It all happnd wen i waz in class VIIIth.....i waz attracted to a guy hu waz in Xth, two yrs senior to me...hiz name waz SAHIB,which i think perfectly suited his personality......he waz tall,smart,handsum and a well built bright dude......i remeber at dat tym hafl of de galz from r skul wer eady to dis on him.....OH!!!!! gettin him waz like a dream cum true for me.....
1 day r skul organised a tour to somepur to sum stpid factory....it waz a long journey......well 1st toh i didnt had a plan to go but wen ma secret reporters informed me dat SAHIB waz also goin, den wat, i waz de 1st on in de class to raise up and pay de tour fee.....i knew it ...dis waz de right tym to start talkin to him or even not den take sum nice shots of him.....i waz so excited dat dat i didnt properly slept dat night.....
de oder day i got up early in de mornin and started dressin up .....i wanted to luk as bst as i culd so dat i can atleast attract him a bit.....finally de tym came and i reached ma skul......der i saw 5 buses from which ...1 waz 4 de teachers ...2 waz 4 de galz and 2 waz 4 de guyz......OH BOY!!!!.....dis waz ma bst chance to stick to hm....sudenly i saw him gettin up de red bus.....i cum not hv waited more.....i ran to de bus and got up behind him.....i knew he noticed me cumni behind him......well den kya...fortunately he went up to de last 2 seats and placed himself on 1 of dem.....meanwhile i jus kept standin der like an idiot and stared him.....for around 10 mins i kept lukin at him like a fool.....he saw me many tyms and at last he gave me a smile and wid his hand informed me to cum and sit wid him......dis waz de most ultimate moment ....i didnt even imagined of sittin besides him ....at dat tym sum wierd type fo feelin hapnd in ma stomach....hehehe....i wanted to shout out loud....bah but i didnt did it......i jus went up to him and sat der....de bus started and we started our journey......4 a while we both wer quiet....
mujhe toh samjh hi nahi aa rahi thi ki main kya bolu....but fortuntly he started de chat.....
SAHIB: toh fer kya naam hai janab ka???
ME: oh mera...well hello ma name is ARSH....aur aap hai SAHIB....isnt it....!!!
SAHIB: han but aapko kese pata chala....
ME: aji aapka naam toh sara skool janta hai toh fer humhe kese nahi pata chalta....anywayz aaj aap bade kewl lag rahe hai..!!!
SAHIB; oh really..thnks yarr...by de way ur lukin gorgious too....
ME: oH puhleez....i knw i m not lukin better den u .....chal yarr koi gal nahi....so wat do u think about de tour....will it be intrestin..????
SAHIB: han bhai, lagta toh hai...shuruwat toh achi ho gayi hai.....ha ha ha
ME: ha ha ha ha ....acha ji....chalo lets c....
[i knew dat i had started attractin him a bit and i also came to knw dat he also knew dat i m desprately runnin after him...]
SAHIB: so ur studin in 8th "B"....hena???
ME: yes but hw cum u knw???
SAHIB: ah ese hi...i'd sen u many tyms loiterin in de corridor and most of de tyms standin outside ur class.....wufff, u get punished often. hehehehe.....
[ i kept quiet 4 a while gettin embarrsed but still kinna of injyin it....it waz amazin to knw dat he also use to notice me....meanwhile he tought ki mujhe bura laga and so keepin his hands on ma shoulder he gave a cute smile......oh dat rascal ...he luked so sweet....i jus wanted to feel his touch , wanted to smell him....he smelld so gud....his hands wer cold ...makin me go horny.....i felt as if i waz de most lukiest person to be in his arms....if galz wuld had seen dis den dey wuld had definately killed me]
SAHIB: kya hua yarr, bura maan gaya, i waz jus kiddin yarr...!!!
ME: nahi nahi yarr its k....chalta hai doston mein..... i hope we r frnds now...
SAHIB: han han yarr ofcourse....but tell me truly...tujhe bura laga na.....den y wer u quiet and wat wer u thinkin right now...???
ME: arre yarr esa kuch bhi nahi hai....i waz jus thinkin dat u even sumtyms notice me in skul.....it feels gud wen u get noticed.....isnt it????
SAHIB: yea man....ur right....abh mujhe se jyada is chez ko aur kaun samjhe ga...hahahaha
ME: ya...hehehehe.....anywayz tell me hw many gfz u have???? mus be many. galz jus dis after u .....
SAHIB: honeslt tellin yarr i dnt have any of dem....i dnt like des galz...dey go after any handsum guy....i jus wanna simple , sweet and intelligent person to be ma partner....i luv simplicity....
[oh god hw can i guy like dis be so simple and sweet....abh toh main uski har baat par fida hone lagga tha]
ME: oh ho toh ur single. k . and u need a simple and intelligent and a sweet person..k.....so wat do u think about me..????? .... will i do gud.....(and den i started laughn out loud as to show hm dat i waz jus kiddin)
SAHIB: (he didnt laughed, infact wid a stunnin face he looked up itno ma eyes and said) dat wuld be a wonderful idea.....do u wanna be ma partner?????
[heavens!!! listenin to dis and lukin up in his eyez.....mere toh zameeen hi pera se gishak gayi....hehehe....even i stopped laughin....for a while i thought ki yeh itni jaldi kese ho gaya??? i felt dat wuld nearly faint wid happiness.....oh hiz lovely deep brown eyes wer askin me a question.....oh his rosy lips....abh kya bataun....i jus wanted to keep mine on his.....his sexy and well built body.....i jus wanted to jump on it and give him a cozy hug......but all ma feelings vanished wen sudenly he started laughin out loud...]
SAHIB: hahahaha.....arre yarr tu toh itna serious ho gaya....main toh sirf mazak kar raha tha jese tune abhi mere sath kiya....hahahahaa.....OH tu toh kitna darr gaya hai aur luk at ur face its sweatin.....oh hahaha...srry yarr srry....i waz jus kiddin......
[oh i didnt realised ki dat rascal waz playn a trik wid me.....4 a while i got so serious.....den even i gave a stupid smile....i jus wished ki yeh sach hota......oh yes dat was it...."yeh sach hota"....ma next wordings]
ME: ja yarr tune toh mujhe bilkul hi darra diya.....nice joke....tu toh bohat mazak karta hai....acha hai....but yarr.....kash yeh sach hota....
SAHIB: acha ji "kash yeh sah hota".....agar main sach mein tujhe purpose karta toh tu kya sach mein accpt kar leta.....nahi na ....mujhe pata hai...tu toh yahan se uth kar bhag jata.....esa hi karta na tu????
ME: (smilin) arre nahi dumbo , main toh tera purposal accpt kar leta.....aur tabhi tujhe ik pyaari si puppi bhi deta.....hahahaha.....(and i kept laughin)
SAHIB: (again getti a bit serious but still smilin) acha sach mein tu maan jata aur mujhe kiss bhi karta????
ME: haan yarr sach mein main maan jata....esa moka bar bar nahi ata....sachi...(smilin)
SAHIB: kasam kha meri....(he waz again serious and again givin dat devilish looks)
ME: i swear....mujhe teri kasam dear.....(dis tym even i waz serious...4 de 1st tym i told hi dear.....oh i really wanted to kiss him....)
[but den...
he turned away his face to de oder side and didnt spoke a word....i got suprised to c him do dis...den even i started lukin outside de window...thinkin ki pata nahi nahi woh kya soch raha hai....i got a bit nervous...bar bar reh reh kar yahi yahi khayal aa raha tha ki pata nahi uske dimag mein kya chal raha hai, y he jus turned away, pata nahi usse acha laga ki nahi, ik baar bhi himaat nahi hui mudkar uski taraf dekhne ki, bas intezar tha toh sirf uska, but he didnt spoke anythin, abh toh bas darr sa lagne laga tha, ek dum laga ki woh kahi seat chod kar agge apne bewakuf frnds ke pass na chala jaye, pelhe din hi usse naraz nahi karna chahta tha, bus esa lag raha tha ki puri bus mein sirf sanata cha gaya hai. sabhiagge bethe the peche tha toh sirf main woh aur humhare bich yeh tanhai, mujhe apne par bhi gussa aa raha tha..ki y i spoke like dat. y i took his swaerin. etc etc....half an hr we didnt spoke to each oder....he seems to be lost in his own thoughts and me in mine.......well sundenly i noticed him takin out a toffe from his poket and den puttin in his mouth...den he turned up to me and said.....
SAHIB: toffe khaye ga..?????
ME: (suprised) ha-ha-han .....
oh fuck fer kya tha ......eske bad toh bas jese sabh kuch achanak badal sa gaya.....i culd never forget dat moment in ma lyf....u knw ppl wat he did.....he came close to me and sudenly in a fraction of second he kissed me and popped out de toffe from his mouth to mine.....den he moved back...and said...
SAHIB: srry yarr ik hi thi....aur kya karta....hhehe....(and he gave a breath takin smile)
i waz toh completly blank ..... jus didnt expected dis ....OH dat sweet kiss ...it waz fuckin sweeter den dat toffeee.......for sum mins i waz not able to cum out of de shok....wid ma blank face i waz jus starin him....i didnt knew wat to say....and he ...jus sittin der wid a smilinn face and givin all dos flirt looks......oh hw culd it jus happnd.....de guy fter whom i wz runnin for 2 yrs ....dat guy jus kissed me.....but it waz true....and it happnd...
