukega kaam hai is liye, unko kahan apatti hoti, wo jab lauta to apne cabinka darwaza ander se laga liya `chal na yaar sab chale gaye hain muth marega kya bada mood ker raha hai mera to `'abey hatt yaar kaisi baatien kerta hai' kapil ne kaha magar uska man bhi lalcha raha thaw o ab Kunal ke saamne apni gaand aur lund se khelna chah raha tha, Kunal kursi pe baith gaya aur dono phir dekhne lagey itne mein kunal ne pehle apni belt aur phir zip khol di `abey kya kar raha hai yaar' Kapil ne bola to Kunal bola `mazey le raha hoon chudai ke scenes ke yaar tub hi khol de na aur lauda sehla le' magar kapil mein sankoch tha, usne pehle office mein is tarah nahi kiya tha aur Kunal ko sahi se jaanta bhi nahi tha kahin usne kissi se keh diya to kya hoga usne socha.
Magar Kunal tab tak bindaas ooper se apni chaddhi mei haath dekar apna lauda ragadne laga tha, wo tha to apni hi line ka purana khiladi, jaanta tha dheere dheere Kapil ka sankoch khatam hoga to line pea a jayega, agar bhaagna hota to wahan aaya hi nahi hota. Usne phir apna lund bahar kheencha aur bina jhijhak ya sharam ke haath mein lekar usey dabaney aur hilaney laga `abey tub hi muth maar le na' Kunal ne
Don one subah station pe milne ka wada kiya aur phone rakh diya, magar thodi der baad Lokesh ne phone kiya `bhai raha nahi jata abhi aa ja na' `pagal hai kya abhi kaise aaonga tere ghar waley' Sumer ne kaha `kuch nahi hoga sab so gaye hain aur subah subah chale jayengey kaam pe mera karma bilkul alag hai aa ja main aadhey ghantey baad building ke gate pe milunga' Aakhir Sumer ne kapdey pehne aur nikal pada tez bearish mein, jab Lokesh ki building pe pahuncha to wo bahar hi tha dono ki ek doosrey ko dekhtey hi baanchien khil gayin.
Security waley neb hi Lokesh ke karan Sumer se kuch nahi poocha aur ander jane ke liye gate khol diya, lift mein don one ek doosrey ko daboch liya, na jane kab ki pyaas thi dono mein, jab Sumer Lokesh ke ghar mein dabey paanv ghusa to dekha kafi alishan flat tha, uske bhaiyya ke ghar se lagbhag paanchguna bada aur ek se ek megnga saman saja tha, usko Lokesh apne kamrey mein le gaya, wahan e taraf bada sa TV tha aur music system, ek taraf computer tha, bada sa bed tha, bathroom mein bath tub aur poorey room mein carpet tha aur AC se thanda tha karma `waah yaar tera baap bada aadmi hai kya' usne poocha to Lokesh bola `haan yaar businessman hai diamonds ka showroom hai zaveri bazaar mein aur kuch factories wagarah bhi hain `accha mujhe nahi pata that u sala itna raiszada hai' usne kaha to Lokesh boa `accha ussey kuch faraq padega kya' kehker wo Sumer se lipat gaya khade khadey hi, `nahin janeman' kehker usne Lokesh ki shirt ke button khol diye aur uski chati sehlatey huye usko paas kheenchker uska chumban lene laga, is baar raat ki tanhai mein dono ke chumban mein zyada josh tha.