SAHIB: wat happnd love???? u said dat u wuld accpt ma purposal and kiss me ...i kept waitin 4 half an hour and u didnt .....so i had to do dis...u think dat i wnt cum to knw wats goin in ur mind....i knew dis from be4....many tyms i noticed u chekin me out and starin me like a fool....u jus kept loiterin in de corridor and pass by our class room several tyms ...jus to c me....i knew it....i waz not sure untill 2day wen u came runnin after me and boarded de same bus which i did....i noticed u....den watchin me dat wer i sit so dat u can sit near to me.....and now expressin ur feelings in joke.....fool u thought i wnt cum to knw and u took dat much tym jus 4 dis....OHHHHH......ur so sweet and it waz so nice of u to love ma dat honestly ....dis 1 thing i need in ma partner which i dnt find in des galz....u knw sumthin...????
ME: wa- wa- wat????
SAHIB: sumtyms u also used to turn me on...but den i jus forget everythin ....oh disturbin it mus had been 4 u runnin afetr me for...for ...fuck i dnt even knw from wen wer u behind me......actually i jus wanted a love like u....
ME: oh dear u knw wat????? u hav made me de most happiest person in de whole world......
[ i jus left maself on him , and hugged him tightly and kissed him.....dat mus had been de lovliest and de strongest kiss ever......dat "time"....i jus wanted to stop de "tym".....
hw eagerly i wished dat der mus had been no1 in de bus......we both wer like oput of dat rugged bus and in de heaven.....tears blinded ma eyes....from so many yrs i jus wanted dis....and it happnd like dis....it waz unbeliavble 4 me.....he is de most stunnin and lovliest person i hav ever cum across me lyf.....]
de whole day we both spend together.....i explained him everythin wat i did after him.....hw i got attracted to him...and hw i used to impress him at times.....but fail again and again....hw i kept spies after him to bring me all his enquires....all de information about him....and lots of more of ma experience.....i culd c dat shine in his eyez hearin me....his eys wer wet and mine to.....den he exclaimed dat he mus had been de lukiest 1 to have a love like me.......i can never forget dat day in ma whole lyf....
later we both kept datin ...at restauraunts...at cinemas....at his place and sumtyms at mine.....we had gr8 tym wid each oder.......both of us ate de fruit of youth 2gether...(ofcourse i meant sex .... but i will tell about dat later) .
2day hez in USA from de past 2 yrs and i m in a collg in *** .....i miss him a lot and he to....but every sunday either he calls me or sumtyms 1...and we both talk to each oder for hours......nxt yr he wil be back to india for around 2 mnths...from which 1 mnth hez gonna stay wid me.......OHH i m jus waitin for dat moment....wen again i will be in his lovely arms....and jus keep lukin in his eyez....he hav turned more sexier han....lolz.....i m jus waitin 4 dat hug of hiz....jab ki air bhi humhare bich mein se nahi gujarti....i LOVE him and wuld do so til ma last breath.....
"Ruslin, you must start going to gym now, you turned 18 today and look 16", Mom said holding the plate of breakfast as I came on the table for breakfast."Yeah! Mom, but I'll die on my birthday, if you don’t serve me something." I exclamated trying to skip this as i was too lazy to give myself any sort of workout session. I gulped down the orange juice and haphazardly chomped the pancakes and blueberry syrup down my throat,
"Mom! I'm leaving, Josh and Lance are waiting for me out there." I howled as I sprawled over the steps to reach the jeep waiting outside for me. I passed the garden and the main gate and left mom reciting the litany for my birthday celebration to my aunt.
"Yo Ho Ho! Dudes!" our typical slang, and jumped into the front seat, besides the driver ones being preoccupied by Josh and Lance on the behind one. "Carriage moving to the Yellow Melody Multiplex sir." Josh scornfully quoted that on me coming late. I gave him a raised brow look and the engine of the SUV came to life like a roaring tiger and accelerated to 120 kmph, as we were running late for the movie to start,
"I don’t want to miss the starting, its one of the best fight sequences in the movie", Lance commented, and I slipped down in the seat to hide myself from being cursed. "We'll not miss it, with me driving and Ruslin besides me, no chance to miss a single shot.", Josh took my side.
.....Finally, we reached the spot on time, and I looked at the sky and thanked Almighty to make it possible, and even 15 minutes early. We ran to the stalls, to collect some knick-knacks to munch and swallow through the whole flick, and then went to the balcony to settle down in the cozy corner, where only a "HUNK" was sitting. “Your birthday blast dude." whispered Lance into my ears as he saw me digging my eyes in the perfectly carved torso of the burly thing sitting there. Chortles filled in from the mouths of three gay friends, as they got what they call 'EYE TONIC'.
The 3 settled into the spacious seats that lightened the pockets, to buy the comfort, but the 'EYE TONIC' was worth it, I sat beside the tonic, as I was the b'day boy. King-sized butterflies started flying in my stomach by the thought of him beside me. The lights faded into the vicinity as the screen started to glow against the dark background, and my mind wandered through the meaty body, and courageously and LEGALLY, I put my hand on his thighs as the flick advanced in the scenes, although it was bit weird as the seats provided were spacious enough and I was skinny enough. Still, I wished to advance. When the 2-hour flick reached half an hour i moved my hand to his groin, and looked into those brown and wet eyes, they were glittering above the sexiest juicy labia pair I ever saw. Then suddenly, his hand gripped mine, and my heart skipped a beat or two, 'What's going to happen', I thought as I saw him advancing towards me, "Not now, I will signal you", said he, and my heart came back from the ride.
.....Then happened the interval, and... There it ended too... and I was surprised as 'when, is going to be my b'day gift', he suddenly got up and moved out, and signaled for the loo, and I followed him 5 minutes past, telling my friends, "I need to, or my bladder will burst". As interval was over, there was no one in the washroom.
.....There he was, standing at the urinal, signaled me to close the door, and I did as he said, he was around 40 but fitness told me, either he's a retired army man, or a physical instructor. He came near, and my heart again went on the trip, he held my hands, and pushed me to the wall, I hit it and then he pasted them against the wall, and started licking my neck, his stubble was tingling and I looked up and closed my eyes, he moved from my neck to my lips, and suddenly gave me a mouthful sting that hurt me very bad, I almost screamed, but his mouth rendered me not to do that. I tried to struggle against that heavy 4 X body, but all in vain, taste of blood jolted my body into attention, he bit so hard that I was bleeding, I moved my face up, he looked at me in surprise, and my eyes had disgust for him, “Leave me" I said quietly, a grin escaped his mouth, I shouted, "Leave Me!!!” again a grin. He started biting my cheeks, initially slow, and then again a sting, this time I was pissed off, and desperately started struggling like a juvenile deer, in front of a hungry tiger, as the same, no positive results. I realized, not only his teeth, but also his nails were digging into my wrists, and the left one started bleeding. I was struggling, and an inferno builds inside me, and I kicked him in the groin. He left me at once, and clutched his balls in his palms, and I realized, they were enormous.
Whatever. I turned around, and tried to undo the knob, when a big hand, of course his, clamped my hair from behind, and pulled me hard, banged me on the floor, my head spinning, still I tried to get up, when he grabbed my hair again, and thrusted my mouth against a urinal, my tongue landing into piss, and then he flushed water, which ran over my head. He started unbuttoning my shorts, I protested again, and held his hand tight, tried to move, he smirked, like any rogue. His fingers gripped my neck and my mouth opened in pain, but no sound came through. "You want to play, let’s play!!" I shouted for help for the first time, but he banged my forehead onto the cubicle's door, which went open, and my head landed on flush handle, he left me, I fumbled to get up, and a red line advanced from the right corner of my head, trespassing the right eye, right on the floor. I stumbled to look back, but I did, satisfaction, on that face that appealed me once. Tear escaped from my left eye, and right one released a fluid, mixture of tear and blood.
.....He was undoing his zipper, “What do you think, I'll call my friends here in a moment, and you’ll get a big one", taking out the cell phone, I said. He pulled me out of the cubicle by my legs, the back of my head banged the toilet seat, and I cried in pain. He tore off my T-shirt and pulled my shorts to my ankles and finally climbed over. I was under his legs, my cell phone was nowhere, and he pulled his pants down, and flipped my around. "You slut! How can I let these butter-ass-cheeks escape! Huh!?”, and saying this, landed a bite on the right one. My head was too numb to respond, and my blood-filled hands were too weak to respond either. He thrusted the dick, which surely was magnified version of any ordinary one, but away from my eyes. He propelled it into my asshole, and contracted the back muscles, in pain, and my head went up in reflex, the legs too, but he slammed my head down again, and my drooping tongue landed on a soiled area, and entered my mouth a bit of earth.
Longest phase of my life being this very one. His to and fro motion continued for infinite moments. Suddenly he took his cock out and flipped around again, moved his cock to my face, I opened my eyes, and everything was appearing blurred, my ass was wet too, not with anything else, but the red body fluid, blood. He started stroking my cock, as if it will respond, after all this blood loss, and numbness. But to my surprise the lifeless, limp, and 4 inched lizard oozed out the load in a few seconds. He munched upon it, getting up and cleaning his stubble, said he, "Now I must feed you, isn’t it, my butter cup".
.....Stroked his dick for a few minutes, and darted spurt after spurt, hitting my eyes, nose, and mouth, and then put the slimy, spongy thing into my buccal, and pulled it away as it dropped the last piece of the liquid. The thick semen, blocked my nasal pathway, I wiped the thing off, by my left hand, from the nose and the eyes.
Things appeared somewhat clear now; he was fastening his belt, and had that familiar scoundrel grin. I tried to get up, and taking support from the cubicle door, stumbling my feet for establishing balance, and resting my frame on the cubicle support wall, I did. I didn’t know how long it took, but was sure that my friends would be coming over anytime. "Shall I help you in dressing?" and his guffaw filled the washroom. I grinned, and attempted to make him stay back in there, till my friends were there, I tried to pull up my short, but fell down, he chortled again, and made me sit on a toilet seat and tried to put the shorts back on my sloppy body.