Balcony ki taraf poora sliding door tha sheeshey ka aur silk ka parda khula huya tha, halanki lights on thi Sumer ne kaha `parda baraber ker de' to Lokesh bola nahi jisko dekhna hai dekh lene do koi chori thodi ker rahey hain' Lokesh ko pehli baar mard mila tha wo uske saath apni sari fantasies poori kerna chahta tha, idhar saal bhar se Sumer ki bhi bahut si fantasies jama ho gayin thi, aaj ki raat dono ko apne saarey armaan nikalne they, Sumer dheere dheere uske kandhey aur gardan chsne laga to Lokesh pyaar ke alingan main mast hoker machalne laga jeevan mein pehli baar uske muh se sikariyan nikalne lagi `aaah Sumer haaann Sumer uhhhh Sumer I love you daaaarling aaaahhh' kehker wo summer ke har chumba ka jawab de raha tha, Sumer bhi ab apne desi andaaz pe aaney laga tha `rey chamiyya meri jaan kya malai sa badan hai tera nemkeen teri gaan mein lund meri jaan' usne kaha to Lokesh aur mastiya gaya, usne ab tak pehle bas sadak pe ladkon ko is type ki baatien kertey suna tha, magar koi mard aaj usko apni bahon mein lekar uske prem mein ussey ye sab keh raha tha to usko natural maza milne laga.
`yes darling my Sumer darling' usne kaha, to sumer ne usko shirt se azaad ker diya aur uska nanga badan masalney laga, ab usko gaanv ki chudaiyaan yaad aaney lagi wo sarey khel jo usne gaanv ke kheton mein laundon ke saath khele thay, pehli baaar shahar ka kamsin launda mila tha `tere baap ke paas daru rehti hai kya' usne poocha to Lokesh bola `haan bahar bar hai sab bhari huyi hai abhi lata hoon' Lokesh lauta to saath teen bottles thi aur do glass, usne wo wahin rakh di aur bahar jaker phir chaar aur le aaya `abey itni kya karega' sumer ne poocha `poocha mat bata doonga' kehker usne ek peg Sumer ko diya ek khud liya aur soft si music lagaker ussey lipatker machalne laga apna shareer uske shareer se jaise sehlaney laga, Sumer ne uski pant ka hook aur phir button khol diye aur uski kamar sehlaney laga `chal na balcony pe chal' Lokesh uska haath pakad ker balcony pe le gaya, wahan barish ki fuhaarien aa rahi thi, dono wahi khadey hoker kissing kerne lagey, glass wahin railing per rakh ker; Lokesh ne balcony ki lights bhi on ker din `accha saley poori duniya ko dikhana chahta hai' Sumer ne kaha `han sabko' Lokesh ne kaha aur apni pant gira ker ussey pair nikal liya Sumer ne pehli baar uska badan ghaur se dekha to masti se bhar gaya kyunki Lokesh lagbhag gulabi tha dikhne mein, ek bhi baal nahi, usne jhaantien tak cream lagaker 3 din pehle hi saaf ker di thi aur thinghs pe jo thodey bahut baal they wo bhi, royal blue rang ki choti si imported bikini style ki chaddhi pehne tha, bahar barish ki awaaz ke saath ander ki music ki awaaz bhi thi usne Sumer ke gaey mein haath daalker machalna shuru ker diya, is umeed se ki shayad koi kahin na kahin se unhein dekh raha ho.
Sumer ka hath kahan kabu mein rehne wala tha, uski gaand ki garmi aur softness to wo shaam mein experience ker hi chukka tha, turant uski chaddhi se sehlaney laga uski kamar aur uski gaand, mard ka haath paatey hi Lokesh aur machalne laga, usne Sumer ki shirt ke button bhi khol daley aur uski chati pe daanton se kaatne laga aur ungliyon se nishan bananey laga, uski bazzuon ko sehlaney laga aur phir shirt utarwa di, ander baniyan nahi thi, so Sumer ne apne nangi chaati se uske chaddhi mein liptey kamsin badan ko jakad liya aur dono ke chumban gehrey honey lagey, wo ander aa gaye aur balcony khuli hi rakhi, ab lagataar daru ke peg chal rahey they, Lokesh ne Sumer ki pant ka button khol ker usko utarwa diya, dheere dheere sehla sehla ker usne Sumer ki pant utaari aur paas hi phenk di, Sumer black jockey pehney tha jispe se uska lund sunder ubhaar ke roop mein phadakta huya ikh raha tha, Lokesh ne uspe apna muh rakh diya, aur phir poori chaddhi ko choomne laga aur chaddhi ke bagal ki skin ko chaatney laga, wo bilkul jaanghon ke beech tak chat raha tha Sumer ki jawani ko, phir Sumer ne uslko lipta liya khada ker ke, to Lokesh apni ek pair utha utha ker uski jaanghon pe apni jaanghien ragdane laga, Sumer ne uske pair ko ghutne se pakad liya aur kafi ooper utha ker ragadne laga, doosra haath usne uski gaand pe de rakha tha, usne phir Lokesh ko nanga ker diya aur khud bhi nanga ho gaya, to pehli baar roshni mein Lokesh ka khada lund dekha, 7 inch ka bhinnaut saanvla naag shayad usko dasne ke liye beqarar tha Lokesh ne apne mulayam mulayam haathon se usko pakda to Sumer kehraya `haan rey chammo thaam le pellad mera abhi teri gaand pelunga daba ke meri rano' Lokesh in habdon se itna kamatur huya ki kood ker apni dono taangien Sumer ki kamar pe ghuma ke phansa di aur apne haath uski gardan pe daal diye `Sumer mein dum bahut tha, wo bhi chudayi mein to ussey apney clients ki har iccha poori kerne ki aadat thi, issi liye gaanv ke laundey usko khol khol ke dete thay jab maangta tha, usne apa ek haath uski gaand pe laga ker pakad liya aur uski gaand sehlaney laga doosrey se iska baki badan sehlaney laga aur uske honth chumne laga.
`Bathroom mein le chalo na mujhe nahana hai' Lokesh ne kamatur si thirakti huyi awaaz mein kaha to wo usko bathroom mein le gaya `wahan' Lokesh ne bathtub ki taraf ishara kiya to Sumer ne usko beech bath tub mein khada ker diya, ab jao na bahar se kuch bottles le aao aur mujhe sharab mein nehla do' `waah' Sumer ko ye idea pasand aaya, turant bahar se chaar bottles scotch le aaya, Lokesh ne is beech tub ki outlet band ker di, Sumer ne ek bottle kholi aur uske sar se sharab uske badan pe dhaalne laga, turant madira uski jawani mein aag laganey lagi aur wo kaamdev ki rati ki tarah chihuk chihuk ke machalne laga, ek bottle khatam huyi to Sumer uske shareer se chat chat ker peene laga, Lokesh ne doosri bottle uthaker Sumer ko ussi tarah nehlaya, phir teesri se Sumer ne usko, Loeksh bhi Sumer ka lund muh mein lekar sharab wahan se chaatne laga, to Sumer ne usko peechey moda aur jaise hi uski gaand pe muh lagaya aur phanakon pe zaban to Lokesh jaise behash gaya ananad ke maarey `arrrrey baaaaapppp reyyyyyy marrr jaongaaahhhhhhhhhhh' kehker usne apni taang phailaker gaand phaila di ghutne mode ker to Sumer ne aakhri bottle phir seedha uske shareer pe dhal ker muh laga ker peeney laga uske ang ang se aur uski gaand mein jeebh daalker peeney laga uski sharab mein doobi huyi jawani, usne bottle ka muh halka sa uske ched mein phansa ker usme bhi thodi bhar di aur peeney lag gaya.
Ab to mano Lokesh ke tan badan mein aag ki laptey uthney lagi thi, dono alingan mein bhar gaye aur phir Lokesh ne apni taangie n uski kamar mein phansa ker uski gode mein chadd gaya. Ab to khoob dum bhar ke Sumer uski ragadne laga tha, dono tub mein bhari sharab mein let gaye aur ek doosrey ka badan jahan milta chusne lagtey,, Lokesh apne aap hi neechey hota chala gaya aur sharab mein dooba uska lauda chusne laga, pehle une Sumer ke anduye chatey phir jaanghien aur phir lauda muh mein bhar ker apne arman poorey kerne laga, phir Sumer ne is beech hi usko kutta bana ker uskei gaand mein muh de diya, dono ne shower on ker diya jissey bath tub mein sharab ke saath pani bharne laga, Sumer ko jab peena hoti to wahin se muh mein bhar leta aur Lokesh ko bhi waise hi pilata, jab usne usko kuttiya banaya to kayi baar uska muh sharab mein hi duba ker rakha, , phir dono balcony pe chaley gaye aur wahan Sumer ne usko palat ker uski gaand pe lauda ragadna shuru kiya, sakht lund ka mulayam supada gaand ki phaankon ke beech patey hi Lokesh to tript ho gaya, uska dimaag swarg mein tha aur badan Sumer ki mardangi se jhulsa ja raha tha.