"I will never let you go so easily, my friends will take good care of you,” I thought. Suddenly he turned his face and said, "You slut! Your friends will never get me!” I realized I said that, rather than thinking. My drowsy eyes grew bigger, he pulled me down again, and dragged out of the cubicle, and made me lye on my back, and shouted, "TAKE THIS!!!” and landed the hardest kick possible from that 160 pound body's right foot, and those leather military shoes, on my tummy. My torso and legs bounced off the floor and landed again, on the same, and he moved his leg away. With the kick, a dull reddish-blue puke came out of my mouth, containing the orange soda, pancakes, and the same red liquid, blood. He advanced towards the door, as the vision blurred and sounds vanished, and my consciousness vaporized.
.....The next day I woke up on a hospital bed, with my mother and aunt beside me and the nurse checking my blood pressure, and a bottle of blood seeping into my right arm, and Josh and Lance entering from the front door, with a grim-faced hi and I closed my eyes again to sink into sleep.
Mujhe dekh kar who muskurai who kareeb 5ft11inch height ke the or badan bhi bahut bhara hua tha clean shavn the mei apna shorts le kar gaya tha unka bhai sone chal gaya tha mei nahana chahata tha meine unse bathroom poocha or nahane chala gaya naha kar mei shorts pehan kar bahar nikla meine upar kuch nahi pana tha meri gori chikni chati or dark black nipples saaf chamak rahe the who bed par lete the unhone bhi upar kuch nahi pahan rakha tha unki chori hairy chati bahut sexy lag rahi thi jab mei bahar nika to who mujhe dekhte hi rah gaye mei sharm gaya or chup chap unke pass bed par let gaya unhone kaha light off kar doo meine kaha haa .
woh light band kar ke let gaye unke badan ki smell mere pass aa rahi thi jo mujhe bahut achi lag rahi thi mei sone ki koshis karne laga lekin neend nahi aa rahi thi shyad unhe bhi nahi aa rahi thi unhone karwat badli or apna ek haath meri chati par rakh diya unka garam bhari haath mere nipples k eek dam pass tha mere nipples ek dam tan gaye badan mei ek jhurjhuri si hue who samaj gaye ki mei jag raha hoon unhone dheere se apna haath mere nipple par rakha mei ek dam sihar gaya phir who dhere dhere ungli se mere nipple ko ragarte rahe mujhe bhi maza aa raha tha yah mera pahla experience tha mei unke or pass sarak gaya unhone achanak meri chati ko muthi mei pakar kar bheech diya mere muh se siskari nikal gayi phir unhine mujhe apne pass
kheecha or apne hoth mere hothho par rakh diye or mere hoth choosne lage mei unse lipat gaya who kafi der tak mere hoth or jibh chooste rahe phir unhone mujhe leta diya or ek haath se meri chati dabane lage or mera ek nipple muh mei le kar chusne lage mein masti mei tarpne laga mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki yeh kaisi bchaini hai who kabhi ek nipple chuste to kabhi doosra abhi tak unhone mujhse koi baat nahi ki thi aab unhone mere kaan mei phusphusakar pucha maza aa raha hae meri jan meine dheere se haan kaha bas phir kyat ha unhone apna short or utar diya or mere short bhi nikal diya mujhe bahut sharam aa rahi thi unhone mera haath pakar kar apne lund par rakha bahut lamba or mota lund tha unka 7inch lamba or bahut mota
meine lund kas kar pakar liya uske muh se aaha nikla usne mujhe phir pyar karma shuru kiya who achanak utha or light jala di mei ghabra gaya mei ek dam nanga tha meine halke se uske lund ki taraf dekha baap re kitna mota or bara who mere pass aaya or mujhse bola lo isse khelo bahut mazaei lund ko dabane laga phir who utha or mere muh pakar kar apne lund par jhukaya meine kuch kahne ke liye muh khola usne apna pura lund mere muh mei dal diya mujhe bahut mazaa mei lund par jeebh ghumane laga or who mere sir pakar kar mera muh chodne laga uska lund or saktht hota jar aha tha who kabhi meri chuchiya dabata kabhhi badan sahalata mujhe bhi maza aa aha tha phir uske haath meri gaand ki taraf barhne lage mere chutar sahalate sahlate
who apni ungli mere hole tak le gaya or apni ungli dhere se mere hole me dalne laga mei chihunk para mujhe hala sa dard hua tab tak who pure josh mei aa chuka tha usne apna lund mere muh mei se kheech liya or mujhe peeth ke bal lita diya phir usne apne mote lund par dher sat el lagaya meri kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya hone wala hae usne meri tange uthai or apna muh meri gaand tak le gaya or meri gaand chatne laga mujhe aisa laga jaise swarg mil gaya ho usne meri dono chuchiya pakari or unhe dabate hue meri gaand mei apni jeebh dal kar chodne laga mei masti mei tarpne laga phir who hata or usne apne lund ka mota supara mere gulabi nazuk kunware ched par rakh diya or meri taange apne kandho par rakh di meri chuchiyo ko
kas kar nocha meri chikh nikli tabhi usne apna mota supara meri gaand mei thoos diya meri cheekh nikal gayi who bahut garam ho chukka tha bola gandu madar chod cheekh mat abhi to pura lund khayega sale mei rone laga lekin who naho rukha usne ek jhtka or diya or aadha lund meri gaand mei tha mei jor se chikha usne mera muh daba diya or phir mujhe pyar karne laga lekin ab uski language badal chuki thi who mujhse kar raha tha mre chikne maza aayega gaandu bahut mazedar chiiz hae too who dheere dheere mere nipple choos raha tha ab mere ched thora dheela parne laga mujhe phir maza aane laga tabhi usne le gandiya puura kha kah kar ek Dhaka or mara or meri chikh ke saath uska lamba mota lund meri gand mei fit ho gaya ab who beraham ho gaya tha usne dhake marne shuru kar diye mei dard se chikh raha tha or who patak patak kar mujhe chod raha tha...
Story By: Salman
Sajjad nay Mobile pay Number dekhtay hoay khushi say kaha....
Sajjad : Yes.........Falak ! Maham ka Phone hai.....Tum yahein mara Wait kro main abhi aata hoon.....
Aur yeh Keh kr Sajjad Bahir Nikal gaya......
"Kya Maham haan keh day gee......Ya Phir......Nhi Nhi , Agar ussay Haan Hi kehna Hota toh woh Pehlay hi keh dati , Itnay Din Intezar ki kya Zaroorat thi.... Maray khyal say Aaj Uss nay Sajjad ka Yeh Bharm Tornay k liye hi Phone kiya hai......Haan Yehi Baat ho gee..."
Sajjad Taqreeban Half an hour k baad Room main Wapis aaya , Uss ka Chehra Udaas Lag rha tha......Main Dekhtay hi Smjh gaya k Maham nay Inkaar kr diya hai.....
"Yehi Munasib Waqat hai , Yeh Jatany ka K Main Sajjad ki kitni care krta hoon , Bas Tasali k Do Lafz aur Sajjad Mara......" Yeh Sochtay hi main nay Foran kaha
Me(Falak) : Kya Hoa Sajjad............Kya Maham nay Inkar kr diya..........Koi Baat nhi Yaar, Dil Chota toh na Karo......Aur Waisay bhi Woh Tumharay Kabil nhi thi......
Aik Dam Khushi say Chilatay hoay......
Sajjad : Maham Maan gaye.......yes , ........Mujhe Yaqeen nhi aa rha Falak , Main Maham k Sath Date pay Jaon ga......
Yeh baat aik Dam mujhe Hairat main Dal gaye...Damagh pay Jaisay Bijli si Girri ho aur Kanoo main Ghantiyan Bajny lagi.......Mujhe Kuch Smjh nhi aaya k kya kahoon.....
Me : Lakin tumhara Chehra toh......
Sajjad : Arre Woh toh Main Mazaq Kr rha tha ......Kafi Dino say tumhain Tang jo nhi kiya tha........ Yaar Bohat Tyariyan krni hain , Naye Shoes , naya Dress......Chalo Chalo , maray Sath tumhain Chalna hai Shopping k liye......
Sajjad ki Khushi k liye mujhe yeh sab krna tha....Lakin Sajjad ki Khushi k liye Main Ussay Maham k kareeb nhi aanay day skta tha..........
Jab Main Yeh bardasht nhi kr skta tha k Maham aur Sajjad ka Naam bhi Apas main Juday toh Yeh kaisay Bardasht krta k Woh Dono Aik Ho Jaein.....Uss k baad main nay Har mumkin koshish ki k Kissi trha main Maham ko Sajjad ki Nazar main bora Sabat kr doon Lakin main Jitna Yeh Krnay ki koshish krta Woh Sajjad k Utna hi Kareeb ho jati....
Hamara BBA Complete ho gaya aur December main Hamara College hatam ho gaya lakin Maham aur Sajjad ka Apsi Pyar Na Hatam hoa , Main nay apni har Mumkin koshish kr Dali unn ko Alehda krny ki....Kitni hi Misunderstandings bhi create kein lakin Sajjad Agar Aik din , Maham Say Naraz hota toh Aglay hi Roz phir uss k sath hota.......
Kuch Arsay baad hamari Job bhi ho gaye...Maham Job nhi kr rhi thi......Hamain Job krtay Kareeb Aik Saal ho chuka tha jab Aik Raat Sajjad maray Ghar , Maray Flat pay aaya....Kuch Formal Baatoon k baad uss nay kaha
Sajjad : Falak ! Teen(3) Din baad MaMa wapis aa rhi hain Pakistan......
Me : Acha....Yeh toh Badi achi Khabar hai.....
Sajjad : Haan Achi toh hai.......LAkin......Tumhain aik kaam krna hai....
Me: Mujhe?.....Kya
Sajjad : (Mskuratay hoay) ....MaMa maray aur Maham k Baray main Sab Janti hain......Lakin Woh Tum say Milna Chahati hain .......