Usne thook lagaker Lokesh ki gaand bhi kafi khol di thi, uski moti ungli aram se ander ja rahi thi, bol yahin chudwayega ya bister mein' usne poocha to Lokesh bola `kahin bhi jahan aapki marzi' to wo bola `chal pehle yahan sabke saamne ek baar teri gaand phaadta hoon ja cream le aa' Lokesh ander se imported lubricant le aaya jo usne apne baap ke kamre se churaya tha, sala bahut zabardast cheez thi usne khud hi summer ke lund pe usey malish ki aur phir apni gaand pe bhi lagaya usko to uski khud ki ungli satasat jane lagi, Sumer ne usko wahin railing ne saharey jhukaya aur apna supada uske ched pe rakhker desi andaaz pe dhakka diya to uski gaand ka kamsin ched uske desi supadey ke saamne charmara gaya aur uska supada dhaadtey huye sher ki tarah uski gaand mein ghusta chala gaya poora , ek dard to huya magar mazza uassey kahin zyada aaya, so usne daant bheench ker dard she liya aur uske lund ki garmi apni gaand ki muscles ke zariye mahsoos kerne laga, lubricant kafi badiya tha, kuch der mein Sumer khas khas ker ke uski gaand bajaney laga lauda ander bahar kerke to Lokesh ko apne jeevan ka maqsad mil gaya, usko samajh aa gayi ki ye wohi cheez thi jiski usko bachpan se talassh thi, raat mein ek mard ki, Sumer uski peeth pe ek haath rakhey tha aur doosrey se apna lauda pakad ker Lokesh ki gaand ki dhajjoya uda raha tha `haan chammiya meri chameli bahut makkhan maal hai teri bund meri rani' `aaaahhhhh' Lokesh ne jawab diya phir wo ander se jakar ek mez utha laya, thoda ooncha hoker chudwa na tab to log dekhenge gandu kehker usne mez ke koney ke paas Lokesh ko peeth ke bal lita ker uske ghutne uski chati pe rakhwa diye, uski gaand ab besahara khuli thi uske lund ke liye, usne uske ghutne apne kandhey pe rakhwaye aur usko aagey kheencha, Lokesh ne mez ke sirey pakad liye haath se aur phir Sumer ka lund uski gaand chodne laga, kasmasa ker, ab to dhakkon mein mez bhi khadbad khadbad ker rahi thi, phir usne usko seedha karwa ker mez pe jhuker khada ker diya, Lokesh ki gaand ekdum khul gayi, kunwara tha magar ek shaam mein hi jaise mard ka saath miltey hi uski gaand apne aap khul gayi.
Phir Sumer ne usko neechey litaker uske ooper let ker uski bajaney laga, phir usko gode mein utha ker ander le gaya to beech kamrey mein khada hogaya, aur jaise pehle Lokesh ne apni taangien uski kamar pe mofdi thi waise mudwa li aur khade khadey ussi pose mein apna lund uski gaand mein ghusa diya aur gode mein uchal uchal ker uski gaand pelne laga `aah Sumer maza aa raha hai' `haan gandu raand Sali maza to aayega marad se phadwaney mein tujhe' usne kaha aur ek deewar se usko bhida diya aur uske saharey uski gaand mein lauda dene laga, phir usko laga ki jhadne wala hai to Lokesh ko ghutno ke bal apne saamne bitha diya aur uske muh mein lauda daal ker chodne laga, `haannnnn ab gira mera' usne kaha aur apne lund ka garam ras Lokesh ko pila diya, is baar Lokesh ne dil laga ker uske lund se nikle amrit ko piya, dono phir bister mein let gaye aur Sumer ne 4 baar uski gaand chodi, subah tak saley ki gateway of India ki tarah khol di usne apne jatt laudey se.