Me : Aunty ko mujh say Kya Baat krni hai?.......
Sajjad : Yeh toh Wohi Janti hain Behtar.....So , Iss Sunday ko Tumhara Dinner hai Hamari Taraf ........
Kuch Idhar Odhar ki Baatoon k Baad woh Wapis Chala gaya...
Aik Dafa Phir say apnay hi Hathon say Aapny aap ko Maarna tha mujhe........Lakin Iss Dafa main nay Sab kuch Soch rkha tha......
Main Decide kiye gaye Din Sajjad k Ghar gaya.....Sajjad ki MaMa mujh say bade Achy Tareeqy say milli....Khany say Farigh hoay toh Sajjad ko IceCream ka Yaad aa gaya aur woh IceCream lanay Chala gaya....IceCream toh Shaid Bahana Tha....Khair Sajjad ki MaMa nay mujh Say Baat krty hoay kaha.....
Sajjad's MaMa : Bata ! .....Jab main Qatar main thi , toh Woh badi Tareef krta tha Tumhari.....Jab bhi mujhe Wahan Phone aata toh Tumhara Zikar Zaroor hota phone main.....Tum toh Sajjad k bohat Achy Dost ho.
Yeh Sunn k maray andar aik ajeeb si khushi uthi......Uss waqat Mujhe Sajjad pay Bohat Pyarr aaya....Main nay Sharmatay hoay kaha.....
Me : Aunty woh khud itna Nice Insaan hai , K Koi kya khy.......Bohat Caring hai.....
Sajjad's MaMa : Haan.........Acha Falak !!! Sajjad nay Mujh say Maham k Baray main baat ki thi......Tum toh Jantay ho na Sab.....?....... Mujhe Ussi Silsilay main tum say Baat krni thi.....Woh Akhir tum logon ki Class Fellow reh chuki hai......Sajjad ko Shaid uss main Sab Achi Baatain hi Nazar aaein.....Lakin Bata ! Tum mujhe Batao....Maham Kaisii hai....Mara Matlab hai k Kya woh Achi ladki hai....?
Main Chahta tha k Main Maham k Baray main Sab Jhot bolon...Lakin pata nhi kyon mara Mann iss baat k liye Tyarr nhi hoa.........Sach toh Yeh Tha k Maham k Baray main kuch aisa Ghalat tha hi nhi Jo main unhain Badha Badha k Batata.......
Main nay Dil pay Pathar Rkhtay hoay Kaha.....
Me : Maham Bohat Achi Ladki hai Aunty.....Boht Serious aur Sensible hai.... Lakin
Sajjad's MaMa : Lakin.......Kya Falak
Me : Lakin aunty uss ki Family walay bohat Rookhy say Insaan hain.......Kuch Thode Bohat Religious hain.....Thoday Pooorany Khyalat k bhi hain.........Unn k Haan Parda Bohat hai....Maham ko Bhi padhnay k Liye College aany ki Ijazat uss k Aik Bhai k Bohat Israr pay Uss k Father nay Di thi..........Aur Sach Bolon toh Kuch Tang Nazar bhi hain.......Lakin Maham Aik Achi Ladki hai .......
Sajjad ki MaMa kuch Soch main Padd gaye....Phir bolein
Sajjad's MaMa : Bata !!! Hamain Unn ki Family say kya lana hai............Musliman hain , Hamary liye Sab say Badi Baat yehi hai......Phir Chahy Zyada Mazhbi hoon ya Kam.....Kya Farq Padta hai.....(Muskuratay hoay) Aur waisay bhi Hamari Family main Aany k Baad Ussay Hamary Rang main Rangna ho ga....Hamary liye toh Sajjad ki Khushi say Badh k Koi Khushi nhi.....Main Iss Friday hi ko Unn ki taraf Rishtay ki Baat Chalati hoon........Din bhi Mubarik hai aur kam bhi.........Kya Khyal hai Tumhara....
Me : Ji Ji Aunty Bilkul......Naik Kam main Dair kyon....
Yeh Baat main nay Dil pay Pathar Rkh k Kahi thi.....Kuch Dair baad Sajjad Aa gaya......Aur Hum Apni IceCream Cups Hathoon main Lay kr Chaat(Upstair) pay Chalay aaye......
Uss raat Aasman Pay Chand nhi Nikla tha...Shaid Nikal k Gharoob ho Chuka tha.........Dorr Tak Ufaq pay Sirf Sitaray hi Sitary Nazar Aarhy thay.....Kissi Timtamaty Diye ki Trha Jag mag krty Sitaray...Kaisay Bhara Hoa tha Aasman Uss Raat.....Lakin Maray Andar Bhari Udasi , Uss Aasman k Sitaroon say kahi Zyada Lag rhi thi Mujhe........Kareeb hi k Kissi Ghar say Musiq ki Halki Awaz Yahan Tak aa rhi thi.......Hum Chalte Chalte Samny Deewar k pass aaye , Sajjad Deewar pay Beth gaya , Main Uss k pass hi Deewar k sath Taik Laga k Khara Ho Gaya......
IceCream ko Spoon main Bhartay hoay Sajjad nay pocha........
Sajjad : Toh.....Kya Kaha MaMa Nay......
Uss waqat kahi Dil main Aaya , K main bhi Aasman ki Iss Syahi main Kahi Ghayab ho jaon aur Sajjad mujh say Kuch na Poch Sky , Na Main ussay Kuch Bataonn.......
Uss waqat Janay Kyon Kahi Dil say Aik Dua nikli "Ya Allah Kash k Sajjad Sab bhool jaye , Aur main Uss say Khul k Apni Saari baatain kr skoon......Ussay Woh Bata Skoon Jo Main Ussay Batana Chahta hoon...Ussay Apni Mohabbat ka Izhar Kr Skoon......Kash k Aisa Ho skta....Kash k ."
Kehtay hain Kabhi kabhi Munh Say Nikli koi Aik Baat Foran poori ho jati hai.....Shaid Woh bhi Kaboliyat ki hi Ghadi thi , Jo.........Khair
Main nay Zabardasti Hontoon pay Muskurahat Laatay hoay kaha....
Me (Falak) : Hoon...Agar na Bataon Toh.....
Sajjad : (Sochtay hoay) Toh......
Me : (Muskuratay hoay)Toh...?
Sajjad : (Hanstay hoay)Toh main Tumharay Paon padd jaon ga.....Aur Tab tak nhi chodoon ga jab tak tum bata nhi do gay....
Me: Acha Acha.....Aisa Krny ki koi Zaroorat nhi.....Aunty Iss Friday ko Jaein gee Maham ki Taraf....
Sajjad Foran Deewar say Utra Aur Mujhe Hug krtay hoay uss nay kaha.....
Sajjad : Thanks Yaar....Thank you So Much.....
Kash k Woh hamesha Mujhe Aisay hi Apni Bahoon main Bhara Rkhta.....
Uss nay Mujh say Alehda Hotay hoay kaha....
Sajjad : Main Abhi Yeh Khabar Maham ko Sunata hoon....Woh Bohat Khush ho jaye Gee.....
Phir khud hi kuch Sochty hoay Uss nay Mujh say Kaha....
Sajjad : Nhi Maray Khyal say Main Khud Uss say Mill kr Ussay Yeh Sab Batata hoon...Woh bohat Khush ho jaye gee.......Kya Khyal hai.....
Me : (Murjhaye Say Lehjay main Kaha) Jaisay Tum Behtar Smjho.....
Aisay hi Uss waqat aik Baat maray Zehan main Aaye.....Aur main nay Pocha
Me : Acha Aik Baat Batao Sajjad !!! Kya Maham k Gharwaloon ko Iss baat ka Pata hai.....Mara Matlab hai k kya woh jantay hain k Tum aur Maham.....aik dosray say ....Pyarr krty ho aur Yon Chup Chup k miltay bhi ho.....
Sajjad : Nhi nhi....Unhain iss baat ka Bilkul nhi pata.....Aur Pata Chalna bhi nhi chahaiye yaar.....Uss k Father ka toh tumhain pata hai na Kitnay Religious hain.........GetTogether pay Kaisa Toffan Macha Diya tha..........Agar Unhain Iss baat ki Hawa bhi laag gaye k Mara Aur Maham ka Sath reh chuka hai Ya Hum College k Alwa bhi Aik dosray Say Miltay thay toh........Toh Bohat GadBad ho jaye gee.....Main nay MaMa ko bhi Sab Smjha diya tha.....Acha Tum Wait kro main Maham Say Abhi baat kr k Aata hoon.....
Me : Main bhi bas Chalta hoon......Acha Allah Hafiz.....
Yeh Keh kr main Wapis Janay k Liye Neechy Janay laga.....Abhi Adhi Stairs pay hi tha k Mujhe Yaad aaya K Bike ki Keys toh Uppar hi Reh gayein.......Main Dobara Uppar Gaya toh Sajjad Maham Say Phone Pay baat kr rha tha......Uss ki Back mary Taraf Thi , Aur waisay bhi Woh Phone Pay Aisa Magan tha k Ussay Andaza hi na Hoa k main Aaya Hoon.......Keys Table pay Padi thein , jab main Keys Utha k Janay laga Toh Sajjad k Kuch Ilfaz Maray kanoo main Paday,
Woh Maham Say Keh rha tha "Toh Ok Phir....Kal Ka Pgm Done rha.....Kal Sareena Garden , 5 bajay....Theek hai?....Main Wait kroon ga Maham Tumhara...Time Pay Pohanch jana"
Iss Baat pay Uss waqat toh main Nay Zyada Ghoor nhi kiya ......Bas Sunn li......Aur Ghar Ko Wapis Chala Aaya......
Uss Raat main Wapis Aa kr Bohat Roya.........Kissi ko Apnay samny , Apnay Hathoon khonay ka Ehsaas kya hota hai , Yeh wohi janta hai Jiss nay kabhi aisa kiya ho.....Lakin main Itna Mahaan , Itna Azeem nhi tha Jo Khud Apnay Hathoon , Apnay hi Pyarr ko Kissi Aur ki Jholi main Dal data aur Khud Saari Umar Uss ki Yaad main Guzar data.....
"Akhir Main nay kyon na Jhot bola....Jhot Kehnay say Agar Sajjad Aur Maham ka Rishta Hatam ho skta tha toh , Main Bool hi Data......Lakin kyon main Bay-Bass ho gaya....Shaid Yeh hi Pyarr hai.....Mara Sajjad k Liye k Main uss k Pyarr main Sab kuch Kr Skta hoon Lakin.........." Main nay Dil main Socha..........
Main bohat Matlabi ho gaya tha , Ussi Waqat kahi maray Dil say Awaz aaye....."Jab Aik Sach hi Zahar ka Kam kry ga toh Jhot ki kya Zaroorat......."
Mujhe Kuch Smjh nhi aarha tha...Har Trha say Yehi Baat Mujhe Sahi Lagi.....Ishq main toh Insaan Dosroon ki khushiyan Dekhta hai , Lakin Yeh Ishq Thodi tha , Yeh toh Junoon tha Junoon......Jo Maray Sir Pay Kissi Bhoot ki Trha Sawar tha.........Main Itna Khud-Gharaz ho gaya k main nay yeh bhi na Socha , MAray Aisa Krnay say Sajjad k Dil pay kya Beetay gee....
Main Pyaar main Andha ho Chuka tha , Jo Socha ussay Pora krny k liye Main PCO pay gaya.......Uss waqat maray Zehn main Sirf Aik Hi baat thi k Kissi Bhi Trha main Maham ko Sajjad say Alehda kr doon.......Iss say kya ho ga , Kya nhi--- Mujhe Bilkul Koi ANdaza nhi tha. Agar Hota toh Yaqeenan Main aisa na krta.............
Main nay Maham k Ghar Phone kiya.....
Phone Dosri Taraf Say kissi Lady nay Uthaya.....
Lady : Hello.....Salama-Aalikum
Me : Wa-alikum-Ussalam......Ji Jamshed Sahib Ghar hain?......Kya Main Unn say baat Kr Skta hoon.....
Lady : Aap ka Naam........
Main Soch main pad gaya , Iss baray main toh main nay Socha hi nhi tha.....Khair Jhot Bolna hi Pada ........
Me: Ji....woh Main.....Main Zaheer Jilani baat kr rha hoon......
Lady : Hold Kijiye.....Main Khabar Kiye Dati hoon.
Kuch dair baad Jamshed Sahib phone pay aaye....
Maham's Father : Hello.....Ji.....
Me : SalvaAlikum.....Jamshed Sahib.....Mujhe aap say Aik Zaroori Baat krni hai.......
Maham's Father : Ji Farmaiye.....Lakin Sahib Pehlay yeh toh batain....Aap hain Kon......Kahan Say Bol Rhy hain....
Me: Uss Sab ki Fikar krny ki Tumhain Zaroorat nhi....Fikar Krni hai toh Apni Baiti , Maham ki Krain Jiss nay Bahir Ghair Mardoon say Na-jaiz Relations Bana Rkhy hain.....Tum Uss K Baap ho Aur Tum Hi ko Maloom nhi K Baiti Tumharay hi Naak Neechy kya Kya Wahiyat Kam Krti Phir rhi hai.....
Maham's Father : (Gussay say Pagal hotay hoay) Oh Bakwas Band kro.....Tum ho kon Yeh Sab kehnay Walay....Main Abhi
Me :(Bat kat-tay hoay) Yaqeen nhi hai , Toh Kal Sareena Garden Sham 5 say 6 Khud Ja k Dekh Lo.....Maloom Chal jaye ga K Kaisii Parwarish Di hai tum nay Ussay...
Yeh Keh kr main nay Foran Phone Band kr Diya.....Main bohat Dara hoa tha ....Tez Tez Kadmoo say Apnay Flat main Aaya aur Apnay Room ko Lock kr k Beth gaya.....Dil main Kahi Aik Itmaniyan Tha , Khushi thi.....
"Jo Aaj kiya , Bohat Pehlay kr data toh Baat Yahan Tak na Pohanchti.....Lakin Ab bhi kuch nhi Bikrra.....Sorry Sajjad....Sab Kuch Hatam ho gaya.....Main nay Sab Kuch Hatam Kr Diya.....Tumhari Mohabbat ko Koi Naam milnay say Pehlay hi main nay Ussay GumNaam Bana Diya" Apnay Aap main Muskuratay hoay Main nay Socha.....
Uss Raat Mujhe Chain ki Neend Aaye.....Aisa Skoon say Soya k Subh Dair tak Sota Rha.........Mara Office Janay Ko Bhi Ji Nhi Chah rha tha....Iss liye Wahan say bhi Chuti mari....Bas Intezar tha k Sajjad ka Phone Aaye aur Woh Mujhe Khush-Khabri Sunaye k Uss ka Aur Maham ka Relation Hatam...... Break Up....Hamesha Hamesha K Liye....
Mujhe Achi trha Pata tha k Yeh Sab honay k baad Woh mujhe hi Phone kry ga , Akhir main hi Toh Uss ka Aik Wahid Best Friend tha.....
Raat 7 Bajay Sajjad ka Phone aaya Aur Mujhe Jaisay aik Jhatka Sa Lag gaya......
Main Apnay Room main Khidki(Window) k kareeb Table pay , Notes bana rha tha , Jab Achanak Maray Pen main say Ink hatam ho gayee.
Main Pen Fill krny hi laga k Sajjad maray Room main aaya.... aur maray Sath wali chair pay beth gaya....Woh kuch Pareshan lag rha tha....Mujh say rha nhi gaya aur main nay Pen ko Papers pay Rkhty hoay Poch hi liya....
Me : Kya Baat hai Sajjad.....Aaj Tum Apnay Room Main nhi thay.......
Kuch Upset bhi lag rhy ho....
Sajjad : hmmm .... Haan yaar .....Aik Baat Krni thi tum say.......
Me : Baat......Konsi baat , Saaf Saaf Kaho ,Ghar Sab theek toh hai
na?
Sajjad : (Sharmatay hoay) Woh main nay bohat Pehlay yeh batana tha
Tumhain , lakin..... Kuch Smjh nhi aati thi k kaisay bataoon.......
Mujhe aisay Laga Jaisay Woh abhi maray Samny Mujh Say apnay pyarr ka Iqraar kr day ga.... mary Dil ki Dhadkan Tez ho gaye aur Mathy Pay paseena Aany Laga...... main nay Pen Ink say Fill krny k liye Dobara Uthaya aur Ussay Fill krtay hoay Kaha....
Me : (Muskuratay hoay)Toh Theek hai...... Pehlay Tum Achi trha
Sharma Lo....Phir Batana.....
Sajjad : Nhi Yaar....Woh.....Main Nay Aaj.....Mara Matlab hai.....
Me: (Hantay hoay) Kya Hoa Aaj.....Jo Itna Ghabra rhy ho.....
Sajjad : Yaar...... I.......I.........Lo....I Love Maham......
Me : Kya........
Maham Hamari Class Fellow thi , Hum Ussay kareeb Do Saloon say Jantay thay....Woh Nihayat Shareef aur Sanjeeda si Ladki thi , Class main bhi bohat Sanjeedgi say rehti thi.....Shakal aur Soorat ki bhi koi Khas toh nhi thi phir Pata nhi kyon Sajjad nay Uss k liye aisa Socha..........Maray Mutabiq toh Uss main Aisii koi Baat nhi thi k Jiss ko Lay Kar Sajjad jaisa Modern , Descent aur achi Family say Belong krny wala Ladka uss Ka Aashiq ho jaye.....Lakin kehtay hain
na K Pyarr toh Andha hota hai....
Uss ka Last Word Maray Dil main Kissi Hanjar ki trha Jubh gaya....Aisay Jaisay Kanoo main Kuch aur Sunnany ki Taqat hi kuch dair k liye Hatam ho gaya ho....Jaisay Dil k sab Arman kissi Sheeshy ki trha Toot k bikhar gay hoon.....
Tabhi Bahir Zoroon ka Tofan Utha , Badal Zor say Garja....Jaisay Marie Bay-Basi pay Matam Mana Rha ho.....Aur Hawa k Aik Zorr k Jhonky Nay Khidki(Window) ko Aik Awaz k sath khool Diya.....Bahir ka Tofan Maray Room main Aa Gaya......aur Table pay Padi Ink ki Khuli hoi Bottle , Table pay Pade Adh likhy Papers pay apnay Nishan Chorti hoie Zameen pay Ja girii.....Aur Toot gayee.....
Uss k Totnay ki awaz say main aik Dam Apni Duniya main Wapis aaya......Sajjad Janay kya kya Bol rha tha....Lakin Uss waqat marie Smjh main kuch nhi aa rha tha.....Sir Pay Aisay Jaisay kissi nay Aik Bada sa Pathar day mara ho....
Main nay Bina kuch Sochy , Apnay Chehray ki Kafiat(Condition) Chupanay k liye , Foran Zameen pay Tooti Bottle k Tukray Uthana Shrooh kr diye.....
Sajjad nay Foran Khidki Band krtay hoay kaha.....
Sajjad : Falak !! Kin Khyaloon main kho gay.....Yaar Khidki toh Theek say Band kr latay....Kitna Nuksan ho gaya hai Tumhara.....See !!! Saray Notes bhi harab ho gay.....