Doosrey din jab wo uthey to ghar akela tha, so don one har kamrey mein ghoom ghoom ker raas leela rachi apne prem ki. Uske baad kayi baar apne gym bulaker bhi uski bajai aur phir jahan station ke paas Lokesh akela muth maara krta tha wahan bhi lejaker usne Sumer se chudwayi apni. Kuch din baad usne apne baap k eek flat ki chabi maagker Sumer ke saath wahin rehne laga uski biwi banker, paise ki koi dikkat thi nahin, baap crorepati tha, usne halke se Sumer ko baap k eek showroom ka incharge manager lagwa diya aur chauguni salary kerwa di, saath mein officially ek flat dilwa diya aur saath shift ho gaya.
Is tarah dheere dheere kertey jab sab kuch uska huya to uska asli malik Sumer ban gaya, dono hamesha hamesha ek saath hi rahey, don one shadi bhi nahi ki aur bas ek doosrey ke prem mein hi rahey jeevan bhar.
Yeh kahani hai mohabbat ki jiska anjaam sirf intezaar ban kar reh gaya kehte hain zindagi mein sabko ek baar pyar zaroor milta hai. Kuch log use zindagi bana lete hain aur kuch is dard ke saath jeete hain ki jise chaha use paane ki kabhi umeed bhi nahin kar sake. Main 'deep' deep khurana. Meri zindagi mein mera pehla pyar adhoora reh gaya. Aaj bhi jab sochta hoon to uska muskurata hua chehra ankhon ke aage aa jaata hai. 25 saal gujar gaye par jo zakhm is dil ne khaya tha use bharne se waqt ne bhi inkaar kar diya. 25 saal pehle ki baat hai mba ke aakhri saal mein padh raha tha main. Aakhri saal ka pehla din tha jab maine use pehli baar dekha. Na jaane kya hua aankhen use dekhti hi reh gayeen. Jab hosh aaya to use apne paas baitha paya.yeh hamari pehli mulaqat thi. Meri pehli mulaqat thi 'akash malhotra' se.
Kuch hi dinon mein hamari dosti gehri ho gayee. Mujhe achha lagta tha uska saath, uski har baat, uski muskaan.pata nahin kyon par uske saath waqt kaise beet jaata tha ehsaas hi nahin hota tha. Waqt ke saath hum donon best friends ban gaye. Humne faisla kiya ki apne akhri saal ka project hum saath karenge. Aur phir ek din woh college nahin aaya. Uske ghar baar baar phone kiya par koi jawaab nahin mila. Mujhe laga ki shaayad kuch dinon ke liye sheher se bahar jaan padha ho. Ek hafta beet gaya maine use dekha nahin. Mujhe kuch bhi achha nahin lagta tha. Maine uske ghar jaane ka faisla kiya. Wahan pahuncha to pata chala woh beemaar tha use jaundice ho gaya tha,aur phone bhi kharaab tha. Pata nahin kyon use is tarah bimaar dekh kar mera mann kar raha tha ki main use zor se gale laga loon.
Kuch der saath baithne ke baad jab main jaane laga to usne mera haath thaam liya. Yun to usne mujhe pehle bhi kayee baar chhua tha par us din mera poora jism kaanp gaya. Ab main roz college ke notes le kar uske ghar jaane laga. Uski family is liye khush thi ki main apni dosti nibha raha tha. Aur pata nahin kyun par uske saath bitaya hua har lamha mujhe sakoon deta tha. Main apne aap mein kisi uljhan mein fansa hua tha. Pata nahin din b din mujhe kya ho raha tha; magar phir ek din sab kuch saaf ho gaya. Takdeer ne ek aisa tamacha maara ki ankhon ke aage chhaayee hui dhund saaf ho gayee. Jab ek din main uske ghar pahuncha, main uske kamre mein daakhil hua ki maine ek ladki ko uske gale lagte hue dekha.