Uss nay Notes ki taraf Ishara krtay hoay kaha.... Main ab bhi Aik Aik kr k Unn Sheshoon (Glass) k Pieces ko Utha rha tha , Jab uss nay Dobara kaha.....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Pata hai Falak! Aaj marie Zindagi ka Sab say Haseen din hai.... Yaar main nay Kabhi nhi Socha tha k Main Maham say........Yaar Main nay Ussay Dinner pay Chalny k liye kaha hai....Uss nay Abhi tak koi Jawab nhi diya Lakin mujhe Yaqeen hai k Woh Mann Jaye gee.........Woh Chaly gee na Maray Sath ?
Uss ki Yeh Baat Mujhe Andar Say Aur Torr gaye..... Aur Jo Thodi Bohat Himat Bach gaye thi Woh bhi Hatam honay lagi....Mujh say Apna Aap Smbhalna Mushkil ho rha tha.....
"Yeh Sab kab hoa....Kaisay hoa.....Tum toh maray thay Sajjad , Phir Yeh Aaj.......Aaj Aisa Kya hoa k.......k tum Aisii baatain kr rhy ho.....Maham..... Tumharay Sath.....Pyarr.....Maham......
kaisay.......? Main Kahan hoon Inn sab main ?"
Maray Zehan main aisay Janay kitnay aur sawal Uth rhy thay , Main Chahta tha k Sajjad ko Apni Bahoon main Lay kr Pochoon K Batao Sajjad !! Maray Sawaloon ka Jawab Do......
Innhi Khyaloon main Achanak maray Hath main Kanch Chubh gaya...... Lakin Iss Dard ka Ehsaas , Mujhe Kuch Dair Pehlay Milnay Walay Dard k Aagay Kuch nhi tha.... Mari Hath say Behtay Khoon ko Dekh kr Sajjad nay Gussay say kaha....
Sajjad : Kya Kr Rhy ho.....(Mara Hath Pakadtay hoay)Chodo yeh Sab.....Aur Yeh Kya hai.....Main nay toh Socha tha k Tum maray Sath Ched Charr kro gay.....Pocho gay k Main nay Abhi tak tumhain yeh Sab kyon nhi bataya.....Lakin Tum toh AIsay Behave kr rhy ho jaisay main
nay Kissi k Marnay ki Habar Suna di ho tumhain.....(Muskuratay hoay) Cheers Up Buddy......Kya hoa.....
"Mout toh hoie hai Sajjad....Mari Mout , Aur Maray Sath Sath Maray Pyarr ki Mout.....Jissay Kitnay Armaano Say main nay Iss Dil main Paida kiya tha....Kya Kya Nhi Socha tha Main nay......Bahir k Toffan ko Toh Tum Nay Khidkiyan Darwazay Band kr k Andar Aany Say Rok Diya lakin.....Tumhari Iss Baat Say Jo Tofan Maray Andar Utha Hai , Ussay Kaisay Hatam kro gay Sajjad , Kaisay Roko Gay Ussay" Main nay Sajjad ki Taraf Dekhtay hoay La-Chari K Sath Dil main Kaha.....
Phir Kuch Dair k baad Main nay kaha....
Me : Aisii koi Baat nhi hai....Bas Zara Maray Sir Main Dard Ho rha
hai.....
Sajjad : (Sharmatay hoay) ....Tumhain Lagta hai na K Woh Mara Sath Chaly gee......(Khushi say Aik taraf Dekhtay hoay)Mujhe Ab Bas Uss k Phone ka Intizar hai.......Acha Tum Rest kro ..... Maray Khyal Say Tum Pain Killer Lay kr Kuch Dair k Liye Soo Jao.....Iss Say Tumhain
Acha Feel ho ga..... Aur Ab Inn Kanch k Tookroon(Pieces) ko Hath mat lagana..... Main Servant ko Room main Bhej data hoon.....
Is k Baad Sajjad room say Nikal gaya , Aur main Wahi Zameen pay Beth gaya.....Kuch Dair baad Servant aaya aur Safai kr k Wapis Chala gaya....Uss k Janay k baad main nay Room ko Lock Kiya aur Khidki Khol , Bahir Tofan k Samnay Khada ho gaya...... Socha Shaid Bahir ka Yeh Tofan,Maray Andar k Uss Tofan ko Kuch Kam kr Day...... Sajjad k Sath Maazi Main Guzra Aik Aik Pal Ankhoon k Samny Aany laga.....
"Mari Ghalti hai , Sab Mari Ghalti hai.....Akhir Main nay Kyon Ussay Pehlay Apnay Jazbatoon Say Aashna Na Kraya , Kyon Na Ussay Bataya..... K Woh Mari Zindagi main "Khuda" ka Darja Lay Chuka hai.....Aur Maham.....Woh Toh Ordinary si Ladki hai , Class main Kaisii Shareef si bani rehti thi.....Kabhi Kissi Ladky say Baat Tak nhi krti thi , Phir Akhir Sajjad ka Dhyaan Uss ki Taraf Kaisay Chala gaya......Ya Allah ! Yeh Kya Ho Gaya Achanak......" Main nay Sajjad
k Iss Faisly pay Apnay hi Taraf Say Socha.....
Aur Phir Jab Bahir Dekhtay Dekhtay Thak gaya toh Ankhoon main Bay-Basi Liye, Khidki Band kr k Bistar pay Lait gaya.....
Sajjad Ka Chehra Aik Pal k Liye bhi mari Ankhoon Say Juda nhi ho rha tha....Woh Sab Sawal maray Zehan main aik Tofan Macha rhy thay......
"Nhi Sajjad.....Chahy Ghalti mari ho Ya Kissi Aur ki.....Main Kissi bhi Keemat pay Tumhain Maham Ka Nhi Honay Doon ga.....Maham ki Kya Aukat hai......Woh Tumharay Kabil nhi..... Pyarr toh main Nay Tum say Kiya hai....Sacha Pyarr....Anmool Pyarr....Jiss Main koi Khot nhi.....Agar Waqat nay Mujh say Yeh Moqa Cheen liya hai toh main , Waqat ko Wapis Morron ga , Inn Hathoon ki Lakeeron main Agar Tumhara Sath nhi Likha toh , Main Yeh Lakeerain hi Hathoon say Mitta Doon ga.....Lakin tumhain Har Haal Main Apni Zindagi main La kr Rhoon
ga.....Tumhain Aana hO Ga.....Mujh Say Pyarr ho ga Tum Ko....Zaroor Ho Ga.....Main Tumhain Bataon ga k Pyarr kya hota hai.... Iss Baat ka Ehsaas Dilaon ga K Main Tumhain Kitna Chahta hoon ......Tum Maray liya Kya ho Aur Main Tumharay Liye Kya hoon , Iss Baat ka Ehsaas
Dilana Aab Bohat Zaroori ho gaya Hai Sajjad.........Bohat Hi Zaroori......" Main Janay Kab Tak Yeh Sochta Rha.....Aur Sochtay Sochtay Neend Ki Aghosh main Chala Gaya.....
Uss DIn Main Sir Say Paon Tak Khud aik Tofan Ban Chuka tha....Aik Aisa Tofan Jo Kuch bhi krny k liye Tayar ho , Jo Apni Rah Main aany wali har Cheez ko Jadd Say Ukhadd day......
Agli Subh Main 6 Bajay Utha.....Mujhe Aik Pal k Liye bhi Kuch nhi Bhola tha , Sab kuch Aik Aik Harf k Sath mujhe Yaad tha......Shooroat toh krni thi , Kahi na Kahi say... So Sab Say Pehlay Main Gym gaya.....Uss Din First time main nay Khud k Liye Aisa kuch Socha....Pyarr kya Kya Krwata hai Insaan say.....
Uss Waqat main nay Aik Faisla Lay Liya tha k Main Khud ko aisa bana loon ga K Sajjad ko Maray baray main Sochna hi paday ga....................
Mari Yehi Koshish thi k Kissi Trha Sajjad k Dil main Apnay Liye Pyarr Jaga Doon............Padhai main toh main Pehlay hi Theek thak tha , Aur Phir Gym Janay ki Wajah say Mari Physique main bhi Kuch hi Din Main Change nazar aany laga.....Iss k Sath hi Ahista Ahista Main
nay Apna Hair Style , Dressing Style Sab Change kr liya...... Poori Class ko Hairat toh hoie k Yeh Achanak Mujhe Kya ho gaya hai , Jo main aisay Aik Dam Khud ko Change krny laga hoon.....Lakin main nay Kissi ko Iss ki Wajah Pata na Chalnay di.....
Sajjad ko Impress krtay krtay Class ki Ladkiyan mujh say Impress honay lagi......Lakin mari Soch Ka Markaz toh Sirf Sajjad hi tha........
Sajjad Mujhe Dekhta toh tha aur maray Iss Trha Say Life Main Change Aanay Pay Uss nay Mari Tareef bhi ki , Lakin Janay Kyon Mujhe Woh Satisfaction nhi mill rhi thi Jo main Talash kr rha tha.....Main Sajjad k Munh say Apnay liye Pyarr k woh Ilfaz SunnaNa Chahta tha , Jiss k Liye main nay Khud ko Aisay Change kr liya...........
Sajjad mujh say Apni Har baat krta tha Iss liye mujhe Yeh pata tha k Maham nay Abhi tak, Uss ki Baat ka koi Jawab nhi diya hai....Sajjad nay Class main bhi Maham Say Baat krny ki Koshish ki Lakin Situation aisii Ban hi na Ski.....
Mujhe kahi na Kahi ab yeh Lagna Shrooh ho gaya tha K Maham ka Jawab "Na" main hi ho ga....Lakin Phir bhi aik din Sajjad k pass Gaya aur uss say kaha.....
Me : Kya Baat hai Sajjad...... Kafi Dino say Dekh rha hoon , Tum Bohat Udaas Rehtay ho..... Kal Khelnay k liye bhi nhi aaye....
Sajjad : Tum Jantay toh ho......Yaar....Why? Why ? Maham is Behaving like this........Us nay Abhi tak mujhe Uss baat ka Jawab nhi diya.....Akhir woh Batati kyon nhi.......
Yeh Baat Sunn kr Maray Dil ko Bohat Acha laga , Lakin main nay Aisa Apnay Chehray pay Zahir nhi honay diya....aur kaha
Me : Aisa kYon Kehtay ho.....Woh Bolay gee......Zaroor Bolay
Gee....Agar Ussay tum say Pyarr hai toh woh Zarror Tumhain Jawab Day
Gee.....Lakin Sajjad.......Agar....
Main yeh kehtay hoay rok gaya...
Sajjad : Kya ......Kya Falak?.....
Me : Mujhe Ghalat mat Smjhna Sajjad....... Agar Woh Tum Say .......
(Jhijhktay hoay)Mara Matlab Hai k Kya Pata Woh Tumharay Liye Apnay
Dil Main Aisa koi Khyal hi na Rkhti ho....... Akhir Tum Ussay Jantay
hi kitna ho.....
Sajjad : Nhi Nhi.... Plz Yaar Aisa Mat Kaho.....
Main nay Bat ko Change krtay hoay kaha.....
Me : Acha Chodo Yeh Sab..... Tum nay Pehlay kabhi mujhe nhi bataya
tha k Tum.....Mara matlab hai.....Maham aur Tum ......
Sajjad : Yaar Iss baat ka toh mujhe Khud ko bhi Andaza nhi
tha............Pyarr Aisay hi hota hai....Kab koi Dil Say Acha Lagna
Shrooh ho jata hai , Hamain Pata hi nhi Chalta......Yeh Kuch 15 Din
Pehlay Ki Baat hai......Tum Unn Dino Apnay Grand-Father ki Death pay
Ghar gay hoay thay....Tumhain Toh Yaad ho ga Sir Faisal ki FareWell
Party bhi Ussi Raat ko thi.......Hum Sab Wahi thay.....Uss Din Hum
nay Khub Enjoy kiya.....Aur Ussi din Mujhe Maham ko janany ka Mouqa
milla.....Woh bohat Polite hai , Itni Ahista aur Meethy tareeqy say
Baat krti k Kanoo main Rass Ghul jata hai....Yaar Falak ! Main Khud
ko Uss k Kareeb aany say Rok Nhi Saka......Woh apni har aik baat k
sath Mari Rooh main Utarti Chali gayee........(Muskuratay hoay)Phir
Hamari Mulaqaton ka Silsila Chal Nikla , Hum Bohat Achy Dost Ban
Gay....Aur Yeh Dosti Mari Taraf Say Pyarr main Badal gayee....
"Oh !!! Toh Yeh Tab ki baat hai....Tabhi main Sochoon k Mujh say
kahan Ghalti hoie.....Kab Maham Iss k Itnay Kareeb aa gaye , k Iss
nay Ussay Apnay Sath Dinner pay Lay Chalny ka Keh Diya...." Main
nay Dil main Socha.....
Me : Acha......... toh tum Fikar kyon krtay ho......Bas Allah Par
Bharoosa Rkho.....InshaAllah Wohi Ho ga Jo Tumharay Haq main Behtar
hai....Bas Thoda Intezar kro.....
Sajjad : Main toh Umar Bhar Uss ka Intezar Kr Skta
hoon.....Lakin......Woh bas Aik Dafa Keh day k Woh bhi mujh Say
pyarr krti hai.....Kasam Say Falak ! Dil ko Sakoon mill Jaye Ga....
"Intezar.......hunh.......Jitna Chahy Intezar kro Sajjad......Main
bhi Tumhara Intezar kroon ga.....Lakin Iss Intezar ka Antt Mujh pay
hi Ho ga....Tumhain Mari taraf hi Lout kr aana ho ga...... Mujhe
Yaqeen ho gaya hai K Yeh Tumhara Bharm hi hai k Maham k Dil Main
Tumharay liye Koi pyarr ki Feelings hain , Warna woh tumhain Uss
Baat ka Reply kr dati.....Ab Bas Mujhe Munasib Waqat pay Tumharay
Dil Say Maham ko Nikal kar Khud ki Jagah Banani hai....Aur Apnay
Pyaar ka Izhar krna hai......" Main nay Dil hi Dil main Socha aur
Kaha
Me : Sure.......
Tabhi Sajjad k Mobile ki Bell Baji......Aur Uss k Chehray Pay Khushi
Jabk maray Chehray pay Hairat Dorr gayee....
(To Be Continued)
Kabhi Kabhi pyarr ko Smjhna hi Bohat Mushkil hota hai.....Aur Aisay main Dosray ko apnay Pyarr ka Ehsaas Dilana Aur bhi Mushkil...........Yeh Aik Aisay hi Shaks ki Kahani hai Jiss nay kissi Say Itna Pyarr Kiya , k Woh Iss Pyarr main Sahi aur Ghalat Ka Farq Bhool gaya aur Phir Ussay Uss Ghalti ki woh Saza Milli Jiss ki Keemat Woh aaj tak Chuka Rha hai.....
Sajjad say mari pehli mulaqat , BBA ki Pehli class main hoie........Sab say alag , Poori class main dominant , Har baat main Aagay.........Uss main aik achi baat yeh thi k woh bohat jald kissi ko bhi Apna bana lata tha , Uss ki Batoon main aisa Jadoo tha k Na-Chah k bhi Dil uss ki taraf khencha chala jata tha...Kissi k Mood ko Theek krna uss k Liye Jaisay Left Hand ki baat ho.....Aur Personality aisii k koi bhi Aashiq ho jaye........
Waisay toh main uss ka Class fellow tha Lakin Hamari Dua Salam hi thi Kabhi Koi Ba-Qaida Baat na hoie thi ....... Mari Uss Say Dosti ka Aghaz aik Test say hoa.
Mujhe Abhi Bhi Yaad hai , Hamara 1st Semester chal rha tha , Bohat Din pehlay Hamary Stats1 k Teacher nay Surprise Class Test ka Kha tha...Yeh Test Bohat Important tha , kyonk Iss k Marks Finals main count hona thay....
Main nay apnii Prepration ussi k Hisab say Kr rkhi thi ... Aik din Achanak Sir nay Test ka Keh diya.... Uss din Sajjad maray Sath walay Desk pay tha.............Pata nhi Sajjad ki prepration nhi thi ya woh Bhool gaya tha , Uss nay aur Kuch aur Class k Students nay Insist toh Bohat kiya Lakin Sir Kaha Man-Nanay walay thay.... Test Start ho gaya.... Sajjad aur Maray Darmyan Sirf aik Chair ka Fasla tha.....Main apna Test kr rha tha , K Achanak Sajjad nay Mujhe Left Side say Hilaya , Main nay dartay hoay dekha toh woh Apnay Pen say Desk pay kuch Bana rha tha.... Jab Kuch Ghoor say Deekha toh Mujhe Realize hoa k woh Bar Bar "2" Likh rha hai....
Pata nhi kaisay Maray Mind main Achanak yeh Baat Aayee k Woh mujh say 2nd Question ka Answer Poch rha hai , Main nay Woh Question Solve kr liya tha.........Mujhe Cheating say bohat darr lagta hai , Aur Waisay bhi Uss waqat tak shaid hi main nay kabhi koi Serious Cheating ki ho ya Phir Krai ho........... Darrtay Darrtay main nay Apna 2nd Question ka Page Desk ki Side Pay Rkh Diya...Aur Uss aik Question Nay Hamain Dosti k relation main bandh diya....
Test Class k Baad Jab hum Next Class k liye Ja rhy thay toh Achanak Peechy say uss nay Mujhe Awaz di...
Sajjad : Falak ! Falak......Yaar Baat Suno Plz...
Main Ruka aur peechy murr k dekha
Me (Falak) : Ji..... Kya baat hai...
Sajjad : Woh Yaar......Woh..... Thanks
Hum nay Sath hi Ahista Ahista Chalna Shrooh kr diya....
Me (Falak) : Thanks kiss liye....Main nay Kabhi kissi Ko Cheating nhi krwai , Lakin Aaj....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Wohi toh.....Main nay bhi kabhi Kissi say Cheating nhi ki......
Me(Falak) : (Muskuratay hoay) Hoon..... Shaid..... Janta Hoon main....
Sajjad : (Sharminda sa) Pori baat toh Suno Yaar, Main keh rha tha..... K Aaj say Pehlay , Main nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki...Woh Yaar Bas , ... 2nd Question ki Weightage Zyada thi , Issi liye Socha k Passing Marks ka Test toh Ho .....
Me(Falak) : Koi Baat nhi......Hota hai kabhi kabhi.....
Hum ClassRoom main Enter hoay , Woh Phir say Mari Sath ki Seat pay beth gaya , Abhi Teacher Nhi aaye thay....Hum Thodi dair k liye Bahir aa gay.
Class k Sab Ladky , Ladkiyan Bahir hi Khaday hoay apas main Baatain kr rhy thay ,Taqreeban Har Koi Test hi Discuss kr rha tha......Sajjad nay Dobara Baat Shrooh ki....
Sajjad : Yaar Statistics toh Mujhe Zehar Lagti hai......Aur Phir Sir Faroq k Parhany ka Andaz.....Don't you think , His way of teaching is Horrible...
Me : hmmm.....Actually woh Apnay Level pay ja k Parhaty hain , aur Bohat si baatoon ko Assume kr latay hain k Students ko Pata Hai....Shaid issi liye Hamain aisa lagta hai....
Sajjad : Exactly.....Lakin tumhary Concepts kafi strong hain iss main.....