Ek pal ke liye mujhe bilkul accha nahin laga . Jee kar raha tha ki use kheench kar alag kar doon akash se. Apne jazbaaton ko apni ankhon ke aage jalte hue dekha maine.usne mujhe us ladki se milwaya 'roshni ' roshni sinha. Akash ki girl friend jise woh mujhse bhi pehle se jaanta tha. Thodi der baithne ke baad mein wahan se bahaana bana kar aa gaya. Dil ka har dard aansoon ban kar behne laga. Zindagi mein pehli baar mujhe ehsaas hua ki mohabbat kya hoti hai. Yeh pata chal ki jise mein dosti ka naam de raha tha us jazbaat ka wajood bilkul hi alag tha. Pehli baar aisa laga ki maine akash ko kho diya. Aur us se bhi bada dard is baat ka hua ki agar main akash ko apne jazbaaton ke bare mein bata bhi doon to uski dosti bhi kho baithoonga.
Main poori raat jagta raha . Aansoo kab tham gaye pata hi nahin chala. Maine akash ke ghar jaana chhod diya. Usne muhjhe kayee baar phone kiya par maine sirf khuch hi baar baat ki. Aur jab bhi baat karta tha koi bahaana bana jaldi khatam kar deta tha. Pata nahin kyun par ab akash ke khyaal se bhi darr lagta tha. Lagta tha jaise mera pyar is duniya mein akash ko sharmindagi ke alava kuch nahin de sakta tha. Mere jazbaat, meri mohabbat darr gayee thi ki haqeeqat agar saamne aa gayee to takleef ke alava kuch nahin de paygee. Mujhe bhi aur un tamam logon ko jo mere aur akash ki zindagi ke saath jude hue hain. Kuch mahinon ke pyar ke khaatir main itne logon ko takleef kaise deta.
Aksh ne college aana shuru kar diya aur meri pareshani aur badh gayee. Ab har waqt main use apne saamne dekhta tha aur phir use nazarandaaaz karne ki nakaam koshish karta tha. Maine apne aap ko kitabon mein dubo diya. Par kuch fark nahin pada. Mere jazbaat beqabu ho rahe the. Ab akash bhi samajh chuka tha ki main use ignore kar raha hoon par is baat se anjaan tha ki us se aisi kaunsi galti ho gayee ki uska sabse accha dost ab us ke saath waqt nahin guzarna chahta.
Aur phir ek din jab main canteen mein baitha tha to maine saamne roshni ko paaya.woh mujh se poochhne aayee thee ki aakhir mujhe kya ho gaya hai. Woh mujhe jaanti to nahin thi par uski baaton ne mujhe pal mein apna bana liya. Tab samajh aaya ki akash roshni se itna pyaar kyun karta tha. Roshni hamare college ki nahin thi woh sirf yeh jaan ne aayee thee ki aakhir mere aur akash ke beech kya hua. Usne mujhe batay ki aklash bahut badal gaya hai.woh pehle bhi meri baatein kiya karta tha par ab uski baaton mein ek ajeeb sa gussa hai. Woh samajh nahin paa raha ki aakhir sab kuch kaise badal gaya.
Mere saath ke bina uska svbhaav hi badal gaya. Main sunta raha aur sochta raha ki kaash main akash ko gale laga sakta use bata sakta ki maine kis tarah toot kar chaaha hai use. Kitni mohabbat hia mujhe magar main kuch nahin keh saka meri khamoshi roshni ko bhi koi jawab nahin de payee aur woh chali gayee. Main sirf akash ke khyaalon ke saath akela reh gaya par meri tanhayee mujhe itna bhi majboor nahin kar paayee ki main akash ko haqeeqat se ru ba ru kara sakoon.