Me : Actually Stats Pehlay bhi mara subject reh chuka hai.........F.Sc Main...
Sajjad : (thoda Ghabratay hoay)Aik Baat Kahoon , Agar tum Thodi favour kr do toh....
Mujhe Laga Shaid woh yeh Khy ga k Next Time Bhi main ussay Iss main Cheating Krwaon....
Me (Falak) : Baat?..... Haan Bolo......(Muskuratay hoay)Lakin Sajjad , Main Har Baar Cheating nhi Krwaoon ga.....Aaj toh pata nhi kyon main nay.....Lakin....
Sajjad : Nhi nhi Falak...... Baat Woh Nhi... By God ! main Main Nay Kabhi Cheating nhi ki.....Agar Tum Mujhe Stats ki Tuitions day sktay ho toh?....Yaar Plz......
Me : Main ?....... Lakin main Nay Kabhi....
Sajjad : Yaar Plz.....Man-na Mat krna.... I will pay for it....
Abhi woh yeh Baat kr hi rha tha k Sir Class main Aa gay aur Yeh Baat aisay Hi Adhori reh gaye ......Yeh Last Class thi , Class k Baad main Hostel ko Chal Pada , K Achanak Aik Bike maray Pass Aa kr Ruk gaye.... woh Sajjad Tha....
Sajjad : Hey Falak..... Aao Betho Yaar , Main tumhain Chod data hoon....
Me : Nhi ..... Mara Hostel Kareeb hi hai......
Sajjad : Plz......
Pata nhi aisa kya Tha Uss Plz main K Main Uss say Aagay Kuch nhi keh Paya aur Bike Pay Beth gaya....Main nay Ussay Apna Hostel bataya .... Maray Hostel Pohanch kr , Jab main Thanks keh kr Room main Janay laga , Toh Uss nay Dobara Kaha....
Sajjad : Toh kya Socha Tum nay Falak......
Main uss waqat Uss Baat ko Bilkul Bhool Chuka tha.....Main nay Hairat say Pocha
Me : Sochna...... Kiss baray main....
Sajjad : Woh Tuitions.....
Me : Oh Haan..... Lakin Sajjad Main toh khud Abhi Parh rha hoon , Aur Phir.......Phir Main Room main akela nhi rhta , Hum Do Reh rhy hain , Kya Maloom Maray Roommate ko tumhara Yon Roz Roz maray Room main aana Pasand ho ya Na Ho......
Uss k pass toh aisay Jaisay Har Cheez ka Jawab tha......Uss nay foran kaha......
Sajjad : Toh kya hoa , Hum Libraray main Parh lain gay.....Tum bas mujhe Time Bata Do , Main Ussi Time pay Library pohanch jaon ga....
Me : Lakin....
Sajjad : Plz.....
Me: Acha Kal Say sham 7 Bajay..... Theek hai ?
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay) Ok ..... And Thanks Alot.....
Bas Wahi say Hamari Dosti ki Shrooat hoie aur yeh Dosti Kab Pyarr main badal gayee Mujhe Bilkul Andaza nhi hoa....
Uss nay bataya tha k Uss k Mummy PaPa Qatar rehtay hain , Aur woh Yahan Apnay kissi relative ki taraf reh rha hai....Next year Uss nay bhi Hostel main Accomadation lay li.....
Uss Ka Single ka Room Tha Jabk Hamary Halat uss waqat itnay Achy nhi thay issi liye mary Accomadation Tri Seater main thi....
Uss ka Hostel main aana tha k Mara Tamam Waqat uss k Sath Guzarnay laga.....Mujhe Uss k sath rehna Acha lagta tha........ Main Apnay Room main Kam Aur Sajjad k Room main Zyada Rehny laga..... Hum nay tamam Exams ki Tyari Sath hi main ki..... Uss k Woh Stupid say Jokes aaj bhi yaad aatay hain
Maray Zehn main Pata nhi kaisay Yeh Baat Beth chuki thi k woh bhi mujhe Utna hi chahta hai , Jitna Main Ussay......Aur phir kuch baatoon nay mujhe Iss baat ka Yaqeen Bhi Dila diya tha , Lakin Hum Dono main say Kissi nay Iss baat ko Zuban say Zahir nhi kiya tha.........Aur Akhir Main Aisa Kyon Na Smjhta , Uss ka Mujhe Say Apni Har Problem ka Share krna , Apni Choti Si Khushi ko bhi maray Sath Celebrate krna , Maray chehray Say Maray Dil k Haal ka Pata Lagana......Yeh Pyaar k Ishary nhi thay toh Kya tha.....Aur Phir Woh Baat Jiss nay Maray Is Khyal ko Aur Taqat Di , Woh Main kaisay Bhool skta hoon.......
Sab kuch Achy say Chal rha tha..... Hamary 5th Samester ka start Ho chuka tha.....Class nay Trip ka Plan banaya , mujhe aisii Cheezon main zyada Interest nhi tha aur main Trips pay Zyada jata bhi nhi tha, Issi liye kissi nay mujhe Zyada Force nhi kiya.....
Trip k Din ki Subh 6 bajay , Sajjad nay maray Room pay Knock kiya...........Main nay Darwaza Khola....
Sajjad : Falak !.......Abhi tak Soo Rhy ho......Tum abhi tak Tyarr nhi hoay ?
Me : (Hairat say)Tyarr?..... Kiss liye...
Sajjad : Yaar 7 Bajay Hum Yahan say Nikal Jaye gay Trip k Liye ..... We have to reach early at Spot.....
Me : Yeh kya keh rhy ho......(Wapis Bistar ki taraf jatay hoay ) Tumhain Toh Maloom hai k Main nhi ja rha Trip pay.....
Sajjad : (Muskuratay hoay)Kiss nay Kaha , K tum nhi ja rhy..... Tum ja rhy ho....Maray Dost
Me : (Main Muskuraya) Nhi Yaar...... Main phir kabhi jaon ga......Yeh Trips Wagaira bore hi hote hain......... aur waisay bhi main nay Iss k liye Pessay Nhi Diye....
Sajjad : Jo Bhi Ho Falak ...... Jana toh Ab Paray ga , Kyon......k Main nay Tumhary Behalf pay Pessay Day Diye thay......Mujhe Pata tha k Tum Seedhy say toh Mano gay nhi....Issi Liye
Me : Kya!!!.... Yaar lakin Main...... Tum mujh say poch toh latay....
Sajjad : Yaar Hamari Dosti ko Aik Arsa Ho Chuka hai , Kya Abhi Bhi Humain Aik Dosray k Liye pochnay ki Zaroorat hai......Kya Mujhe Itna Haq bhi nhi k Main Apnay Dost k Liye.........Pata Hai Tumhari Iss Baat nay Mujhe Bohat Hurt kiya hai.........
Yeh Keh kr woh Wapisii ko Murnay laga......Uss ka Mujh par iss trha say haq Jatana mujhe Acha laga .....Ussay Roktay hoay main nay kaha
Me : Nhi sajjad.....Suno toh........ Mara woh matlab nhi tha.....Acha mood theek kro Apna, Chalo Main ready ho jata hoon............Tum bhi tyarr ho jao.....
Sajjad nay Mujhe Muskura k dekha aur Bahir chala gaya....Aur main uss k Unhii Alfaz ko yaad krny laga jo uss nay kuch hi dair pehlay Mujh Say khy thay....
"Haq.... Koi kissi ko apna Smjhta hai toh Haq Jatata hai , Iss ka Matlab hai k Sajjad Nay mujhe Apna Smjha.......Itna Apna k Uss nay Mujh say Maray Faislay krnay ka Haq Lay Liya........ Yeh Pyarr nhi toh Aur Kya hai......Ya Allah , Mujhe Bata k main kya kroon.....Akhir Kyon nhi woh Bolta K ussay mujh say Pyarr hai....." Main nay Apnay hi Dil main socha aur Muskuranay laga....
"Main nay usay kitni dafa kaha hai , Jo woh mujh say Kuch Khy..... Ghalti mari hi hai....Mujhe Ussay batana chahiye... Akhir kab tak aisay hi main Iss KashMakash main Uljha rhoon ga.....Kab Tak Iss Aag main Jalta rhoon ga..... "
Khud say Banaye Gay Maray Iss Ehsaas nay , Mujhe Saatwain Aasman pay Pohancha diya tha....Mujhe Khud pay AIk Gharoor sa Honay laga tha.....
Yeh Mari Masoomiat thi Ya Phir.....Maray Dil Main Sajjad Ka Pyarr k Main nay Apnay Khyaloon k Iss Rishtay k Dosray Pehloon pay kabhi ghoor hi nhi kiya....Main Nay Apnay Khyaloon main Sajjad k Pyarr ka Woh Qila Bana liya , Jiss main Maray aur Sajjad k siwa kissi k liye Jagah nhi thi.....
Khair Hum Trip pay Gay , Bohat maza aaya.....Khub Enjoy kiya....Sajjad jab bhi maray sath hota mujhe Woh Pal kabhi bore nhi lagtay.....Uss Trip nay Maray Andar ki Aag ko Aur Hawa Day Di thi......
Din Toh Uss k Sath Guzar Jata , Lakin Raat ko Neend nhi aati.....Kitni Mushkil hoti hai yeh Halat ,Issay Wohi Smjh Sktay hain Jiss nay Khud kabhi Pyarr kiya ho........ Kitni baar dil nay.kaha k Ussay Sab kuch Bata Doon Lakin Phir Aik Anjana Sa Darr Maray Paoon main Bairiyan Daal Data........
Phir Aik Din Uss nay Woh Kaha , Jiss ko Sunn kar Mujhe Apnay Kanoo Par Yaqeen nhi hoa....Taqdeer Aisa Kry gee Kabhi , Socha nhi tha.......
(To Be Continued)