Do mahine beet gaye college ki trip jaane wali thi. Mumbai ke baahar jaane ke liye sabhi ne apna naam likhwaya siwaye akash ke. Maine faisla kiya ki main zaroor jaaoonga. Akash se jitna door rahoonga haalat sudharne ki utni hi gunjaish hogi. College ki trip mahabaleshwar pahunch gayee. Mumbai se kuch ghante door is hill station ka mahaul bilkul alag tha. Raat ke nau baje pahunche aur thakaan ki wajah se khaana kha kar sab log apne apne kamron mein chale gaye is umeed mein ki kal ke din masti ke alava kuch nahin hoga. Kal ka intezaar mujhe bhi bahut besabri se tha. Pata nahin kyun din ko to dard bardaasht ho jaata tha par raat ka andhera mere dil ke har ghaav ko nanga kar deta tha.
Par mujhe kya pata tha ki jis raat ke khatam hone ki main dua maang raha tha woh raat ek naya hi jaal bichha rahi hai. Kamre mein pahunchne par mujhe pata chal ki mera room mate aur koi nahin balki akash hai. Usne aakhri waqt par irada badal diya aur request kar ke mera hi kamr maanga. Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha tha ki yeh kis mod par laa ke mujhe khada kar diya zindagi ne. Akash ne thaan lee thee ki aaj woh sab kuch jaan kar hi rahega. Usne mujhse kayee sawaal kiye aur phir jab mere haathon ko pakadkar usne mujhe dekha to itne dinon ka mera sabar toot gaya. Us ek lamhe mein main kamzor ho gaya aur woh bhi... Usne mujhe gale se laga liya aur mujhe laga ki ab agar meri jaan bhi9 chali jaaye to mujhe koi shikwa nahin.
Pata nahin kab jazbaaton ka woh toofan humein saath uda ke le gaya. Saari raat us kamre mein meri mohabbat ne woh roop liya jo mohabbat ka sabse khoobsoorat roop hot hai. Uske honthon se bane nishaan mere shareer par jaise mujh se kehte ho ki aaj mohabbat poori ho gayee magar uska anjaam nahin. Woh raat meri zindagi ki sabse haseen raat thi. Aaj bhi jab sochta hoon to uske jism ko apne jism se lipta hua paata hoon. Subha hui main kamre ki balcony mein khada hua tha. Woh kab utha mujhe pata nahin. Jab maine use mudkar dekha to woh apne jism ko dhak raha tha. Hum mein se kisi ko nahin pata nahin tha ki kya kaha jaaye. Woh khamosh raha aur wahan se chal gaya. Agle bees din humne koi baat nahin ki.
Jo khamoshi mujhe ghutan deti thi ab main usi khamoshi ko uski ankhon mein dekh sakta tha. Par kuch kehne ki himmat mujh mein aaj bhi nahin thi kyunki mujhe aaj bhi is baat ka yakeen nahin tha ki jo kuch bhi hua kya woh sirf meri khwahish thi ya kaheen na kahin us mein uski tamnna bhi thi. Hum donon ke ghar waalon mein kisi ko shak nahin tha ki hamari zndagi mein kuch hua hai ya nahin kyunki apni feelings ko unke aage zaahir karne ki galti hum mein se koi bhi nahin kar sakta tha. Un logon ke liye to sab kuch pehle ke jais ahi tha. Ek din mere sabhi ghar wale kuch dinon ke liye bahar gaye the. Akash ne mujhe phone kar ke kaha ki woh mujhse milna chahta hai. Woh mere ghar aaya. Main soch raha tha aur us se bhi zyada darr raha tha ki aaj us raat hui baat ka anjaam hoga. Kuch der hum donon khamosh rahe aur phir woh uthkar mere paas aaya aur mere haathon ko thaam kar usne kaha ki woh mujhe chahne laga hai.
Use nahin pata ki yeh sab sahi tha ya galat par use pata hai ki use mera sath chahiye. Use pyaar hai mujhse. Hum dono lipatkar rone lage. Ek lambe arse ke baad aaj hum log usi tarah mile jis tarah main milna chahta tha. Apne is pyar ko ek poora roop dene ke liye woh mujhe mere kamre tak le gaya. Ek baar phir hum ek hi bistar par the par is baar ek alag hi khushi thi . Ek alg hi ehsaas tha. Ab ki baar raat nahin hamara jism din ke ujale mein mile. Uske jism ke har ang ki khushboo ko maine apni saanson mein basa liya.
Kareeb teen ghante baad jab hum bistar mein ek doosre se lipte hue the ki phone baja. Phone par roshni thi. Pehle to mujhe hairani hui ki use mera number kahan se mila par is se pehle ki main kuch poochhta usne akash ko phone dene ko kaha. Mera dil ghabrane laga. Aksh ne baat nahin ki sirf roshni ki baat suni aur bheegi hui ankhon se merei taraf dekha. Main poochhta raha aur woh khamoshi se apne kapde pehen kar whan se chal gaya. Mujhe samajh nahin aa raha tha ki aakhir aisa kya ho gaya ki akash ki palkein bheeg gayeen. Kareeb ek hafte tak hum mein koi baat nahin hui aur phir ek din akash mere darwaze par khada hua tha apne papa aur ma ke saath. Woh mere ma papa se milna chahte the.
Akash ne meri taraf dekha bhi nahin. Sab log hall mein baithe hue the. Akash ke papa ne mere papa ke haathon mein ek envelope diya aur papa ne woh mujhe thama diya. Jab maine use khol kar dekha to ek damini si giri mujhpar. Woh akash aur roshni ki shaadi ka card tha.mera dil toot gaya. Aksh ke pyar ke izhaar se jitne armman jage the sabhi choor choor ho gaye. Mujhe pata tha humara milan nahin ho sakta tha bas is baat ka ehsaas nahin tha ki meri mohabbat is tarah gumnaami se mita dega akash. Sab ke saamne mujhe khushi ka naatak karna pada .jab woh log jaane lage to akash mujhse milne mere kamre mein aaya. Usne mujhe bataya ki roshni pregnant thi . Us din phone par roshni ne use yehi bataya tha. Main toot gaya. Bas rota raha. Akash mud kar chala gaya.
College to khatam ho hi chuka tha. Maine bahut koshish kar ke america mein ek naukri dhoond li aur akash ko bina bataye uski shaadi se pehle hi wahan se chala gaya. Kuch dinon baad ek car accident mein mera saara parivaar mujhe chhod kar chala gaya. Main bilkul akela reh gaya akash ki yaadon ke saath. Maine mumbai ke saath saare rishtey khatam kar diye aur hamesha ke liye new york mein bas gaya. Shaadi ka to sawaal hi nahin tha. Par akash ki jagah bhi main kisi ko nahin de paaya.
18 saal baad ek din maine akash ko roshni aur uske bete ke saath new york mein dekha. Teenon bahut khush lag rahe the . Shaayad chhutiyan anane aaye the. Unhe dekhkar lag raha tha ki unki ek alag hi duniya hai.aur sach unki ek alag hi duniya hai . Ek parivaar hai unki duniya mein har khushi. Main akash ke chehre ko padh sakta hoon. Jaanta hoon woh bahut khush hai apni duniya mein jahan sirf roshni hai tamas nahin. Uski khushiyon mein deep ki koi jagah nahin hai.
Aur us ke gham ka hissa main nahin ban na chahta. Manta hoon aaj bhi akash ko chahta hoon main par akash ki duniya mein roshni bharne ke liye deep ko to jalna hi padhta hai na. Aaj akash nahin to kya hua. Uski yaadon ko mujhse koi alag nahin kar sakta. Main khush hoon is ehsaas ke saath ki akash khush hai. Woh mujhe bhula chuka hai. Agar main uski khushiyon mein shamil nahinn to kam se kam woh mujhe yaad kar ke rota bhi nahin. Aakhir kaun kehta hai ki saath rehne se hi mohabbat kaamyaab hoti hai. Main kehta hoon meri judaai ne jo kaamyaabi paayee woh aaj tak kisi ke milan ne bhi nahin payee.
